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MUH FEELZ (LIVE)

OK, how about they all will be live, unless otherwise stated.

Yeah, srsly thinking about creating a Second, Secret blog, A Feelz Blog, that is all about Feelz and Halping Neckbeard NEET Wizard Kissless Virgin Beta Omega Basement Dweller Introvert Sperglord Austimal muh autism NEETBux AustimsmBux(Tm) annoying friendless loser virgin retard faggot annoying narcissistic hugless friendless unlikeable creeper loser unemployable underemployed unmotivated omega  loser morally lazy morally inferior slothful sinful damned to hell despairing lazy lazy lazy fat faggot f00k failures failers falers shamfur whining neckbeard whinging gormless fat fupa doritos eating code red guzzling vidya fapping call of d00dy team fortress halo niceguy basement dweller at age 25, 30 year old virgin, weird, fat, chubby, soft, omega, awkward, loser, pathetic, “clinically depressed” aka whiny spoiled neet loser who want to kill themselves because they SHOULD, going on r9k with their feeeelz and people tell them go to therapy and or kill themselves, niceguy, kissless dateless hugeless handholdless friendless nobody likes them 32 year old virgins, etc etc etc. demasculated emasculated castrated faggy faggots who have lost all masculinity and it painfully shows. totes lazy losers who deserve to be culled from the gene pool, who clearly do not survive in the survival of the fittest, do not have what it takes to live in the world, in an ideal world they would be EUTHANIZED, people who fail in every way, fail at school, fail at work, fail in Luv, fail socially, Losers At Life.

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heh. you get the picture. this is a little hobby of mine, alongside the politically incorrect right-wing and racial stuff. I guess primarily it would be meant for White Men, but not sure if I would want to BLOCK nonwhites who were lazy losers from benefiting it, even if I COULD block them. I guess I could put a big fat “WHITES ONLY, IF YOU’RE NONWHITE, I DON’T WANT TO HELP YOU” right at the top of the page. Maybe I will, maybe I won’t.

What is for certain is that I want to help White Men The MOST, because they are my people, and because I believe they are Especially Vulnerable to the Feminizing, Sissifying, Faggifying, Jewifying, Decadentifying, Soul-Crushing of the Plutocratic Modern World, and More likely than Black, Brown, or Jish Men to become Basement Dweller Morally Lazy Losers who Give Up on Life.

I don’t like to see The Antiwhite Ruling Elite doing that to My Fellow Whites, and I don’t like to see Whites doing that to themselves.

Maybe it is easier for Poor Blacks or Browns to get on a downward spiral of drugs and crime and jail and violence and what have you. Not that whites don’t get mixed up in that Nonwhite Antisocial Life, many do. But I’m more talking about the Neckbeard Whites that are a drain on their Immediate Community rather than a drain on The Larger Community. If our Racial Brethren are Dead Weight, should we encourage themselves to Cull Themselves? Heh Because I’m such a Good Guy, I tend to think NO. We have to try to rehabilitate them. Fix them. Help them reach their White Potential. Spit out the poison. Fight back against the poisonous world. Win.

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Heh. Maybe develop some Racial Awareness along the way, but I’m not sure that would be the VERY First Order of Business.

This is semi controversial because maybe I SHOULD be encouraging Loser Dead Weight Whites to Cull Themselves. Because say they become Productive Members of Society, but in a Traitorous way, a J-Serving way, such that they should Hang on the DotR, or not be welcome in a White Homeland?

Yeah, I guess I’m not that hardcore yet. I am notoriously soft & forgiving & lenient on Race Treason, for better or worse. I might even BE a Race Traitor deep down.  Full Disclosure: long before I had my Full Racial Awakening, I wanted to MATE with a Nonwhite girl, like willing to have mixed babies. (Excuse: She was POY, & She LOOKED hella white, if ya know what I mean.) I am glad I did not, but still Feelsbadman.jpg.

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So yeah thinking about having a second blog for Feelz Stuff. Plus I got excessive feelz which I cannot fully blow off through Physical Exercise. Would not immediately, if ever, share that blog with (the 2, hahaha) readers of this blog. Because to be so focused on Feelz is not very White Warrior.

However, it is possible that Whites feel more Profound Emo Feelz than nonwhites. OR that nonwhites turn anger Feelz Outward, while whites turn Anger Feels Inward.

