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THE COMMUNITY, MISCEGENATION, VARG, MIKKO, FEELSWEIRDMAN.JPG, WINNERS LOSERS and FENCE SITTERS

bkc blog post? try this. may 24 2013 [technically not LIVE Live, but it’s only a ONE DAY time machine, we can all rationalize that]

started my feels blog for fat NEET losers. It’s actually going very well, better than expected. I do not intend, now at least, to share that here, unless you are a White NEET Neckbeard Loser v9k Virgin who really needs help. And there is ALREADY enough hints out there for the astute STALKER to find it. I just do not want to serve it up on a silver platter to BKC readers right NOW. anyway, that explains why i’ve slowed down here a little bit lately.

Some controversy now on Mindweapon, Hipster Racist vs Chechar? Accusing Chechar of being a “9/11 Liar?” HR not liking the way Greg J or M Parrott deal with 911? HR seems to have been In The Movement/Community for a Long Time. I have mostly enjoyed and have MIRED his comments, but I do not approve of the uncouth language he uses towards Chechar.

But I’ve been realizing that this IS such a controversial Movement, that it’s Not Unlikely that there ARE Actual ZOG Spies Among Us! Or at least JIDF. HR “joked” “I just assume everyone’s a plant.” I had to laugh at that!

Anyway, as for me, I am Just Some Guy On The Internet right now, but I am not a plant. Of course you don’t have to believe that, but that’s just The Truth.

Heh. Reason # 600,000,000,001 I do not allow comments here.

I never 100% understood Commenters who have a Reputation as Being Commenters. IMHO they should make The Big Leap from Commenters to Bloggers! You can be a Coward like me, who only blogs and never comments!

TLDR, I think HR would have an interesting BLOG!

OK I guess he started one just this month: search: hipster racist wordpress dot com. Not bad!

To give you some indication of Where I’m At on the Journey, I have not even bought one of Kevin Macdonald’s BOOKS until yesterday when I bought “Culture of Critique” FINALLY. I have read the introduction to CofC on Chechar’s site, I have listened to many interviews and talks with KMac, I look forward to his talks on the David Duke Show, and the Robert Stark Show, and the Counter Currents Show, I think he should have his Own Show,

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I’ve been making a point to read TOO more, and it’s all good, but I never bought a physical book until now.

I’m not even SURE if I’ve moved from WN Sympathizer to WN. Feelsweirdbro.jpg.

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WARNING: AT LEAST TWO FEELS PARAGRAPHS AHEAD, IGNORE FEELS PARAGRAPHS IF DESIRED

I agree with the majority of what WN’s believe in, I’m fairly Racist, I read and listen to a ton of Racialist Blogs and Podcasts and say RIGHT ON MAN, My Anti-Jewishness is pretty VIRULENT, yet I’m not sure that “I AM A WN.” If only because, HYPOTHETICALLY, what if I met a Real Nice and Cute Nonwhite Girl (I Haven’t), or what if a friendly, decent, moral nonwhite man appeared in my Social Circle and I befriended him (I Haven’t).

But yeah. I’m WORRIED that I could Fall In Luv with a Jewish or an Indian Girl, because of my perverted Jew Fetish and my perverted Indian Fetish. And then I question how “perverted” these “fetishes” really are. It’s basically the same Nonperverted Nondecadent thing I want with a White Girl, and indeed I would PREFER a White girl, I just haven’t ruled out Jewish or Indian girls yet. And if that gets me kicked out of the WN-Sympathizing community, then so be it. I’ll still BE white, I’ll still SUPPORT Whites, I’ll still not like Jews.

So there. Full Disclosure. So if WNs want to say what a coward and a j-lover and a miscegenator and a faggot, weakling, loser, antiwhite, traitor, JIDF, plant, mole, spy, fence-sitter, clockwatcher, talker, coward, deserves to die, etc, well I can’t stop them. Maybe they’re RIGHT. WN Ambivalence Feelz.jpg

I wouldn’t mind a White Homeland, but I ALSO wouldn’t mind A Murka where blacks, browns, and mudslimes don’t act like savages – basically acted nice and proper and civil like white people.

Heh. That statement will get me banished BOTH from WN, AND from Educated Enlightened Normalfag Antiracist Society.

So does that make me “A Moderate?”

Heh. I have pondered the “moderate” vs “fence sitting coward” debate before.

New BURZUM album out, I listened a couple times, it’s not bad, but I just want to say to VARG: Keep doing your writing on Thulean Perspective, what you are doing there is AWESOME. And listen to that one commenter who commented favorably about Your Charisma in videos and interviews. He was RIGHT. I watched this interview

and you gotta start making a regular thing out of this buddy. Writing and Blogging is GREAT, but when you got a Great White PERSONALITY as well, you GOTTA show it. Let Your White Light Shine. And the best way to do that is through: podcasts, interviews, vidyas, Face Time, meets and greets, lectures, roundtables, talks, networking. People Skills. Vidyas and Podcasts at the VERY least. Hearing the VOICE is key.

So DO IT, VARG, just make a 10 minute video of you talking to your computer once a month, and put it on your new ThuleanPerspective Jewtube channel. I GUARANTEE You it will be received VERY positively.

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But Then again what do I know, I got aroused by an 18-year-old Light-Skinned Khazar-White-Mix Girl once, and I enjoy the music of Leonard COHEN, even though I saw You included him in that gallery of Jews Who Are Ruining The World.

But I agree that Race-Mixing is worth Very Serious Thought. I mean, I’m basing this mostly on HYPOTHETICALS and THEORETICALS and NEUROTIC FEAR/WORRYING/FEEEEELZ. And when it comes to Mating, you KNOW how men can put Prime-Of-Youth Girls on a pedestal, or become infatuated with an idealization, with a fantasy, NOT the reality.

