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FROM K- TO r- SELECTION

r-selection Peoples assimiliating into a heretofore historically K-selected society. I’m naively optimistic it can be done. Like the 50-year old black man in a security guard uniform I saw standing in the freezing cold at the bus stop at 6:30 am. He’s doing HIS part. Congratulations, he has now achieved the Bare Minimum of Respectability, hahaha.

How about this: For Avg IQ, say the ranking goes like this, from highest to lowest: Asian Men, White Men, Black Men, Asian Women, White Women, Black Women. Meaning a secondary sorting based on gender, not race. Meaning Black Men are SIGNIFICANTLY smarter than White Women. Does it then follow that Black Men would be more likely to assimilate into a K-society? BUT, White Women are already K, so they wouldn’t have to SWITCH from r to K like the blacks. BUT we can see that White Women have very little trouble “switching” from Natural K to race-unnatural r when they are pushed by the r-Media and r-Marxism and r-Decadence of the New r-West. Interesting questions indeed!

But what if the Intelligence Ranking is more like: Asian Men, White Men, Asian Women, Black Men, White Women, Black Women. Now White Women and Black Men aren’t so far apart any more. One simple transposition, and then White Women are smarter than Black Men. And what if that is the case.

And aren’t some Asians more r-selected (warmer climates) and others more K (colder?) But All Asians are pretty Smart, right? So r vs K is not STRONGLY corrrelated with IQ. Especially if you consider that maybe Jews are more r than K, but they are also arguably Smarter than Whites!

And what about “Middle Easterners” or “Arabs”. Nonjew Nonwhites, hahaha. They’re pretty smart, prob close to whites, let’s say they are as much below whites as jews are above whites.

Basically I need some Rushton type guy to talk about The Other Big “Races” other than “The Big 3”, ie, Asians, Whites, and Blacks, ie, Indians, Jews, Arabs. Don’t think “Arab” is the best nomenclature, hahaha. I think you could consider Arabs and Jews both to be “SEMITIC” Peoples. Then I was reading on some conspiracy site that Whites are actually descended from Jews, and that the 12 Tribes of Israel each correspond to various Big European Tribes. INTRADASTING.

r/K might be more strongly correllated with individualistic vs collectivistic societies, than with IQ. Big Clannish Distrustful Racially-Obsessed Extended Families of r-selecteds, vs Smaller, Nicer, more Altruistic and ExtraFamilial Camraderie & trust of White K-selected societies.

Also, you’d ASSUME that Women of ANY race would be more K-selective due to their uterus, and men of ANY race more r-Selective, willing to bang anything that moves, BECAUSE the Women are so K-selective. So why are Wimminz of Any Race, but ESPECIALLY more western, white, K-selected Races, so Eager, Dumb, Short-Sighted to jump on the r-selection bandwagon of decadence and promiscuity and short-sightedness?

FEAR X by NICK W. REFN

I got more frustrated with this one than I have with a movie in a long time. Because Refn has established himself as a Good Director in my mind, otherwise I wouldn’t even care. And the movie, up to the end, was pretty darn good, albeit not what I expected. It was actually VERY, VERY David Lynchy, as if Refn were paying Blatant Homage to Lynch, which I didn’t mind at all. More directors SHOULD! Brian ENO gives a good score. Hubert SELBY Jr co-wrote the script with Refn. Prob one of the last things Selby did before he died. Note to self, do more reading of and about Selby, seems like he would be RIGHT up my alley. (Of course “Requiem For A Dream” is in my Top Ten Movies.) John Turturro does great acting. The movie looks great. It created a nice mysterious dark Lynchlike tone. Then it craps out with a huge WTF ending. “THAT’S IT???!!!” Imagine if “Mulholland Drive” ENDED right before they went to Club Silencio; actually, right before the dykeout when they were both staring at the blue box. COME ON. So I’m HOPING there are tons of little intentional CLUES buried in the movie that MAKE it make sense. But even if there’s NOT, that was no reason for Refn to go BANKRUPT, as it was still a very well-made and provocative movie. I’m glad he bounced back though, with the much more “accessible” (and enjoyable!) Pusher 2 and 3.

Yep, that Selby looks Bleak As F00k. Enjoy! I do not read fiction unless I have a DAMN good reason to. (and in 2013 I think I’ve found that reason!)

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MODERATES and other TRAITORS, pt. II

part 1 was one or two posts previous.