But I don’t want THIS blog to be excessively about Feels! Other than maybe a few nonfeelzy statements about the Feelz Capacity/Experience of Whites in relation to nonwhites; or White Psychology; Towards a Healthy White Psychiatry, etc. Jung, Chechar, K-Mac, I dunno.

Healthy Body, Healthy Mind, Healthy Soul.

Heh. And there IS a difference between me Emo Whining about my OWN feelz, and giving Straightforward Bullet Points to Whites on how to Master their own Feelz. Waaah Waaaah Waaaaah woe is me, I have too much food to eat and too much money to spend, first world probs, vs General Positive Motivation stuff like

*Clean Your Room at least a little bit

* Babby Steps! Babby’s First Babby Steps!

* Exercise Regularly

* Eat Healthy

* Lift Heavy Weights

* Do Martial Arts

* Do something nice for someone (white)

* go for a walk in the park

* do at least one productive thing every day. start with just one if two is too much.

* destroy the Kke Box, ie The TV. Do Not Watch TV At ALL.

* Do not ever look at Pr0nography, that Kke FILTH.

* have a healthy Social Life, with an emphasis on Positive Healthy Role Model MALE Friends. Try Shunning Wimmin for a while if they’re CRAZY.

* Eliminate J Filth from your life bit by bit. J Detox, J Rehab. And believe me J Filth is EVERYWHERE, it just seeps in like CANCER.

* Don’t take out big college loans.

* Don’t go to college for anything REMOTELY gay, do STEM, not just STEM, but Good Stem not Bad STEM, because half of STEM grads, esp at Third Tier Toilets, are NOT gonna get STEM Jobs, so be fully prepared to be at the TOP of your Class.

* ORRR just don’t go to College at all, haha.

Heh. Stuff like that. Common sense No Sh1t stuff, but I guarantee You that’s way less annoying than me Whining about myself and muh feels!

Direction/Advice for Wayward White Men. Saving our White Souls. Not giving up on White Men who have given up on themselves.  Helping heal their souls from the  J Cancer of The Modern World.

Some whites will vehemently disagree with me, that from a economic and Race Survival PErspective, we might be actually Killing Ourselves by pouring our energy, resources, effort, time into Stopping those “outliers” who are more directly killing themselves from killing themselves. We should let them do their thing and we do ours, our energy would be much better used doing more Proactive things to Save Our Race: Starting White Businesses, Creating White Jobs, Creating White systems of Capital and Financing, Creating White Media and Politics, Having White Children, Creating a White Mannerbund STEMM Academy, etc.

And these ARE great ideas. Heh. I don’t think doing these things is mutually exclusive with what I’m Volunteering to do, of helping White Get Back On Track in their individual lives.

Heh I am just feelzy right now because I: have been reading /r9k and /adv a lot (4chan.) Plus I had a VERY humbling experience at a Job Fair recently. No, WIMMIN, I am NOT UNEMPLOYED, but I am trying to IMPROVE my current employment, so I can make enough money to have Three White Children some day. Heh, that is a hint of the stuff I might discuss on Muh Feelz Blog, but which I don’t want to go into too much detail here.

HAVE A GOOD DAY, DON’T LET YER FEELZ GET YOU DOWN.

DON’T LET THE J’S GET YOU DOWN.

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CALCULUS 2: LIVE POST MAY 9 2013

Good Day Dear Readers. Good time for one of these uh?

THANK YOU BILL POWELL for Liking this post! I guess the logical thing to do would be for me to Like one of your posts, or I think we’re up to Two Now,  but that might bring me Too Many Readers. However I would DEF Recommend All Readers to Read Your Blog APOCALYPSE COMETH at

http://apocalypsecometh.com/

Heh. I should read him more often. Good Lord. Good Red Pill Guy. Unlike me, he isn’t all J this and YKW that, however I’m PRETTY SURE he’s not an antiwhite antiracist, haha.

Been thinking a lot about MATH, Math Education, Education, Kke Kollige, STEM, homeschooling, the best way to learn maths and sciences, taking a lot of pages from the MINDWEAPON book.

Yep still on a Mindweapon Kick, though haven’t had enough time to read lately, because free time was being eaten away by my CALCULUS 2 class, which will be the main subject here.