For example, say I started “dating” an 18-year-old Light-Skinned Khazar-White Mix (and how likely is THAT?), was all in The Honeymoon Stage, and THEN I met her filthy devious scheming antiwhite Kke FAMILY, all rubbing their hands together and counting their Jgolds, and talking about how GREAT it will be when The White Man is Genocided. THEN I would say, UM NO, THIS ISN’T GONNA WORK OUT, BABE. LOOK AT WHAT YOU COME FROM. LOOK AT WHAT YOU ARE.

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Point is, people don’t exist in a vacuum outside of their FAMILIES. And scheming conniving antiwhite J families are, on average, much less desirable than White families.

AAANNNDDD Jews are MUCH better than Whites at seeing Their RACE as Their SUPEREXTENDED FAMILY. See, I was about to say, “Well, if there’s some good Jews out there, doesn’t it follow that there must be some good jewish FAMILIES?”

The whole Jewish Race is like ONE BIG FAMILY!

So, In Conclusion, Becoming More Masculine will prob help me get off the fence regarding race-mixing, and become a better white. And Becoming More Masculine, as it also affects Being A Winner And Not A Loser, is something much better suited to my NEW blog, NOT this one. Because I gotta talk about Being A Loser a LITTLE bit, to pave the way for Becoming A Winner, and I will not have Loser-Talk on THIS blog. I don’t want Feeeeeelz Creep on this blog. But I think, in its PROPER place, it’s not entirely bad.

Aaaaand here’s a great Hourlong Lecture By MIKKO ASPA from Feb 2013 on Noise / PE music:

aaaaannd here’s a great, super-in-depth interview from after 2010 with Mikko on Clandestine Blaze:

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NEW CLANDESTINE BLAZE ALBUM “Harmony Of Struggle” OUT IN MAY OR JUNE 2013! BUY IT! SEND MIKKO YOUR MONEY!

RIP Jeff Hanneman, RIP Ray Manzarek, oh wait I forgot Slayer and especially the DOORS were antiwhite, so thus I must be antiwhite, even when I THINK I’m being prowhite.

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TLDR:

So as of May 2013, I am back to being an 80%-90% White Nationalist Sympathizer, but the more accurate term to label me might be “trying to be pro-white”, aaaaand I have a godawful weakness for 18-year-old Jewish and Indian girls, even though I PREFER 18 year old white girls. Though it becomes SCREAMINGLY obvious that Miscegenation Is Bad when you think about, at the very least:

a. The Clash of the two FAMILIES

b. The poor helpless choiceless CHILDREN that you would have – you’re essentially DEPRIVING THEM OF A RACE.

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MUH FEELZ (LIVE)

OK, how about they all will be live, unless otherwise stated.

Yeah, srsly thinking about creating a Second, Secret blog, A Feelz Blog, that is all about Feelz and Halping Neckbeard NEET Wizard Kissless Virgin Beta Omega Basement Dweller Introvert Sperglord Austimal muh autism NEETBux AustimsmBux(Tm) annoying friendless loser virgin retard faggot annoying narcissistic hugless friendless unlikeable creeper loser unemployable underemployed unmotivated omega  loser morally lazy morally inferior slothful sinful damned to hell despairing lazy lazy lazy fat faggot f00k failures failers falers shamfur whining neckbeard whinging gormless fat fupa doritos eating code red guzzling vidya fapping call of d00dy team fortress halo niceguy basement dweller at age 25, 30 year old virgin, weird, fat, chubby, soft, omega, awkward, loser, pathetic, “clinically depressed” aka whiny spoiled neet loser who want to kill themselves because they SHOULD, going on r9k with their feeeelz and people tell them go to therapy and or kill themselves, niceguy, kissless dateless hugeless handholdless friendless nobody likes them 32 year old virgins, etc etc etc. demasculated emasculated castrated faggy faggots who have lost all masculinity and it painfully shows. totes lazy losers who deserve to be culled from the gene pool, who clearly do not survive in the survival of the fittest, do not have what it takes to live in the world, in an ideal world they would be EUTHANIZED, people who fail in every way, fail at school, fail at work, fail in Luv, fail socially, Losers At Life.

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heh. you get the picture. this is a little hobby of mine, alongside the politically incorrect right-wing and racial stuff. I guess primarily it would be meant for White Men, but not sure if I would want to BLOCK nonwhites who were lazy losers from benefiting it, even if I COULD block them. I guess I could put a big fat “WHITES ONLY, IF YOU’RE NONWHITE, I DON’T WANT TO HELP YOU” right at the top of the page. Maybe I will, maybe I won’t.

What is for certain is that I want to help White Men The MOST, because they are my people, and because I believe they are Especially Vulnerable to the Feminizing, Sissifying, Faggifying, Jewifying, Decadentifying, Soul-Crushing of the Plutocratic Modern World, and More likely than Black, Brown, or Jish Men to become Basement Dweller Morally Lazy Losers who Give Up on Life.

I don’t like to see The Antiwhite Ruling Elite doing that to My Fellow Whites, and I don’t like to see Whites doing that to themselves.

Maybe it is easier for Poor Blacks or Browns to get on a downward spiral of drugs and crime and jail and violence and what have you. Not that whites don’t get mixed up in that Nonwhite Antisocial Life, many do. But I’m more talking about the Neckbeard Whites that are a drain on their Immediate Community rather than a drain on The Larger Community. If our Racial Brethren are Dead Weight, should we encourage themselves to Cull Themselves? Heh Because I’m such a Good Guy, I tend to think NO. We have to try to rehabilitate them. Fix them. Help them reach their White Potential. Spit out the poison. Fight back against the poisonous world. Win.