So anyway, here I am, such a Race Traitor, trying to dream-up excuses for Nonwhites to be allowed into My Ideal Citystate. Oh sure we can let in Blacks and Jews and Mestizos so long as they’re SMART, have a high IQ, have no violent felonies, have no violent mental illness, no pederasty, no weakness, no antiwhite activity, and they’re ultraconservative not neoconservative, and we have the same basic political beliefs, then yeah all races are welcome. And then I’m Hanging on the Day Of The Rope! Am I still THAT scared of being called A Racist? Maybe even I’m NOT A Racist even though I’ve been trying to be one! Or maybe I simply have been PRIVILEGED enough in my life so far to have not experienced all the horrors of Diversity. Even though I Write Opinions that are generally Against Multiculturalism and MODERATELY Racist, Moderately Anti-Zionist, etc. And I used to live in close proximity to a neighborhood that had been Ruined By Blacks. Violent, Criminal, Thuggish, Unrehabilitatible, Low-IQ Blacks. And I’m still letting Ultraconservative, Smart, Safe Blacks into My Perfect Country! Thomas Sowell!

Well, my response to these charges of softness and fence-sitting and flip-flopping and cowardice and moderation and weakness and treason on my part is: [Uhh just got sidetracked reading Chechar’s various blogs. I learned he experienced horrible abuse from his father, who to the world seemed a perfectly nice man, but he was in fact Jekyll and Hyde and very “codependent” with the mother. Anyway I am sorry Chechar had to go thru this, and I am grateful my own family was loving and never abusive. They only thing they did was Coddle me too much so now I am an ADDultKid and Weakling Coward, although that’s more MY fault than THEIRS, hahaha.]

I guess I just believe Political Beliefs and Political Systems and I guess Nurture must be more important than Race. Although I do agree that A Multicultural Underclass goes VERY well with a Bloated Welfare State working the former dominant race (whites) to death to support nonworking crimmigrants who in a few generations’ time become the new majority. then what happens, when there’s no more whites to work for the coloreds’ welfare? then TSHTF I suppose and the US turns into Africa only with more muslims and mestizos. Heh now there’s my favourite word of the week.

A comment on Chechar’s post on Day of the Rope (he thankfully gives a HUGE excerpt of the Pierce chapter which I should read) says that Kevin MacDonald is censoring comments on TOO, so KMac’s “not as supportive of free speech as he claims”, thus hypocrite etc. Yes being a hypocrite and dishonest is one of the morally worst things ever next to being lazy and a coward (hahaha) but I think KMac is Well Within His Rights.

Or at least I am, hahaha. And I’m not telling You you have Free Speech on MY Blog, in fact you have NO speech, and only I have speech! Call it COWARDLY, but it works for me. If U don’t like it, complain about it somewhere else on the internet and leave a trackback to me. Just don’t post my real name because I gotta WORK FOR A LIVING, SON, and so should you. I don’t get how people don’t get that. I don’t use my real name or post pictures of my real face getting with Decadent Skankz because my Racial Opinions, however Moderate And Cowardly, DO make me Unemployable 4 Life. which is not good for my survival, let alone my future heirs!

So anyway. Chechar. I like Real Provocative Bloggers, period. Now you could “explain away” his hardcore, perhaps violent, non-moderate stance because he was molested/raeped by his father, and I would not even wish that on my Ideological and Political and Racial enemies. But that would be a jew move on my part to explain away, because he still makes very VALID points, and, if I ever get around to reading all of his stuff, he hints at talking about a Judeo-Liberal movement in Psychology (Alice Miller?) and Anthropology (Boas?) where you can explain away horrible child raep AS LONG AS IT’S NONWHITES doing it; like oh that’s just part of their CULTURE, it’s not WRONG or anything, our morality does not apply; well I say BS and I think Chechar does too!

Heh. I have taken many fake personality tests but they are all pretty consistent, I am the classic introverted Protector. I want to help and protect the downtrodden of all races. Sacrifice myself to save the lives of poor weaklings. Stupid Social Worker. ACTUALLY, I would probably make a good Traditional WOMAN. Wife and mother, nonpromiscuous, GeishaKate or sommat. Heh. Too bad I had to be Born With A DANGLER, hahaha. It’s a huge cross to bear, haha.

