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CALCULUS 2: LIVE POST MAY 9 2013

Good Day Dear Readers. Good time for one of these uh?

THANK YOU BILL POWELL for Liking this post! I guess the logical thing to do would be for me to Like one of your posts, or I think we’re up to Two Now,  but that might bring me Too Many Readers. However I would DEF Recommend All Readers to Read Your Blog APOCALYPSE COMETH at

http://apocalypsecometh.com/

Heh. I should read him more often. Good Lord. Good Red Pill Guy. Unlike me, he isn’t all J this and YKW that, however I’m PRETTY SURE he’s not an antiwhite antiracist, haha.

Been thinking a lot about MATH, Math Education, Education, Kke Kollige, STEM, homeschooling, the best way to learn maths and sciences, taking a lot of pages from the MINDWEAPON book.

Yep still on a Mindweapon Kick, though haven’t had enough time to read lately, because free time was being eaten away by my CALCULUS 2 class, which will be the main subject here.

Also I would like to Officially and Publicly encourage Mindweapon to give a try to “THE MINDWEAPON SHOW”, which would be an internet radio show / podcast of Mindweapon talking to anyone who wants to get on a skype, or talkshoe, or however. Even just MW and his Top Commenters talking about stuff they talk about on the blog. A Talk Radio Version of

his blog and commenters. Hipster Racist and Brandon & Maureen Martin & Clytemnestra and Conchobar and April Gaede and g-d knows who else. Ryu, Kevin MacDonald, Matt Parrott, Robert Stark. and then that Dik Dik guy could complain about it all, hahaha.

But MW is really on a streak lately, right now, in 2013, and I would prefer talk on Hot New Stuff, New Ideas, like the Practical Political Ideas he constantly blogs about. The White Family Convenience Stores, the Homeschools, the STEM Military Academies, the martial arts, exercise, fitness, farming, taxi services, car sharing, multifamily households, investing.

“JUST READ THE BLOG AND COMMENTS, THAT’S WHAT THEY TALK ABOUT”, yeah I KNOW, but lemme Hypothesise that I’m not the only one who Likes Listening to Interesting Talk Shows of people Talking about these ideas. People Talking is a little better than people reading and writing. Yes, OBVIOUSLY people DOING is way better than Talking, Reading OR Writing!

heh for example almost reblogged this one it was so good:

h ttp://mindweaponsinragnarok.comdeletethis/2013/05/08/austerity-for-whites-cornucopian-party-for-non-whites-and-immigrants-whites-are-victimized-because-we-are-atomized-tribalization-and-feralization/

Calc 2. You can’t deny this is a good Mindweapon. I went into it with uncharacteristic optimism. (Mindweapon: the Other is delighted to instill a Culture of Pessimism in Our People, to make us despondent, despairing, and self-destructive.)

Mindweapon recommends Homeschooling Expert Art Robinson who said, re children learning math, some interesting things: that they should never be helped on a difficult problem, and that struggling towards the correct answer is the best way to learn math. To Think Mathematically. It’s not SUPPOSED to be EASY.

Well, I would agree the best way to learn math is to DO MANY PROBLEMS. That’s WHY there’s a lot of Homework. And there certainly was. The text used was Larson Edwards 8th Edition “Calculus”, and it epitomized a lot I Hated About Learning Math. The explanations were sort of there, but I would have written them a LOT more clearly. To get New Students through the Learning Curve. I argue you can use Training Wheels without Dumbing Math Down. 

So I ended up watching Khan Academy a LOT and he was very helpful. I wish he were white!

Several of the (young) students would go to the Tutoring Center after class and work on the homework as a group, having the help of a Skilled Tutor immediately available if there were any questions. I think this is the best approach, however it does fly in the face of the Robinson approach.

I either didn’t have time or was too burned out to ever really join them so I did everything alone, but ended up getting SUPER angry at the dumb obtuse book, or at the Tutorial Vidyas on webassign.net where we did our homeworks. Muttering at the guy in the vidya, calling him a Kke Fggot because the explanations sucked, etc. I understand some

frustration is to be expected, but I would think the sense of accomplishment, achievement, and confidence from ultimately solving the problems would cancel out the anger. But it didn’t. Then again, I DO admit to being Above Average Angry, such that I’m above the threshold where Anger is Useful, now it’s just too excessive for all of it to be Useful.