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Heh. Maybe develop some Racial Awareness along the way, but I’m not sure that would be the VERY First Order of Business.

This is semi controversial because maybe I SHOULD be encouraging Loser Dead Weight Whites to Cull Themselves. Because say they become Productive Members of Society, but in a Traitorous way, a J-Serving way, such that they should Hang on the DotR, or not be welcome in a White Homeland?

Yeah, I guess I’m not that hardcore yet. I am notoriously soft & forgiving & lenient on Race Treason, for better or worse. I might even BE a Race Traitor deep down.  Full Disclosure: long before I had my Full Racial Awakening, I wanted to MATE with a Nonwhite girl, like willing to have mixed babies. (Excuse: She was POY, & She LOOKED hella white, if ya know what I mean.) I am glad I did not, but still Feelsbadman.jpg.

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So yeah thinking about having a second blog for Feelz Stuff. Plus I got excessive feelz which I cannot fully blow off through Physical Exercise. Would not immediately, if ever, share that blog with (the 2, hahaha) readers of this blog. Because to be so focused on Feelz is not very White Warrior.

However, it is possible that Whites feel more Profound Emo Feelz than nonwhites. OR that nonwhites turn anger Feelz Outward, while whites turn Anger Feels Inward.

But I don’t want THIS blog to be excessively about Feels! Other than maybe a few nonfeelzy statements about the Feelz Capacity/Experience of Whites in relation to nonwhites; or White Psychology; Towards a Healthy White Psychiatry, etc. Jung, Chechar, K-Mac, I dunno.

Healthy Body, Healthy Mind, Healthy Soul.

Heh. And there IS a difference between me Emo Whining about my OWN feelz, and giving Straightforward Bullet Points to Whites on how to Master their own Feelz. Waaah Waaaah Waaaaah woe is me, I have too much food to eat and too much money to spend, first world probs, vs General Positive Motivation stuff like

*Clean Your Room at least a little bit

* Babby Steps! Babby’s First Babby Steps!

* Exercise Regularly

* Eat Healthy

* Lift Heavy Weights

* Do Martial Arts

* Do something nice for someone (white)

* go for a walk in the park

* do at least one productive thing every day. start with just one if two is too much.

* destroy the Kke Box, ie The TV. Do Not Watch TV At ALL.

* Do not ever look at Pr0nography, that Kke FILTH.

* have a healthy Social Life, with an emphasis on Positive Healthy Role Model MALE Friends. Try Shunning Wimmin for a while if they’re CRAZY.

* Eliminate J Filth from your life bit by bit. J Detox, J Rehab. And believe me J Filth is EVERYWHERE, it just seeps in like CANCER.

* Don’t take out big college loans.

* Don’t go to college for anything REMOTELY gay, do STEM, not just STEM, but Good Stem not Bad STEM, because half of STEM grads, esp at Third Tier Toilets, are NOT gonna get STEM Jobs, so be fully prepared to be at the TOP of your Class.

* ORRR just don’t go to College at all, haha.

Heh. Stuff like that. Common sense No Sh1t stuff, but I guarantee You that’s way less annoying than me Whining about myself and muh feels!

Direction/Advice for Wayward White Men. Saving our White Souls. Not giving up on White Men who have given up on themselves.  Helping heal their souls from the  J Cancer of The Modern World.

Some whites will vehemently disagree with me, that from a economic and Race Survival PErspective, we might be actually Killing Ourselves by pouring our energy, resources, effort, time into Stopping those “outliers” who are more directly killing themselves from killing themselves. We should let them do their thing and we do ours, our energy would be much better used doing more Proactive things to Save Our Race: Starting White Businesses, Creating White Jobs, Creating White systems of Capital and Financing, Creating White Media and Politics, Having White Children, Creating a White Mannerbund STEMM Academy, etc.

And these ARE great ideas. Heh. I don’t think doing these things is mutually exclusive with what I’m Volunteering to do, of helping White Get Back On Track in their individual lives.

Heh I am just feelzy right now because I: have been reading /r9k and /adv a lot (4chan.) Plus I had a VERY humbling experience at a Job Fair recently. No, WIMMIN, I am NOT UNEMPLOYED, but I am trying to IMPROVE my current employment, so I can make enough money to have Three White Children some day. Heh, that is a hint of the stuff I might discuss on Muh Feelz Blog, but which I don’t want to go into too much detail here.

HAVE A GOOD DAY, DON’T LET YER FEELZ GET YOU DOWN.

DON’T LET THE J’S GET YOU DOWN.

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3EDGY5V BABBYS FIRST 4CHAN (LIVE)

WARNING: ADHD AUTISMAL BLOGGING AFTER READING 4CHAN

Neckbeards gonna neckbeard, autists gonna autis. I should* not be Live Blogging, but muh feelz hahaha. It was all downhill after I started reading 4chan/pol during my Free Time. Blame it for being somewhat interesting.

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I r sucker for the screenshots of text With Clear Detailed Advice On How To Do Stuff like self-teaching yourself Fundamental STEMgineer Maths.

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ok heh after 1 search i found an archive of 4 chan including /pol.

yep breddy lazy, gotta fix myself fast. but i am interested in the stories of 25 year old NEET sperglord kissless virgins who can’t get a job, can’t get a gurl, can’t get a friend, annoying unlikeable failures, if they go to a shrink they f00k that up too, people who are losers in absolutely every way.

heh. wizardchan type people. /v9k is the wizardest of wizardchan. /r9k is the wizardest of 4chan. they really don’t like when betas with horrible hetero experiences in both quantity and quality try to pass as wizards, because to be a REAL wizard you have to be 100% FULL virgin.