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LENIN OWL and HAPPY THANKSGIVING

http://www.quickmeme.com/meme/3rtlcz/

HA HA HA HA! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, HAW HAW HAWHAWHAW HAHA!!

makes a meme with only one good macro, hahaha. Hooray 4 ADDultKidz! But seriously volkz, I am pretty PROUD of this one. Yes I INVENTED this meme; it did not exist until I personally CREATED it.

http://pixlr.com/editor/

online free version of “Photoshop” which I used to combine the Lenin and Owl photos

Leonard Cohen, now there’s a Jew I do like. Not just like, but LOVE. Not sure how Zionist he is. I know he’s BEEN to Israel, hahaha. Even if he WERE A Zionist I’d still like him, he’s just THAT good. I will be SAD when he passes. If you’re “too antisemitic” to like LEONARD COHEN, GTFO.

But the newz people are talking more and more about “DEMOGRAPHICS” and being more open about how White Men in particular are losing power, so they have to come up with new ways or possibly even a new message (hope not!) to Grow the Conservative Base. Pretty leery about that. I don’t think the message should be softened. But I AM hopeful that nonw’s ARE capable of taking to a Hard Conservative Message! But if they haven’t by now, or in great enough numbers, maybe that’s further evidence that Multiculti is Bad. Humans Were Not Meant To Mix Like This.

I blame being Too Good of a CHRISTIAN, that I always want to turn the other cheek and give The Outsider the Benefit of the Doubt, Another Chance, another Strike. Christian, and Whites are generally pretty friendly, trusting, and welcoming. So How much MORE do True Conservatives have to DO to “win over” nonwhites and women? Maybe this election is Our Wake Up Call: This Is Not Our Country Any More. No Country For Old White Men. We cannot take it back. We do not have and can never get the numbers.

Although I recall hearing Rush say that Latinos do not support the Dems because the Dems are pro-Amnesty/Open Borders, but for the same reason ANYONE supports the Dems: “Santa Claus; they want Free Stuff.” So, theoretically, Conservative Latinos would not be scared off by Immigration-Restricting True Conservatives.

Vincent Gallo calls himself an extremely radical conservative, but his lifestyle as an Artsy-Fartsy ARTIST and MUSICIAN is very faggy. What’s the deal?

What IS THE MOST Conservative and White Nation On Earth? The “Whitest” Nations have become less white, more left. So let’s not look at Scand any more. But what about other “historically white” nations like, and I guess I’m thinking more western europe, like Switzerland or Austria. I feeeeeeeeeeel the former eastern bloc / commie countries are more resistant to liberal policies of immigration. Ukraine? How about Poland? Hungary? Slovakia? You never hear about Slovakia, hahaha. I’m thinking Nonbalkan eastern countries OBVS, hahaha. Maybe I’m just THAT Anti-Albanian, hahaha.

I repent to White Men for being so pvssy and f4ggy and defensive and apologetic with all my “let’s be polite” and “there’s always exceptions” and “we must always qualify with NAXALT” and “I judge individuals individually”, it’s as if I’m trying to WIN OVER nonwhites. That’s the ironic thing, is, I don’t even have a specific or token nonwhite in my friend-radar, and if I did, I would just be friends with them, and not pander to them like a pvssy. It’s like trying to be A Niceguy to pull Wimmin. It’s weak AND stupid AND dishonest.

Day 43 Of Rejection. Why I am still counting? Because it IS a big deal. I wouldn’t still be counting if it weren’t. My current Stage Of Grief is a mix of Anger and Depression. “Man, f00k this, everything would have been right with the world if she had just said yes, she could have made this a hell of a lot easier just by going the other way, then I would have been White Ubermensch, conquering worlds, working hard, doing good, having heirs, leaving a legacy, creating a better world with my K-selected mate, etc.”  These are the Male Committment Chemicals which only get produced a couple times per lifetime to let you know that This Is The One, so that there’s no doubt, no ambiguity, no indecision, no tubby 37-yo broad trying to Hornswoggle you into Marriage because you’re so beaten and broken and beta to think you can DO any better.

If anything, Day 43 is WORSE than Day 21, for example! But I’m still confident that things will be ALL GOOD by day 100. I just wasn’t expecting this peak at day 43. I might still be moping and wailing at day 60. It’s not a Constant Negative Slope of Suffering vs Time, in other words! I wish there were a Scientific Empirical Graph, just so I could know what to expect, and prepare accordingly! For All I know, it could INCREASE thru day 99, then you wake up day 100, and it’s all gone! So prepare for THAT worst-case scenario. until then I’m going to Paleo Bed at 7pm every day.

