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OK, how about they all will be live, unless otherwise stated.

Yeah, srsly thinking about creating a Second, Secret blog, A Feelz Blog, that is all about Feelz and Halping Neckbeard NEET Wizard Kissless Virgin Beta Omega Basement Dweller Introvert Sperglord Austimal muh autism NEETBux AustimsmBux(Tm) annoying friendless loser virgin retard faggot annoying narcissistic hugless friendless unlikeable creeper loser unemployable underemployed unmotivated omega  loser morally lazy morally inferior slothful sinful damned to hell despairing lazy lazy lazy fat faggot f00k failures failers falers shamfur whining neckbeard whinging gormless fat fupa doritos eating code red guzzling vidya fapping call of d00dy team fortress halo niceguy basement dweller at age 25, 30 year old virgin, weird, fat, chubby, soft, omega, awkward, loser, pathetic, “clinically depressed” aka whiny spoiled neet loser who want to kill themselves because they SHOULD, going on r9k with their feeeelz and people tell them go to therapy and or kill themselves, niceguy, kissless dateless hugeless handholdless friendless nobody likes them 32 year old virgins, etc etc etc. demasculated emasculated castrated faggy faggots who have lost all masculinity and it painfully shows. totes lazy losers who deserve to be culled from the gene pool, who clearly do not survive in the survival of the fittest, do not have what it takes to live in the world, in an ideal world they would be EUTHANIZED, people who fail in every way, fail at school, fail at work, fail in Luv, fail socially, Losers At Life.


heh. you get the picture. this is a little hobby of mine, alongside the politically incorrect right-wing and racial stuff. I guess primarily it would be meant for White Men, but not sure if I would want to BLOCK nonwhites who were lazy losers from benefiting it, even if I COULD block them. I guess I could put a big fat “WHITES ONLY, IF YOU’RE NONWHITE, I DON’T WANT TO HELP YOU” right at the top of the page. Maybe I will, maybe I won’t.

What is for certain is that I want to help White Men The MOST, because they are my people, and because I believe they are Especially Vulnerable to the Feminizing, Sissifying, Faggifying, Jewifying, Decadentifying, Soul-Crushing of the Plutocratic Modern World, and More likely than Black, Brown, or Jish Men to become Basement Dweller Morally Lazy Losers who Give Up on Life.

I don’t like to see The Antiwhite Ruling Elite doing that to My Fellow Whites, and I don’t like to see Whites doing that to themselves.

Maybe it is easier for Poor Blacks or Browns to get on a downward spiral of drugs and crime and jail and violence and what have you. Not that whites don’t get mixed up in that Nonwhite Antisocial Life, many do. But I’m more talking about the Neckbeard Whites that are a drain on their Immediate Community rather than a drain on The Larger Community. If our Racial Brethren are Dead Weight, should we encourage themselves to Cull Themselves? Heh Because I’m such a Good Guy, I tend to think NO. We have to try to rehabilitate them. Fix them. Help them reach their White Potential. Spit out the poison. Fight back against the poisonous world. Win.



Heh. Maybe develop some Racial Awareness along the way, but I’m not sure that would be the VERY First Order of Business.

This is semi controversial because maybe I SHOULD be encouraging Loser Dead Weight Whites to Cull Themselves. Because say they become Productive Members of Society, but in a Traitorous way, a J-Serving way, such that they should Hang on the DotR, or not be welcome in a White Homeland?

Yeah, I guess I’m not that hardcore yet. I am notoriously soft & forgiving & lenient on Race Treason, for better or worse. I might even BE a Race Traitor deep down.  Full Disclosure: long before I had my Full Racial Awakening, I wanted to MATE with a Nonwhite girl, like willing to have mixed babies. (Excuse: She was POY, & She LOOKED hella white, if ya know what I mean.) I am glad I did not, but still Feelsbadman.jpg.





So yeah thinking about having a second blog for Feelz Stuff. Plus I got excessive feelz which I cannot fully blow off through Physical Exercise. Would not immediately, if ever, share that blog with (the 2, hahaha) readers of this blog. Because to be so focused on Feelz is not very White Warrior.

However, it is possible that Whites feel more Profound Emo Feelz than nonwhites. OR that nonwhites turn anger Feelz Outward, while whites turn Anger Feels Inward.

But I don’t want THIS blog to be excessively about Feels! Other than maybe a few nonfeelzy statements about the Feelz Capacity/Experience of Whites in relation to nonwhites; or White Psychology; Towards a Healthy White Psychiatry, etc. Jung, Chechar, K-Mac, I dunno.

Healthy Body, Healthy Mind, Healthy Soul.