Implicit in definition of full wizard is that you have to have reached 30 years old. Virgin of course. Not sure if you need to be full NEETer, or skilled enough in Math and Science to have done anything useful there. Just be a 30 year old virgin? Not sure if there actually ARE anyone 30 or above on wizardchan, haha.

http://chanarchive.org/4chan/pol/68699

“we need to redpill women, how do”

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youtube “hitler the greatest story never told”

yeah this is a real sh!tpost huh

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was looking for the “university politics what kind of engineering should I go into, because we determined STEM is the only thing worth going to college for” in /pol, somebody posted this image near the top, can’t find the thread on 4chan or 4chanarchive, probably should have saved the webpage no? ha.

anyway that image was controversial obviously. because mechanical is supposedly god tier too. trying to remember some of the stuff people said: computer ENGIN is generally better than computer SCIENCE unless you go to top 10 skool for compsci. Ok I’m out, hahaha.

Don’t know if I’d say biomedical is “waste of life tier”. seems a little harsh, although i like the harshness of the chans. But True Waste Of Life Tier is any NON-Stem degree!

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heh maybe i need to try a notetaking app like evernote because what if you wanted the text and not an img.

heh. me not restraining myself from posting when I feeeelz like an Autist does not Help My Race!

However I like to try to help Losers of My Race Win. Overcome their bad habits, replace them with good habits. Disregard disorder, acquire order.

so the chinese with Tiger Parents Pushing them real hard to get All A’s in Elec Engin: how MANY of those crack under the stress, burn out, say f00k this sh1t, and become asian neckbeard NEETers?  shiftless layabouts? are these just tail end outliers who really don’t matter much, and the average/normal/majority/median Tiger Child does become a resourceful, well-paid winner?

homeless asians, drug-addicted asians, incarcerated asians. or indians. that fail in their STEM education/career.

heh. gonna be a picture-filled post today.

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heh autimsm.

that feel when you drive down the freeway and it seeeeeems at least 60% of billboards are about EDUCATION MOAR EDUCATION FIXES EVERYTHING. need moar colleges and more people in college. If moar people went to moar college, everyone would have a Good Job, hahahaha.

Of course I am Butthurt because I am sick and Tired of WORKING for My Work, I just want to Work already, hahaha.

No I do WORK, I am not getting NEETer “AutismBux” from the Gummint like some people. Heh. does uncle sam give murkan NEETs autismbux? I AM trying to IMPROVE my current Babbys First Kareeeeeeer so I can be a Better Person, so I could actually SUPPORT the Three White Children I want to have someday.

>4chan fag sez u r a failure if u make less than 37k a year

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“B-But W-What if……he’s RIGHT?”

>natural selection, survival of the fittest, adapt/compete OR DIE

At any rate, yeah I am trying to improve my own Earning Potential and not be some loser who only makes 37k a year, hahahaha. but seriously, kids much younger than me who Did The Right Thing and got a Good Engin Degree are now making 100k a year. because they took Calc 2 in high school, and Calc 3 and Linear Algebra and DE’s and Number Analysis and Statics and Therm in their First year of college, hahaha.

(Some Internet Tuff Guy says that “I’ve never seen an engin student who was doing it Just For The Money ever succeed, they all fail and drop out, become part time help desk, HI HOW CAN I HELP U, RESTART YOUR ROUTER, THANK U CALL AGAIN, HI HOW CAN I HELP U, best buy geek squad at best”)

Black Metal has become all edgy and liberal and mainstream, 16 Year Old Girls Like XASTHUR, so Black Metal Protip: TRY JUDAS ISCARIOT

heh. my Life Pro Tip, it’s all about MOMENTUM. I think if these NEET Wizards had a little MOMENTUM, they would Do Better At Life. Like A Normal Social Life including Friends and Girls, then they wouldn’t complain about their Hard Maths Weeder Courses so much, and not flunk out of skool, and instead become Proud Upstanding White Men some day. But instead they become Poor Broken Men like

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however I do permit Men to be Beta, Butthurt, and Bitter for a LITTLE WHILE. More than likely, they have RECENTLY experienced a Soul-Crushing Rejection from someone they were in LUV with.

But uh after 6 to 9 months the Beta Bitter Butthurt goes away. I would also say to White NEETs, that if you can’t seem to make any progress on Wimmin and Career, and indeed it can be Legit Literally Soul-Crushing to not make any progress with Wimmin or Career, then just devote all your energy to Physical Training: Getting In Good Shape, not being a Fat Neckbeard, let that be your new starting point.

Stop eating Sh1t”food” and starting Lifting Heavy Weights and Doing Martial Arts!

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heh heh that picture is REALLY GAY, but I think We Can All find a Great Kernel of Truth innit.

And the other inspiration thing I can remember, from Varg V quoting Marcus Aurelius: “WHERE YOU CAN LIVE, YOU CAN LIVE WELL.”

And I just saved Several White LIVES, thank you very much! Now go and do likewise, Gents.

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CALCULUS 2: LIVE POST MAY 9 2013

Good Day Dear Readers. Good time for one of these uh?

THANK YOU BILL POWELL for Liking this post! I guess the logical thing to do would be for me to Like one of your posts, or I think we’re up to Two Now,  but that might bring me Too Many Readers. However I would DEF Recommend All Readers to Read Your Blog APOCALYPSE COMETH at

http://apocalypsecometh.com/

Heh. I should read him more often. Good Lord. Good Red Pill Guy. Unlike me, he isn’t all J this and YKW that, however I’m PRETTY SURE he’s not an antiwhite antiracist, haha.