The kids in the class were mainly young engineers in training, doing the right thing at the right age. Heh. I was trying to do the right thing at the wrong age.  Was angry when I learned Calc 2 IS essentially AP Calc BC, which The Successful Smart Kids who became Winning White Engineers took IN HIGH SCHOOL, and I should have too.

Learning this stuff as young as possible will give you a great advantage In Life.

My Role Model was a 20-year old young man originally from Syria. I think he was a christian not a mudslime. he looked at least 50% white. But he embodied the non-Murkan Work Ethic that most immigrants from Crappy Places have. The Real Old-School American Work Ethic of Work your 455 off, get paid. So I tried to emulate him, but now feeeeeel pretty burnt out. He did not seem nearly as burnt out. Great Attitude. Nice Kid too.

There were more GIRLS in the class than I expected, at least 30% girls. (Cute POY Girls are Distracting and Counterproductive in Education.) “Good” amount of Whites, prob 72% white? of the nonwhites I’d say most were Arabs, but there was one Albanian.

(ok this is a better time for the) BREAK TIME FOR U!

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How to Stanch Burn Out? Probably do math for 1 hour a day, Monday Thru Saturday, not in 3 hour marathons twice a week. There was at least 6 to 10 hours of Serious Homework per week. But it said so right on the syllabus!

Yeah Ideally should have gotten up at 3:45 am Monday Thru Saturday, did a Quiet Undistracted Hour of HW before getting Tired From the Day, to tired to really concentrate and work on HW without getting superangry at the kke book.

Found the exams SUPER STRESSFUL. Four Regular Exams, each taking the full 2-hour class period, and one Cumulative Final, just finished yesterday. Five Huge Exams, all very stressful to prepare for, and grueling as f00k to actually do. Can you teach Maths good without Ridiculous Exams? Just do the HW and get an A?

Some instructors allow you to bring in One Sheet of notes. Not this one. That would have cut down the Stress at least 50% hahaha.

Not REALLY complaining. I like Math, Math is So Beautiful, Math Is A Mindweapon, Math Makes You a Better Person, I just don’t like Math Class. Seemed to move VERY fast and Cram so much in. Would have liked class to be 6 credits not 4. OR be split up into 2 classes.

But then noting that this is only 4% of the Way Towards a Bigboy Winning Engin Degree makes me want to go on a Punching People In The Face Spree, Get Burned Out, Give Up, Quit. Not a fan of skool. “Hate” skool.

But I don’t like this modern “UNSCHOOLING MOVEMENT” which is like, oh just let kids PLAY all day, on their INTERESTS, and then THAT’s their school. I think you can RIGOROUSLY homeschool your kids in STEM and not have them burn out.

Developing Good Habits when you are Young is SO Crucial to Success In Life.

It is not impossible to Weed Out Bad Habits and Develop New Good Habits when you are an Old Crone like me, although you might be prone to fits of rage, Punching People In The Face, throwing huge math textbooks through walls and calling it a “Kke Fggot”, and only finally getting your Engin Degree by Age 80.

Which is making me think, this is fine if you’re YOUNG and doing this at the “RIGHT” time, have tons of energy and optimism and time and good habits, but when you’re an Old Fart and need to start Making Money Fast so you can have 3 White Children Some Day, you might need An Edj00cation with a little better Short-Term ROI. (Saw some Fggot Kke article in the Chronicle of Higher Education “IS ROI THE BEST WAY TO THINK ABOUT COLLEGE?”. YES, you horrible thieves, poisoners, vampires, leeches, parasites, yes it is.) Because having your children when you’re 80 is not ideal.

BTW even though i was very angry at the class, I did VERY well, had OVER 100% grade before the Final, was prob the #2 student in class, behind #1 Syrian Kid. Final was my worst exam, but it could not have brought final grade below A-. I might be Lazy and Burnt Out and Distracted By Anger, but I still did Real Well in this class.