Heh. And there IS a difference between me Emo Whining about my OWN feelz, and giving Straightforward Bullet Points to Whites on how to Master their own Feelz. Waaah Waaaah Waaaaah woe is me, I have too much food to eat and too much money to spend, first world probs, vs General Positive Motivation stuff like

*Clean Your Room at least a little bit

* Babby Steps! Babby’s First Babby Steps!

* Exercise Regularly

* Eat Healthy

* Lift Heavy Weights

* Do Martial Arts

* Do something nice for someone (white)

* go for a walk in the park

* do at least one productive thing every day. start with just one if two is too much.

* destroy the Kke Box, ie The TV. Do Not Watch TV At ALL.

* Do not ever look at Pr0nography, that Kke FILTH.

* have a healthy Social Life, with an emphasis on Positive Healthy Role Model MALE Friends. Try Shunning Wimmin for a while if they’re CRAZY.

* Eliminate J Filth from your life bit by bit. J Detox, J Rehab. And believe me J Filth is EVERYWHERE, it just seeps in like CANCER.

* Don’t take out big college loans.

* Don’t go to college for anything REMOTELY gay, do STEM, not just STEM, but Good Stem not Bad STEM, because half of STEM grads, esp at Third Tier Toilets, are NOT gonna get STEM Jobs, so be fully prepared to be at the TOP of your Class.

* ORRR just don’t go to College at all, haha.

Heh. Stuff like that. Common sense No Sh1t stuff, but I guarantee You that’s way less annoying than me Whining about myself and muh feels!

Direction/Advice for Wayward White Men. Saving our White Souls. Not giving up on White Men who have given up on themselves.  Helping heal their souls from the  J Cancer of The Modern World.

Some whites will vehemently disagree with me, that from a economic and Race Survival PErspective, we might be actually Killing Ourselves by pouring our energy, resources, effort, time into Stopping those “outliers” who are more directly killing themselves from killing themselves. We should let them do their thing and we do ours, our energy would be much better used doing more Proactive things to Save Our Race: Starting White Businesses, Creating White Jobs, Creating White systems of Capital and Financing, Creating White Media and Politics, Having White Children, Creating a White Mannerbund STEMM Academy, etc.

And these ARE great ideas. Heh. I don’t think doing these things is mutually exclusive with what I’m Volunteering to do, of helping White Get Back On Track in their individual lives.

Heh I am just feelzy right now because I: have been reading /r9k and /adv a lot (4chan.) Plus I had a VERY humbling experience at a Job Fair recently. No, WIMMIN, I am NOT UNEMPLOYED, but I am trying to IMPROVE my current employment, so I can make enough money to have Three White Children some day. Heh, that is a hint of the stuff I might discuss on Muh Feelz Blog, but which I don’t want to go into too much detail here.




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FRE:AC – Free Audio Converter. Tried 3 different ones, searched for “open source” cause I wanted no BS, I don’t like Openness and Cooperation and Charity USUALLY, but it can be a good thing with the software for the user, and Freac is more than Good Enough. Good Job “Code Ninja!” (reducing bitrates from 128 to 96 haha)


NOTE TO SELF / OTHERS: USE A YOUTUBE TO MP3 Conversion PROGRAM rather than the WEBSITES, which are always not working.


trying that one right now, seems to be real good. can set it at low audiobook quality because I only have “small” 4 GB mp3 player hahaha first world probz. If this works, it will be SEVERAL ORDERS OF MAGNITUDE FASTER than the annoying Online Services I’ve used in past. WHY DIDN’T I THINK OF THIS BEFORE? IT SEEEEEEMZ TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE!



While I certainly have never been Involuntarily Celibate for twelve years like M3, I can relate to him better than 100% of Wimmin and prob 50% of men, having experienced a still-considerable InCel Episode in my life. Then it became Voluntary Uncelibacy as my Charisma Attracted the Quantity of Tail I Deserved; then Involuntary Uncelibacy as I had to beat away hordes of Decadent Skanks once I realized, “HEY, I’M BETTER THAN THIS. I DESERVE BETTER. I SHOULD TREAT MYSELF WITH MORE RESPECT. NO MORE DECADENT MODERN WIMMIN.” And so since Then I’ve been Voluntarily Celibate and Thankful for it. Anyway point is, Wimmin have NO IDEA and they ALWAYS say something STUPID, when the right thing to say is EASY: It’s the Compassionate, Traditional Feminine Thing: “I Am Sorry For Your Pain.” You don’t have to have personally experienced the Pain to say, “I’m Sorry For What YOU are experiencing.” and that’s a HELL of a lot better than Patronizing Advice, which itself is even a hell of a lot better than telling the guy he’s a creep.