Been thinking a lot about MATH, Math Education, Education, Kke Kollige, STEM, homeschooling, the best way to learn maths and sciences, taking a lot of pages from the MINDWEAPON book.

Yep still on a Mindweapon Kick, though haven’t had enough time to read lately, because free time was being eaten away by my CALCULUS 2 class, which will be the main subject here.

Also I would like to Officially and Publicly encourage Mindweapon to give a try to “THE MINDWEAPON SHOW”, which would be an internet radio show / podcast of Mindweapon talking to anyone who wants to get on a skype, or talkshoe, or however. Even just MW and his Top Commenters talking about stuff they talk about on the blog. A Talk Radio Version of

his blog and commenters. Hipster Racist and Brandon & Maureen Martin & Clytemnestra and Conchobar and April Gaede and g-d knows who else. Ryu, Kevin MacDonald, Matt Parrott, Robert Stark. and then that Dik Dik guy could complain about it all, hahaha.

But MW is really on a streak lately, right now, in 2013, and I would prefer talk on Hot New Stuff, New Ideas, like the Practical Political Ideas he constantly blogs about. The White Family Convenience Stores, the Homeschools, the STEM Military Academies, the martial arts, exercise, fitness, farming, taxi services, car sharing, multifamily households, investing.

“JUST READ THE BLOG AND COMMENTS, THAT’S WHAT THEY TALK ABOUT”, yeah I KNOW, but lemme Hypothesise that I’m not the only one who Likes Listening to Interesting Talk Shows of people Talking about these ideas. People Talking is a little better than people reading and writing. Yes, OBVIOUSLY people DOING is way better than Talking, Reading OR Writing!

heh for example almost reblogged this one it was so good:

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Calc 2. You can’t deny this is a good Mindweapon. I went into it with uncharacteristic optimism. (Mindweapon: the Other is delighted to instill a Culture of Pessimism in Our People, to make us despondent, despairing, and self-destructive.)

Mindweapon recommends Homeschooling Expert Art Robinson who said, re children learning math, some interesting things: that they should never be helped on a difficult problem, and that struggling towards the correct answer is the best way to learn math. To Think Mathematically. It’s not SUPPOSED to be EASY.

Well, I would agree the best way to learn math is to DO MANY PROBLEMS. That’s WHY there’s a lot of Homework. And there certainly was. The text used was Larson Edwards 8th Edition “Calculus”, and it epitomized a lot I Hated About Learning Math. The explanations were sort of there, but I would have written them a LOT more clearly. To get New Students through the Learning Curve. I argue you can use Training Wheels without Dumbing Math Down. 

So I ended up watching Khan Academy a LOT and he was very helpful. I wish he were white!

Several of the (young) students would go to the Tutoring Center after class and work on the homework as a group, having the help of a Skilled Tutor immediately available if there were any questions. I think this is the best approach, however it does fly in the face of the Robinson approach.

I either didn’t have time or was too burned out to ever really join them so I did everything alone, but ended up getting SUPER angry at the dumb obtuse book, or at the Tutorial Vidyas on webassign.net where we did our homeworks. Muttering at the guy in the vidya, calling him a Kke Fggot because the explanations sucked, etc. I understand some

frustration is to be expected, but I would think the sense of accomplishment, achievement, and confidence from ultimately solving the problems would cancel out the anger. But it didn’t. Then again, I DO admit to being Above Average Angry, such that I’m above the threshold where Anger is Useful, now it’s just too excessive for all of it to be Useful.

The kids in the class were mainly young engineers in training, doing the right thing at the right age. Heh. I was trying to do the right thing at the wrong age.  Was angry when I learned Calc 2 IS essentially AP Calc BC, which The Successful Smart Kids who became Winning White Engineers took IN HIGH SCHOOL, and I should have too.

Learning this stuff as young as possible will give you a great advantage In Life.

My Role Model was a 20-year old young man originally from Syria. I think he was a christian not a mudslime. he looked at least 50% white. But he embodied the non-Murkan Work Ethic that most immigrants from Crappy Places have. The Real Old-School American Work Ethic of Work your 455 off, get paid. So I tried to emulate him, but now feeeeeel pretty burnt out. He did not seem nearly as burnt out. Great Attitude. Nice Kid too.

There were more GIRLS in the class than I expected, at least 30% girls. (Cute POY Girls are Distracting and Counterproductive in Education.) “Good” amount of Whites, prob 72% white? of the nonwhites I’d say most were Arabs, but there was one Albanian.

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How to Stanch Burn Out? Probably do math for 1 hour a day, Monday Thru Saturday, not in 3 hour marathons twice a week. There was at least 6 to 10 hours of Serious Homework per week. But it said so right on the syllabus!

Yeah Ideally should have gotten up at 3:45 am Monday Thru Saturday, did a Quiet Undistracted Hour of HW before getting Tired From the Day, to tired to really concentrate and work on HW without getting superangry at the kke book.

Found the exams SUPER STRESSFUL. Four Regular Exams, each taking the full 2-hour class period, and one Cumulative Final, just finished yesterday. Five Huge Exams, all very stressful to prepare for, and grueling as f00k to actually do. Can you teach Maths good without Ridiculous Exams? Just do the HW and get an A?

Some instructors allow you to bring in One Sheet of notes. Not this one. That would have cut down the Stress at least 50% hahaha.

Not REALLY complaining. I like Math, Math is So Beautiful, Math Is A Mindweapon, Math Makes You a Better Person, I just don’t like Math Class. Seemed to move VERY fast and Cram so much in. Would have liked class to be 6 credits not 4. OR be split up into 2 classes.

But then noting that this is only 4% of the Way Towards a Bigboy Winning Engin Degree makes me want to go on a Punching People In The Face Spree, Get Burned Out, Give Up, Quit. Not a fan of skool. “Hate” skool.