Uh can’t stop listening to Nick Cave & Seeds “Murder Ballads”, but the Song of the Week is “The Kindness Of Strangers”, which in years past, I’d always skip over, can’t BELIEVE I just skipped over THIS song!, but this month I discovered it, and now like to listen to it back-to-back multiple times almost every day. SO GOOD.

Don’t usually care about lyrics but Nick is a BOSS at them. Music is gentle and romantic, and reminds of some of the Angelo Badalamenti, Julee Cruse, David Lynch, Twin Peaks, Blue Velvet type stuff. Lyrics/story tries to be Overly Sentimental, comes off as Genuinely Heartbreaking, much like the whole album. Hope, Beauty, Tragedy, Death. One of the prettier songs on the album, but certainly not a happy one! Also slightly reminds of Tom Waits “A Little Rain” with the verse about the girl who had never seen the ocean and then she disappeared.

Have a good day, Love Your Race, Protect Your Race.

Practicing how Not To Leave Trackbacks. But here’s a good Stormfront Threat “College Is Killing The Middle Class”

h ttp://wwwdelete.stormfront.orgdelete/forum/t937333/

British Reality Televitz Show “Young Dumb and Living Off Mum” about Spoiled Losers Leeching off their Parents who have No Work Ethic, are just Lazy No-Account N’s. Haven’t watched any yet, sounds ridiculous.

http://www.tvmuse.eu/tv-shows/Young–Dumb-and-Living-Off-Mum_27351/

(heh i don’t care if they know i’m linking to them.)

But I would argue that it’s much better to Gratefully Accept Support from your Fam than to go into Huge Debt to be “Independent.” That is not really Independent at all, that’s being a SLAVE TO YKW. But I think the kidz in this show are not all that grateful.

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SYMPATHY FOR THE BETA / BETA POWER!

[ time machine july 28 2012.  this was originally the first one in my BETA POWER series of Empowering Betas. Now I mixed up the order just to try to confuse myself. the order is irrelevant.]

SYMPATHY FOR THE BETA.

Would like to touch on that. THAT Differentiates and Value-Adds MY blog, haha. Yes I make fun of betas, but at core I sympathize and sometimes even EMPATHIZE with them, I’m just a big beta myself sometimes, and I want to EMPOWER Betas to become WINNERS: to make money and bang a ROTATION of young tail.

BETA POWER!

Another thing from watching “KissingOnTheMouth”: The REASON these betas are so passive-aggressive and Niceguy is that Showing Your ANGER is one of the LAST TABOOS (next to RACIAL REALISM, hahahaha!). IMHO, Direct Verbal Aggression and Anger are WAY preferable to disingenuous passive-aggressiveness. This is all a result of Wimminz Shaming Anger as “Creepy” and “Insecure”. So it becomes The Vision Of The Anointed (heh, just got the Thomas Sowell book in the mail today finally!) that Anger Is So Bad And You Must Never Show It, you must never BE anger, and DENY your anger at every turn. So then you get people trying to act happy and nice even though they’re clearly not, and it comes across as hugely dishonest and stupid and f4ggy.

Sh1t. Just Get Angry Already! You don’t have to Physically Assault anyone! It’s just as innocent as raising your voice and frowning and saying “I’m f00king ANGRY at you right now!” Simple as that!

You get ANGRY because something is WRONG; and either you’re wrong about that or something else is wrong. But IMHO being HONEST and OPEN about your ANGER allows you to confront and SOLVE the problem directly, whether the problem is with You (as Wimminz would have it be), with The Other Person, or the situation, or twist of fate, etc.

Better to be Honest and Angry than Dishonest and Passive-Aggressive. YES this is nothing new, I’m RECYCLING ideas, yet I still feel like I LEARNED something by watching that movie and seeing that. It was the scene where Swanberg and the main girl Ellen were arguing about something, about 50% thru, trying to pry information out of each other. He was clearly angry but trying gayly to hide it and came across as a spineless passive-aggressive beta.