M3 or PM also makes the Solid Point that: Getting Sex From Wimmin is Important To Guys. When Wimminz Say, “You’ll Find A Great Girl Someday, when I spread my uterus for all those guys from My Social Circle, that’s just Short-Term, That Doesn’t Mean ANything.” Then The InCel rightfully thinks, If it doesn’t MEAN ANYTHING, Then just give some to ME already! Very Valid.

Firepower and I are different in that I like “writing” just for the sake of “writing” even if nobody reads it. Writing keeps me from going completely mental, hahaha. I’m not trying to change the world. But if I can give one person a sense of “solidarity”, then that’s FAN-F00KING-TASTIC. But I’m not trying to mobilize groups of people to Change The World. If I wanted to do THAT, I wouldn’t be WRITING, hahaha.

HONESTY/FULL DISCLOSURE / (but hopefully not Beta Mincing F4ggy) : it occurred to me that maybe I AM A WANNABE JEW. I wish I was Born Jewish. I am JEALOUS OF JEWS. So I had to examine what exactly it was that I envied about the Jews, and thus discovered maybe 20% of truth to the assertion: I envy their intelligence and their privilege to take pride in their ethnicity while still claiming Victim Status. That last one is the real problem – I have a Dark Beta Side that craves Sympathy and Pity. We KNOW that much is unhealthy. So then I resolved to take pride in my own intelligence and my own ethnicity.

Uncle Bern “needs” to write a New Book, Make Different T-Shirts, Get his own TV Show, Maybe make a Documentary Movie where he goes out into the world and talks to people. Although I greatly appreciate what he does already. Especially reading and commenting on SO MANY BOOKS. ALL HE DOES IS READ, READ, READ, and I can really respect that. Wish I had that attention span, hahaha.


But when I have a Dark Day, I do find it helpful and makes me feeeeeeeeeeeel haaaaaaaaappy just to look at a picture of Uncle Bern’s Bald, Broadly Smiling Face!


Heh. Go buy a Bern Book or t-shirt if you haven’t already, and if you have, then buy more for the  Gimme Gimme Gimme Greed Season, buy books and T-Shirts for your friends and family!

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Like it or not, though I wish I could Lean more towards the Intellectual, I will always be 51% Emotional/Sexual, a bit more beast than man; thus, my energy, resources, effort, work, etc would be most effectively spent by scratching THAT itch FIRST, ie, doing all I can to bang 8’s, and then everything will fall into place after that. It’s not pretty, it’s not ideal, it’s not honorable, it’s not the way I WOULD have it, but that’s the way I was born, hahaha.

(Note: I prob stole “haaaaaaapy” from Dalrock, but I can’t remember where I stole “feeeeeeeeling” from, as many writers have emphasized the danger of relying on Emotion Over Logic! Emotional “Reasoning”, Hamsterization, etc.)

Revision/Backpedal/Excuse #9,000,012,385,382,854,754,492,124: ok, yeah, maybe I am a ScientistIntellectual……on PV$$Y! YOUNG TAIL IS MY SCIENCE!!

In other words, what this entails for This Blog is More Talk on “GAME” and stuff the Big Picture types might find Pvssy-begging or at least Stoopid. Anti-Gamers will not like. I just wanted to make it clear that I AM VERY Aware of the Big Picture, but my LUST (and sloth and anxiety and shame, haha) is RAVENOUS!

Been reading a lot of Nydwracu lately. He argues (and certainly he’s not the first!) that anxiety, narcissism, neuroticism, overemotion, Betaness , these are all SWPL, Bourgeois, Hipster things. Though I have NOTHING but BIG CONTEMPT for SWPL Hipsters, I am still very emo and narciss.Yikes! I don’t want to be a SWPL Hipster, or a privileged, decadent young nihilist!

He also argues that many Leftists become Political Activists not because they REALLY believe in the Social Justice Ideals of Making the World a Better Place (ok, the Brahmin / First Tier convince themselves of that!) but the less pseudointellectual will come right out and say “because it makes me FEEEEEL Whole.” They do it for PERSONAL THERAPEUTIC REASONS. Double Yikes!

They don’t care about SOCIETY, they only care about Themselves and FEEEEEELING HAAAAAAAPPY! Because they’re such undeveloped people that their main purpose is to make themselves feeeeeel haaaaaappy!

My excuse is, I care about Society 49% and myself 51%, ha. Gotta Help the Helper. With Young Tail. So Let’s Talk YOUNG TAIL!!!

Heartiste was talking about the Recent Kristen Stewart / Rob pattinson thing, her Cheating on him, etc, perfect examples of Hamsterization, Hypergamy, etc.