But I don’t like this modern “UNSCHOOLING MOVEMENT” which is like, oh just let kids PLAY all day, on their INTERESTS, and then THAT’s their school. I think you can RIGOROUSLY homeschool your kids in STEM and not have them burn out.

Developing Good Habits when you are Young is SO Crucial to Success In Life.

It is not impossible to Weed Out Bad Habits and Develop New Good Habits when you are an Old Crone like me, although you might be prone to fits of rage, Punching People In The Face, throwing huge math textbooks through walls and calling it a “Kke Fggot”, and only finally getting your Engin Degree by Age 80.

Which is making me think, this is fine if you’re YOUNG and doing this at the “RIGHT” time, have tons of energy and optimism and time and good habits, but when you’re an Old Fart and need to start Making Money Fast so you can have 3 White Children Some Day, you might need An Edj00cation with a little better Short-Term ROI. (Saw some Fggot Kke article in the Chronicle of Higher Education “IS ROI THE BEST WAY TO THINK ABOUT COLLEGE?”. YES, you horrible thieves, poisoners, vampires, leeches, parasites, yes it is.) Because having your children when you’re 80 is not ideal.

BTW even though i was very angry at the class, I did VERY well, had OVER 100% grade before the Final, was prob the #2 student in class, behind #1 Syrian Kid. Final was my worst exam, but it could not have brought final grade below A-. I might be Lazy and Burnt Out and Distracted By Anger, but I still did Real Well in this class.

Uh can’t stop listening to Nick Cave & Seeds “Murder Ballads”, but the Song of the Week is “The Kindness Of Strangers”, which in years past, I’d always skip over, can’t BELIEVE I just skipped over THIS song!, but this month I discovered it, and now like to listen to it back-to-back multiple times almost every day. SO GOOD.

Don’t usually care about lyrics but Nick is a BOSS at them. Music is gentle and romantic, and reminds of some of the Angelo Badalamenti, Julee Cruse, David Lynch, Twin Peaks, Blue Velvet type stuff. Lyrics/story tries to be Overly Sentimental, comes off as Genuinely Heartbreaking, much like the whole album. Hope, Beauty, Tragedy, Death. One of the prettier songs on the album, but certainly not a happy one! Also slightly reminds of Tom Waits “A Little Rain” with the verse about the girl who had never seen the ocean and then she disappeared.

Have a good day, Love Your Race, Protect Your Race.

Practicing how Not To Leave Trackbacks. But here’s a good Stormfront Threat “College Is Killing The Middle Class”

h ttp://wwwdelete.stormfront.orgdelete/forum/t937333/

British Reality Televitz Show “Young Dumb and Living Off Mum” about Spoiled Losers Leeching off their Parents who have No Work Ethic, are just Lazy No-Account N’s. Haven’t watched any yet, sounds ridiculous.

http://www.tvmuse.eu/tv-shows/Young–Dumb-and-Living-Off-Mum_27351/

(heh i don’t care if they know i’m linking to them.)

But I would argue that it’s much better to Gratefully Accept Support from your Fam than to go into Huge Debt to be “Independent.” That is not really Independent at all, that’s being a SLAVE TO YKW. But I think the kidz in this show are not all that grateful.

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LIVE POST MAY 1 2013

Good afternoon friends, good to see You, hope You are doing well.

Time for another one of these. strictly adhere to 1000 wds. starting….now. ok 1025 or so.

enough jokes. my listening material this week has been Matt Parrott talks to Greg Johnson about the AmRen conference.

h t tp://www . c0unter-currents.com/2013/04/american-renaissance-2013-and-the-new-mantra/

TRYING to hide trackbacks, not because I wanna troll these sites, I just want to keep a low profile until I’m a better White Warrior. Got a lotta personal work to do yet. Get strong, Get courageous. I would HOPE you can figure out how to crack my code.

So that’s a good talk. I like Parrott. Clued me into Bloc Indentitaire in France, had this guy at the conference. nationalist party in france that has not yet been “mainstreamized.”

h t t p:// m a j orityrights.com/weblog/comments/we_are_generation_identitaire

I found this website Whte Ntionalist dot org, Christian Nationalist Forums, run by this guy Pastor Lindstedt, and I am gonna have to spend some time there. He has his own internet radio show too. (Da Dik Dik Show) I am a sucker for talk radio even MORE than blogs. It’s a great Medium. I listen to Pro-White podcasts, talk radio etc for education and

entertainment in case You hadn’t noticed! anyway , the Pastor guy bashes EVERYBODY. He is over the top in calling out just about EVERYBODY I like. Talk about dropping names. You name them, he doesn’t like them. He probably doesn’t even like MINDWEAPON.

Why does he not like so many people so much? why is he so much better? and he calls everyone fggots or mamzers or J-lovers or J’s or cowards or hypocrites or sellouts or traitors or moles or plants.

Now, I do drop names, but mainly just to give you an idea of who I’ve been listening to / reading lately. I might not agree 100% but I’m not gonna bash them unless they’re a total antiwhite J.

Although “San Fagscrisco” is GREAT and I started using that one immediately.

SAN FAGSCRISCO.

David Duke is coming out with a new book soon. And You Know Who it’s about, hahaha.  I for one am looking forward to it.

I was back on a Dr Pierce thing. I hope you can Love Your Race but not then have to prove it by working 80 hours a week being a White Ethnic Activist like Dr Pierce. Don’t have the energy right now.