It’s like they FORGOT HOW to become angry; it’s been BRAINWASHED out of them; they have been nurtured OUT OF their basic nature…..OR HAVE THEY??

SECOND BIG POINT: EMOTIONALITY, MEN vs WOMEN, NATURE vs NURTURE

also partially inspired by “KissingOnMouth” and Beta Men therein, considered wrt Nature vs Nurture, which in many cases is Too Close To Call, or even Too Close To Even MATTER;

Do Millennial Western Men become so Beta, so Feminized, Emotional, Passive-Aggressive, Clingy, Needy, Emo, Faggy, BECAUSE they’ve been NURTURED that way by Marxist Father-Hating Mothers & Nanny State & Fathers Squeezed Out Of Picture?

OR: Do men need the NURTURE of a Strong, Unemotional, Masculine Father to become the “Emotionally-Distant” masculine stereotype? And that NATURALLY, both boys and girls are about the SAME emotionally, ie, both quite emotional and not afraid to SHOW it?

But then why would Modern Wimminz be LESS emotional than Modern Minz? (heh, that’s my brilliant addition to the word I constantly steal from WimminzBlog.)

Did I read about a study where baby boys CRY less than baby girls? Dunno. Yes, Yes I did. I also read a study that said Men were superior to Wimminz in every possible way and that if Wimminz would join harems for Betas who would then become WORLD-IMPROVING alphas.

So I’m asking, What IS the actual Natural NATURE of MAN? To be more emotional or more unemotional? It ALMOST seems to me that being more emotional is more natural, as it seems natural to express things unfiltered, and unnatural to hold back and censor or even CONTROL yourself. Heh. Jeez. Rabbit hole. But Self-Control can obviously be a useful and honorable trait. AND I myself am quite emotional so there’s my own personal bias. Maybe I’M the Unnatural Abberation!

Dunno. Most Wimminz Take Too Much C0Ck and Chug Too Much Kvm for me or anyone to take them seriously. Maybe this IS the Natural State of Wimminz, and they need the Nurture of Shaming to Push them into the Straight & Narrow & thus Honorable.

My other big point is that people can be effectively BRAINWASHED (ie ubernurtured) to do things even clearly against their nature. Sex slaves, prisoners of war, Salo Sadistic Fascism, enslavement to a Leader, etc.

But my question is, free them from this mind-control, and how long before they revert to their original nature? Do different types of brainwashing STICK better than others?

Why is is SO difficult for an old dog to learn new tricks, esp re “Late Bloomers” in life who, if they’d developed good habits before the age of 18, would have had a MUCH EASIER time keeping the good habits & becoming Winnerz?

Day 1 of Cutting Back On Caffeine for the 9,000,000,000,000th time, on the rationalization that it makes me Crash unless I drink a Steady Stream of many cups of coffee ALL DAY LONG, which is obv not good. Otherwise I go to bed at 8pm and don’t feel like doing ANYTHING & limbs feel like lead, not a good Recipe For Success!

So, trying 1 cup of coffee in morning today and THAT’S IT. Might try to “nurse it” ALL DAY LONG. Dunno. Typo guy who can chug a bigcuppa and then go right to bed. NEVER ANY ENERGY TO DO ANYTHING EVER. Could be a GLUTEN thing, hahaha.

What amuses me is when Wimminz accuse men of having “TRUST ISSUES.” [dec 2012: fagspeak] It’s STUPID to TRUST someone who CAN’T BE TRUSTED! It’s STUPID to trust a Dishonest, Phony, Hypocritical, Lying, Cheating person! At BEST Wimminz are FLAKES – you can’t Trust FLAKES either!

It took me too long to figure out that whenever Wimminz criticize Men – trust issues, mommy issues, too insecure, too creepy, angry, passive-aggressive just be friends – they’re PROJECTING their OWN insecurities. On the average, Wimminz are 9,000,000,000,000 times more insecure than men, that’s why Wimminz are always calling MEN Insecure. F00K THAT Sh1T!

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