You know it’s True Pedestal / Luv / Infat / K-selection IF….

…You’re obsessed with HER more than you’re obsessed with YOURSELF, hahahahahahaha.

That’s the thing about us white european k-evolved introvertz, is that introversion can be a slippery slope to NARCISSISM sometimes, haw haw haw. (gotta switch up the style in which I laugh at my own “jokes”!)

HAPPY THANKSGIVING. Be grateful for your FAMILY, and don’t be a materialistic SWINE going SHOPPING.

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A BORING WOMAN IS A GOOD WOMAN

I used to think being BORING was the worst thing even, worse than being STUPID, or IMMORAL (not that I cared AS much for Morality back then, in those Daze Of Decadence!) Now, as a Grumpy Old Man, I LOVE Boring, Especially wrt Murdererz. Because the more BORING they are, the less likely they are to be Decadent Murdererz! A BORING Woman is a Woman who hasn’t rode Manny Cox, doesn’t WANT to ride Manny Cox! A Woman who goes to bed early, doesn’t “GO OUT” or “DANCE” or “HAVE FUN” or drink etc. GIMME BORING ALL DAY EVERY DAY.

Lena “Sex And The City 2012” Dunham, who I Luv To Diss, yet I officially enjoyed her movie “Tiny Furniture” and I look forward to having a Marathon with her HBO show once the DVDs are released (computer crashes too much to watch shows/movies on computer, prob bad motherboard). She makes decadence and decline and immorality very entertaining! I would hang out with her just to get easy bangs from her Hotter Friends, maybe even give her a single Pity Bang too, hahahaha. Then I’d feel shame for Participating in this Immoral Decadence, and be done with her. But she is valuable for Holding Up a Mirror, without herself fully appreciating her own unconscious honesty. Yes, it is Sex And The City for the Millennial Hipster SWPL Generation. My point is, she just came out with that Ridiculous pro-Obama ad, comparing Voting to Losing Your Virginity, and you want it to be with a Real Good Guy, one who Understandz Murdererz. OKAY! Cuz I’m SURE she spreads her uterus and 455 and casts her votes only for Good Guys Gregz!!

http://www.amren.com/news/2012/10/obama-video-compares-voting-to-losing-virginity/

Dr Hulda Clark believes most illness, including cancer, is caused by parasites and bacteria and toxins and worms and trace amounts of metals in your body. You can kill the bugs with a “Zapper” and also take steps to eliminate the metals and toxins which get into your body. I looked up “Chronic Fatigue” and “Depression” and lo and behold there’s WORMS that are responsible. WORMS. Now I found out about Dr Clark thru the “notorious” conspiracy website educate-yourself.org but this is the new “kick” I’m starting. It’s more fun and interesting than TV for godssakes. Henry Makow. Illuminati. Zionism. http://www.henrymakow.com/committee_of_300.html  Committee of 300. The 300 core members of the Illuminati, the new world order. bernake, blankfein, george soros, al gore, tons of rothschilds and rockefellers of course, hahaha. George HW Bush but not W. Bill Clinton but no Barry. Rothschild Group is hiring for a FT Admin Asst in WashDC hahahaha now that would be a sweet job to get.

Rejection Day 26: Sad and Demoralizing Dream, very Gloom and Doom sort of Day following. Maybe it Comes and Goes, Ebbs and Flows, Up and Down so you can actually feeeeeeel worse a following day because it’s not a straight constant negative slope hahaha. Googled “business vs engineering” and am today leaning more towards business than engineering. prob cuz I’m not a big tryhard, I hate skool, skool is for faggots. BUT: I’m SMARTER than the Avg Biz Major, and WAY More “introverted” ie Antisocial, Spergy, Creepy, Engineery, better in math. but those arrogant spergy TRYHARD engineers annoy me too. But who’s the bigger FAGGOTS. Probably Biz people. Just cuz I prefer Introverts to Extraverts. Days like this, I take a page from my BUDDY Firepower and say, “Better To Light A Candle Than Curse The Darkness!” (The first time I heard this phrase, it was in that J00movie “Raising Arizona”, which I like very much BTW).