Found a website National Alliance News, natallnews dot NET

which might be a sort of dissident national alliance group for people unhappy with the way Natall has gone since Dr Pierces death in 2002 and especially the leadership of gliebe in the past few years.

also see

white reference blogspot

pretty full of information, might be one of the few places WN/Christian Nationalist doesn’t dislike. full of good links. watch out for the widget that displays your city though! that makes me nervous. heh. so run TOR on Tails.

My hypothesis is that maybe these guys were actual NatAll Activists.

Which reminds me,

h ttp://w  w w .  n atvan.com/ i n t e r n e t – r a d i o / i n d e x . h t m l

the national vanguard/alliance site with a ton of podcasts/recordings of american dissident voices. It’s not just the 308 Pierce on Archive.org. It’s ALL Pierce broadcasts, 500 or 600 or so, the Kevin Alfred Strom stuff from 2002

h t tp://w w w.n a tvan.com/internet-radio/ts/080302.mp3

like that’s the memorial one strom did right after dr pierce died.

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there’s the picture of Dr Pierce I was looking for that was not coming up too readily in image search.

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so that set me off on a strom mission, the guy is a great writer and smart thinker. that whole scandal kinda tarnished him but I’m willing to give him the benefit of the doubt in that I find it completely plausible that he was set up by a combination of vindictive, borderline, crazy wimminz + Zog Fedz.

so then I found strom on youtube and he didn’t have many followers yet, so then he followed me back, and I don’t have many followers. Then I panicked because strom is a big deal, he was friends with Dr Pierce.

heh. I gotta listen to the strom broadcasts, some of em looked real good. Can’t believe it took me so long to find this treasure trove. Maybe because National Alliance is not mentioned a LOT in my Blog World or Podcast World, maybe it is “going downhill” since Pierce died, but at least they have a ton of great podcasts.

h ttp://w w w . n atvan.com/internet-radio/ ts/101803.mp3

“perversion of the sacred”, KAS, 2003, A Show About Sex. Decadence, Libertinism, Prudery, Towards a decent Sexual Morality. NICE.

note to self: to hide the trackbacks / make it not link, put spaces in the HTTP:// part. maybe. but then they can seach that string with that unique placement of spaces and then find this page in google, hahahaha. maybe.

Also I should try not to Name Drop in the TAGS.

Even if I do mostly support these people, I can’t really SUPPORT them in that I can’t ADD to what they’re saying, I’m pretty powerless and n00bish right now. Gimme a few more months. I gotta make more money and WIN first.

Heh. just going down my Recent Bookmarks list and seeing what stands out. talk about GRECYCLING (tm Firepower)! But I care much more about Spreading Information, than HITS! Sharing What I have Learned so that maybe others can learn too. Of course, You prob already know most of this stuff.

there is tension between harold covington and april gaede. she says he threatened her? if so, not cool.

attack the system. this is more an anarchist thing than a white thing, indeed I think they have Nonwhite Writers. but Keith Preston is on Counter-Currents Radio / Voice of Reason. So at least they aren’t Scawed of Us Scawy White Wacists.

OF course, Pastor L would say ALL these people are a bunch of kke fggots!

heh unrelated

h ttp://is it normal .com/story/i-hate-everything-29163/

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(I WILL be using this picture again, this one is REAL good. You should use it too. Hope it hasn’t been played out in the chanfagosphere. Doesn’t matter.)

“I Hate Everything” on Is It Normal dot com. I can relate. Been at a Relative Minimum Lately. of course the trolls call him a spoiled trust fund baby who never had to Work For A Living. And the Other Side says You Need Therapy. Yep. Go to a JShrink and Get your MIND Warped by JDrugs. THANKS FOR YOUR HELP.

That’s also my Game Advice of the Post. With an Amused Alpha SMIRK, tell the POY Q2P2T that: “YOU NEED THERAPY.”

Also, “DON’T HATE!” is another great one.

This one For Professional Alphas Only: “CREEPY GIRL IS CREEPY!”

YOU’RE WELCOME. Now you can help Your Own Women DEFILE themselves. Remember, just because they Like getting DEFILED doesn’t mean YOU should LIKE defiling them! Better to avoid! Heh. My “new” argument against “The Poolside Approach.”

Song Of The Post:

“Death Is Not The End”, Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds, 1995ish.

Trying to figure out the guy who sings the “the cities are on fire with the burning flesh of men” verse, thinking its Seeds drummer Thomas Wydler. Because I assume Blixa Bargeld has the blatantly german accent. Anyway this Wydler should become a frontman, his voice is GREAT, and only for ONE LINE. [Note: Wydler is from Switzerland and prob has a German accent too. So Now I’m thinking the burning flesh line IS Blixa. And Wydler DOES have his own Solo Project. not much vocals though. Wydler NOT Wylder. Im Dsilxeci]

The album “Murder Ballads” is all about death and murder and has many great songs. In a pinch, I listen to the first two, “Song Of Joy” and “Stagger Lee”, a one two punch of extraordinary intensity, then skip to “Death Is Not The End”. this is

the album closer which i guess is supposed to be a joke because it’s the only “hopeful, happy” song on the album, with no death….but it kinda is ALL ABOUT DEATH itself. I think it fits PERFECTLY. When I was in a real bad mood it lifted me up.

I did not find the song corny at all, but found it a sincere expression of (controversy) Good Christianity. I realise Christ was a J. I really hope he WASN’T a J. But when you get a real dark day where you are so desperate you are begging to G-d for Mercy and Strength, then this is a profound song. Even on normal days.

The kicker is, Bob Dylan is a KKE. (obvious, but more later.) BUT he went through a Christian phase. Death is not the End came out in 1988 and I think Dylan was in his christian phase. not that he’s still not definitely a Kke! And Cave, I think, is

a Classic Tormented Brooding Catholic, (ie neverkke) and makes this a classic song for other Brooding Tortured Catholics, haha.