Also I would like to Officially and Publicly encourage Mindweapon to give a try to “THE MINDWEAPON SHOW”, which would be an internet radio show / podcast of Mindweapon talking to anyone who wants to get on a skype, or talkshoe, or however. Even just MW and his Top Commenters talking about stuff they talk about on the blog. A Talk Radio Version of

his blog and commenters. Hipster Racist and Brandon & Maureen Martin & Clytemnestra and Conchobar and April Gaede and g-d knows who else. Ryu, Kevin MacDonald, Matt Parrott, Robert Stark. and then that Dik Dik guy could complain about it all, hahaha.

But MW is really on a streak lately, right now, in 2013, and I would prefer talk on Hot New Stuff, New Ideas, like the Practical Political Ideas he constantly blogs about. The White Family Convenience Stores, the Homeschools, the STEM Military Academies, the martial arts, exercise, fitness, farming, taxi services, car sharing, multifamily households, investing.

“JUST READ THE BLOG AND COMMENTS, THAT’S WHAT THEY TALK ABOUT”, yeah I KNOW, but lemme Hypothesise that I’m not the only one who Likes Listening to Interesting Talk Shows of people Talking about these ideas. People Talking is a little better than people reading and writing. Yes, OBVIOUSLY people DOING is way better than Talking, Reading OR Writing!

heh for example almost reblogged this one it was so good:

h ttp://mindweaponsinragnarok.comdeletethis/2013/05/08/austerity-for-whites-cornucopian-party-for-non-whites-and-immigrants-whites-are-victimized-because-we-are-atomized-tribalization-and-feralization/

Calc 2. You can’t deny this is a good Mindweapon. I went into it with uncharacteristic optimism. (Mindweapon: the Other is delighted to instill a Culture of Pessimism in Our People, to make us despondent, despairing, and self-destructive.)

Mindweapon recommends Homeschooling Expert Art Robinson who said, re children learning math, some interesting things: that they should never be helped on a difficult problem, and that struggling towards the correct answer is the best way to learn math. To Think Mathematically. It’s not SUPPOSED to be EASY.

Well, I would agree the best way to learn math is to DO MANY PROBLEMS. That’s WHY there’s a lot of Homework. And there certainly was. The text used was Larson Edwards 8th Edition “Calculus”, and it epitomized a lot I Hated About Learning Math. The explanations were sort of there, but I would have written them a LOT more clearly. To get New Students through the Learning Curve. I argue you can use Training Wheels without Dumbing Math Down. 

So I ended up watching Khan Academy a LOT and he was very helpful. I wish he were white!

Several of the (young) students would go to the Tutoring Center after class and work on the homework as a group, having the help of a Skilled Tutor immediately available if there were any questions. I think this is the best approach, however it does fly in the face of the Robinson approach.

I either didn’t have time or was too burned out to ever really join them so I did everything alone, but ended up getting SUPER angry at the dumb obtuse book, or at the Tutorial Vidyas on webassign.net where we did our homeworks. Muttering at the guy in the vidya, calling him a Kke Fggot because the explanations sucked, etc. I understand some

frustration is to be expected, but I would think the sense of accomplishment, achievement, and confidence from ultimately solving the problems would cancel out the anger. But it didn’t. Then again, I DO admit to being Above Average Angry, such that I’m above the threshold where Anger is Useful, now it’s just too excessive for all of it to be Useful.

The kids in the class were mainly young engineers in training, doing the right thing at the right age. Heh. I was trying to do the right thing at the wrong age.  Was angry when I learned Calc 2 IS essentially AP Calc BC, which The Successful Smart Kids who became Winning White Engineers took IN HIGH SCHOOL, and I should have too.

Learning this stuff as young as possible will give you a great advantage In Life.

My Role Model was a 20-year old young man originally from Syria. I think he was a christian not a mudslime. he looked at least 50% white. But he embodied the non-Murkan Work Ethic that most immigrants from Crappy Places have. The Real Old-School American Work Ethic of Work your 455 off, get paid. So I tried to emulate him, but now feeeeeel pretty burnt out. He did not seem nearly as burnt out. Great Attitude. Nice Kid too.

There were more GIRLS in the class than I expected, at least 30% girls. (Cute POY Girls are Distracting and Counterproductive in Education.) “Good” amount of Whites, prob 72% white? of the nonwhites I’d say most were Arabs, but there was one Albanian.

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How to Stanch Burn Out? Probably do math for 1 hour a day, Monday Thru Saturday, not in 3 hour marathons twice a week. There was at least 6 to 10 hours of Serious Homework per week. But it said so right on the syllabus!