King A /Matthew King comments on that thread, that’s EXACTLY what I was thinking of. Stewart is an interesting example because we’re watching her Flower Wither RIGHT NOW. She started when she was a Young Teen, Peaked at a Typical Peak Age of say 19 or 20 or 21, and then after that, like always, it’s all downhill, even if it’s a slow march downhill at first. We got to see her Pre-Peak, Peak, and now Post-Peak. Sure she’s still bangable, & I’m so beta that adding her to my Rotation – even at her current age – would IMPROVE my rotation’s pretty-weak AverageAttractiveness (ie even post-peak, she’s still Hotter than the Wimminz in my Rotation), but, the Biological Fact remains: she’s still POST-PEAK. She’s not gonna get any prettier. She was at her prettiest a couple years ago. Not Anymore.

Zooming in on this hump of the curve – pre, peak, and post – that’s part of My Science. The brief, brilliant window of time from ages 17-21 approx. Young Is Young.

This is obvious to everyone, but it’s also something that can’t be talked about in polite company. Wimminz go cray DENYING it, Men are too Ashamed to talk about it for fear of being labeled a Creep, Ephebophile, or Pedophile.


This is not to shame men who like to bang cougars. Just saying an Ephebe has Magical Powers that a Cougar does NOT. Anymore. But ALL women have these powers during that Magical Age.

My Printing-Out Blog Pages was the Best Idea of The Month because it has got me Reading Way More (Blogs)! Give it a try if you like blogs but wish you could read them in “book” form! I print em in 8 size font, real small, because I’m technically Taking Advantage of a Printer that is Not Mine. So I try not to Abuse that TOO much, don’t want to get In Trouble. I can get away with 5 sheets, 10 sides, 2 columns, FILLED w size 8 font. Will dedicate one 5-sheet print session to a single author, to try to gain a decent distillation/ sample of their voice, style, ideology, etc.

Next: since I’m focusing more on GAME. try GAME bloggers: Frost, FreshFlyYoung, Danger&Play jump immed to mind. My fave Game bloggers ARE my fave game bloggers because they realize there is more to life than GAME and Young Tail, like moi, but also like moi, they can’t get enough of the young tail.

Been reading Cal Newport’s Study Hacks blog. Though I don’t AGREE with him more than 75% (MIT Grads “sweating” the Job Search because they  couldn’t get a job offer from Microsoft?), I mostly like him, and use it to get Pumped Up for Skool, which I don’t like to tryhard at, cuz there is no POINT. Plus he gave me a great new term for the Affliction I’m Suffering From: DEEP PROCRASTINATION.

OK, Nydwracu is only EIGHTEEN as of right now. IMHO his extreme youth is an asset because he is “boots on the ground” and can tell us exactly what’s happening with Today’s Yoof, but in a really smart & pretty accurate way. By far he is the Smartest, most perceptive person of 18 I’ve ever encountered! I learn more from Him than I do from College Courses! interesting idea of “STEM Technocrats” who have good enough tech skills to get jobs but they don’t really know how to THINK and become “meaningless people leading meaningless lives” just like a Redneck Juggalo. Again, I need to study the Caste System of Moldbug more, bc Nyd uses that (and many other Moldbug readers!) AND adds to it.


Above: Moldbug fan gives nice & needed organization to Moldbug’s blog.

{ ” (summary of MoldbugsCastes by poster at newgrounds, hopefully it’s accurate summary, just wanted to post a SHORT QUOTE here)

1. Brahmins, who define status by “scholarly achievement, success in an intellectual profession, or position of civic responsibility”. If you’re reading this now, you’re probably a Brahmin, unless you’re in high school, in which case you’ll probably be one in four years.
2. Dalits, who define status by “power, wealth, and sexual success” for men and “attractiveness and popularity” for women.
3. Helots, imported peasants who define status by “hard work, money and power” for men and “attractiveness, motherhood, and association with successful men” for women. (This caste is also not all that relevant for electoral analysis; Helots generally can’t vote, and at least according to Moldbug, their children generally turn out Dalit.)
4. Optimates, the aristocratic caste, who pretty much aren’t around anymore.
5. Vaisyas, who define status by social (especially church) participation and, for men, gainful employment. (Moldbug also lists family life, but I’m not so sure about that one; I know quite a few unmarried Vaisyas.)

” }  //end newgrounds quote.

Other Summaries of Moldbug (yes I know “dumbing things down” into “soundbites” is problematic! And that “Cliffs Notes” don’t TEACH you anything, they’re for Lazy “Brandons” (Firepower) , to get anything out of anything you have to work/struggle with it, literally STRETTTTCH your brain around it, it’s not supposed to be QUICK & EASY (Cal Newport.) )


“Condensed Moldbuggery.”

More Later! Have a good weekend, don’t whine or blog too much.

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