Truly f00king beautiful song. I starred it once, then from my Starred Playlist, moved it to a new playlist of the Best Of The Starred Songs. Stars Of The Stars!

Ok I went over. So Go On The Internet And Complain About It. Or quit NECKBEARDING and go outside and enjoy the nice spring weather.

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LIVE REALLY REAL TIME POST, APRIL 19, 2013

Good afternoon, my friends. good to be here. grateful to be alive &not dying. as for my enemies if I have any, well you f4gg0ts can go comment on a blog or write your own blog about what a whiny f4ggot I am, but your f4ggotry is more fggoty than mine!

Like most of you, RIGHT NOW I am/have been watching MSM reports of boston marathon bombingguys. Immediately interested in backgrounds, who are, what’s deal. MSJBC had interview with emotional uncle called them “losers who were just jealous of people who’d settled into society” . heh. butthurt did not get into Harvard, MIT, BostonU, BostonCollege, had to settle for UMass. Shoulda had better ECs haha.

But did not sound like ButtonMashing (tm Firepower) Murkans; older brother saying had no american friends, etc; younger brother having not-necessarily-“loser”-grade academic track; them possibly having military-style training. Knowing how to use guns &bombs &stay cool in face of Manhunt &to basically wage a two-man war against an entire region of millions of people.

Sorry I can’t “add any value” here, other than to say those Chechens look like Albanians, and Whites need to remember that just because these Swarths may have lighter skin than your average Semite, they are still not white.

it is interesting to see the Elephantine Law Enforcement Presence shutting down the entire Boston area, and how one guy with a minimum of training has managed to evade them for so long.

MIT police officer killed. Older brother did boxing, younger brother did wrestling. they were not fat slobs. might have done training in russia or libya? ethnic and religious conflicts in the more central-asia parts of russia. dagestan, kyrgystan. radical violent muslim jihadists with light skin and dark hair. younger kid was “pre med” and got an academic scholarship? how “elite” was their high school? how did they get into the Elite High School? how “elite” is “UMass Dartmouth?” Don’t usually assoc UMass with the More Elite skools in the region, HOWEVER, it’s prob elite enough to catapult Motivate Students to Semi-Elite (ie, Top 5% as opposed to Top 1%, good enough for You or Me!) Careeeeeers. Social Media Presence. Star Athlete and Student for the Younger. Not a Sperg Psycho. One was arrested for Assaulting Gurlfran. heh. just got a huge dump of Bio Info on Fox J3wz. Youtube playlist of “Terrist” vidyas.

Promise I’ll keep this to 1000 wds!

On Mindweapons recently there was a commenter Hipster Racist who now may be Hipster Feudalist and they were discussing hypothetical White Communities where the Nuclear Family kinda melds with the Extended Family, and the theory of “Brood Mares” where prime-of-youth women MIGHT have children by several different men, and men hold enough power to keep the wimmin in line, or banish them from the community. I might be misrepresenting.

Old School Nuclear Family vs New School Nuclear Family; how nuclear families can exist within a larger supportive community, rather than nuclear families being isolated & atomized in Suburbs; just because you have a nuclear family doesn’t mean you can’t be real close to your Extended family and help each other all WIN;

hardcore STEM, trade, skill, and Military training for boys; obviously this will all be done in a homeschool or a white community school, rather than a Jified Pub School designed to get white boys to get bored with math and science and become button-mashing, mcdonald’s eating, porn-fapping, neckbeard sperg kissless virgins who contribute nothing to society and either sperg out, become feelzy emo suicides, or just fat neckbeard losers who lose at life and have no children. or loser children at best, who themselves will because neckbeard losers.

what is the proper role for women. This idea of the BROOD MARE has really stuck with me. real interesting at the moment. I am OPEN to discussing the idea, hahaha. (not on this blog of course.) Hypothetical: perhaps SOME whites are best suited to Monogamy with One Wife, while other whites are better suited towards Polygamy. And perhaps, in a society that produces Winning Strong Children, you could have a kind of “Polyandry” where women are encouraged to be baby-makers for several different men, and then the children raised by a group of women and a group of men. Big reservation for me is that I believe it is beneficial for the child to have a close connection to both their mother and father, that to consider a group their parents.

But I see no reason why Nuclear Families cannot live side by side in Extended Families, creating White Ethnic Enclaves like nonwhites often do. Hire fellow whites, sell your house to fellow whites, heh stop reading me and just go over to Mindweapons RIGHT NOW. This is why he’s Man Of The Year 2013!

SOME take umbrage about Whites using “nonwhite tactics.” Whites are more honest and have more honor than that. I will just reiterate MW’s rebuttal: In an IDEAL WORLD, whites prob would not use these tactics. But we are At War, we are Being Engaged, we must do what it takes to win, we must adapt or die, and you can Go Native Without Going Traitor. Once you secure an Existence for You and Your Children you can get back to a more honorable way.

Also. People on theInternet have big egos &WILL fight bitterly, this is a Natural Law of the Internets. Even among Small, Tight, Mainstream-Vilified groups like Ultraconservatives or White Nationalists. You’d THINK that would be a common enough ground to keep people from calling each other traitors. Now, Traitors and Treason IS important, IS a valid threat, should not be taken lightly, but IMHO the equivalent of “Tripfags” on Chan boards should not go around accusing everyone who agrees with them only 99% of being traitors who Must Hang. COUNTERPRODUCTIVE.

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Feelz Guy is a good Meme for me, haha.

gettin back into Nick Cave. HELLUVA Guy. song is hard 2Overplay. Bad4ss.

Have Good Day, secure existence of Your people & a future for Your Children.

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