Yeah Ideally should have gotten up at 3:45 am Monday Thru Saturday, did a Quiet Undistracted Hour of HW before getting Tired From the Day, to tired to really concentrate and work on HW without getting superangry at the kke book.

Found the exams SUPER STRESSFUL. Four Regular Exams, each taking the full 2-hour class period, and one Cumulative Final, just finished yesterday. Five Huge Exams, all very stressful to prepare for, and grueling as f00k to actually do. Can you teach Maths good without Ridiculous Exams? Just do the HW and get an A?

Some instructors allow you to bring in One Sheet of notes. Not this one. That would have cut down the Stress at least 50% hahaha.

Not REALLY complaining. I like Math, Math is So Beautiful, Math Is A Mindweapon, Math Makes You a Better Person, I just don’t like Math Class. Seemed to move VERY fast and Cram so much in. Would have liked class to be 6 credits not 4. OR be split up into 2 classes.

But then noting that this is only 4% of the Way Towards a Bigboy Winning Engin Degree makes me want to go on a Punching People In The Face Spree, Get Burned Out, Give Up, Quit. Not a fan of skool. “Hate” skool.

But I don’t like this modern “UNSCHOOLING MOVEMENT” which is like, oh just let kids PLAY all day, on their INTERESTS, and then THAT’s their school. I think you can RIGOROUSLY homeschool your kids in STEM and not have them burn out.

Developing Good Habits when you are Young is SO Crucial to Success In Life.

It is not impossible to Weed Out Bad Habits and Develop New Good Habits when you are an Old Crone like me, although you might be prone to fits of rage, Punching People In The Face, throwing huge math textbooks through walls and calling it a “Kke Fggot”, and only finally getting your Engin Degree by Age 80.

Which is making me think, this is fine if you’re YOUNG and doing this at the “RIGHT” time, have tons of energy and optimism and time and good habits, but when you’re an Old Fart and need to start Making Money Fast so you can have 3 White Children Some Day, you might need An Edj00cation with a little better Short-Term ROI. (Saw some Fggot Kke article in the Chronicle of Higher Education “IS ROI THE BEST WAY TO THINK ABOUT COLLEGE?”. YES, you horrible thieves, poisoners, vampires, leeches, parasites, yes it is.) Because having your children when you’re 80 is not ideal.

BTW even though i was very angry at the class, I did VERY well, had OVER 100% grade before the Final, was prob the #2 student in class, behind #1 Syrian Kid. Final was my worst exam, but it could not have brought final grade below A-. I might be Lazy and Burnt Out and Distracted By Anger, but I still did Real Well in this class.

Uh can’t stop listening to Nick Cave & Seeds “Murder Ballads”, but the Song of the Week is “The Kindness Of Strangers”, which in years past, I’d always skip over, can’t BELIEVE I just skipped over THIS song!, but this month I discovered it, and now like to listen to it back-to-back multiple times almost every day. SO GOOD.

Don’t usually care about lyrics but Nick is a BOSS at them. Music is gentle and romantic, and reminds of some of the Angelo Badalamenti, Julee Cruse, David Lynch, Twin Peaks, Blue Velvet type stuff. Lyrics/story tries to be Overly Sentimental, comes off as Genuinely Heartbreaking, much like the whole album. Hope, Beauty, Tragedy, Death. One of the prettier songs on the album, but certainly not a happy one! Also slightly reminds of Tom Waits “A Little Rain” with the verse about the girl who had never seen the ocean and then she disappeared.

Have a good day, Love Your Race, Protect Your Race.

Practicing how Not To Leave Trackbacks. But here’s a good Stormfront Threat “College Is Killing The Middle Class”

h ttp://wwwdelete.stormfront.orgdelete/forum/t937333/

British Reality Televitz Show “Young Dumb and Living Off Mum” about Spoiled Losers Leeching off their Parents who have No Work Ethic, are just Lazy No-Account N’s. Haven’t watched any yet, sounds ridiculous.

http://www.tvmuse.eu/tv-shows/Young–Dumb-and-Living-Off-Mum_27351/

(heh i don’t care if they know i’m linking to them.)

But I would argue that it’s much better to Gratefully Accept Support from your Fam than to go into Huge Debt to be “Independent.” That is not really Independent at all, that’s being a SLAVE TO YKW. But I think the kidz in this show are not all that grateful.

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