It’s not just that 30 year old murdererz are older-looking and higher-number than Younger Wimminz, it’s that they’re CRAZIER and EVILER. Pretty hard to get all excited over THAT. Now, say what you will about Prof Henry Makow’s Conspiracy “nuttiness”, but he started out as a bit of an MRA and fought the feminist pigs at Univ of Winnipeg, where he WORKED before offending their sensitive sensibilities, and wrote a very Reasonable article about Natural Heterosexuality, and made the interesting argument that Men want LOVE, and Women want POWER, and they enter a very natural social contract to get what they want from each other, make an even exchange. Then Wimminz insisted on making their own power through their careeeeeeeeeeeerz; and now we have a lot of faggy men with reduced power who are more and more desperate for Love but don’t have the Power to bargain for that love, so, a Generation of Fagz. The End.

Note to self, read Makow’s articles on Feminism, Wimminz, Heterosex here: http://www.savethemales.ca/archives-subject.html and then read the Zionist and NWO stuff when in the mood for conspiracy stuff hahaha.

If a Murderer gives you a Hard Time about you reading Racist Websites, or being a Creep, or saying the word “Faggot”, Calmly smirk and remind HER of all the C0x she’s taken of guys who said Faggot ten times worse than you, the cox she’s taken of Racist Bullies who beat-up gays and blacks just because they were gay or black, Wimminz Swooning for Raepists and Murdererz, and then soon enough becoming Murderers themselves and “Rationalizing” it all away. And YOU’RE the “Creepy” one because you call a fag a fag sometimes! OooooKay!

Not a MATERIALISTIC man by any stretch, but the one luxury I Do Demand and Appreciate is a Nice SAUNA or Sweat Lodge. I get a RAGING HARDON just THINKING about a Nice SHVITZ in the SAUNA.

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TRANSCENDENT ATMOSPHERIC DEPRESSIVE NON-SUICIDAL ANTILEFTIST EPIC ETHNONATIONALIST TRIUMPHANT WAGNERIAN NEOPAGAN CHRISTIAN LIGHT BLACK METAL

THANK YOU TO ROBERT STARK AND SDAEDALUS for the Follows! These people are “KINDA” A Big Deal, and I would advise them to strictly “manage expectations” hahaha. If you want Smart, Informed, “Pointy-Headed” Race-Conscious Or Ultraconservative Writing, try The Occidental Observer or Counter-Currents or any number of wonderful places (I’ve not given nearly enough praise for TOO!) My own FlogBlog exists mainly to selfishly scratch my Writing Addiction!

Also Try not to email me for the next couple months, as I have let that get real backed up and don’t know when I’ll get back to it. Maybe Thanksgiving or CHRISTmas/Saturnalia time. That applies to the whole world too, I am in Hermit Mode now. Just Blindly Flogging for Fun’n’NoProfit, trying to keep Narcissism at 49% or under, no promises, been grumpy lately. I even take back what I said in a(n unpublished!) post about Mr Stark sounding slightly “spergy” –  I admire Your GOOD WORK and plan on listening to a lot more of Your shows!

Long Post Warning: 998 Words. Just pretend it’s 700.

And Happy Halloween, and Wimminz (aka “Murdererz”, wait til you see the full brunt of this Upcoming Nomenclature Shift) remember: Dress like a wh0re ONCE, even if just for “fun”, then a wh0re you will Always Be! Slippery Slope! Myself, I was thinking of Going As Bernanke, Blankfein, Rothschild, or Zoggerberg this year, try one of those instead. NONSEXUAL Costume. NOT SEXY/SEXUAL. Maybe Merlin Miller. Not to associate him with those others one bit! I Gotta do some Research on him.

It is IMPERATIVE that I address the idea of Marxist/Leftist Anti-Israel-ness. For example, Jewish Social Justice Activists at Elite SWPL Universities Who Have Social Justice Activists, who correctly recognize the Oppressive Brutality of The State Of Israel towards The Palestinians, and then call for “Divestment” and Not Supporting Israel and all that. How does this fit in? Whose side are these people on? Are They Useful Idiots Running Interference and Not Even Realizing It? Certainly we can agree that all the usual suspects of marxist causes they champion (decadence, multiculturalism) are bad, but did they happen to get something right for once with all the anti-israel stuff? maybe, maybe not, I must Do Homework.

Decided to break out the old geetar and practice one of my Go-To Songz, “Jesu, Joy Of Man’s Desiring” by J.S. Bach. Fun and satisfying to play. In my New Phase of Born-Again Religious Devotion, I interpreted the song as A Prayer of Thanks To God, which, IMHO, it accomplishes beautifully; and then I tried to think of music that also Joyously and Thankfully Praises God in a similar way, NOT in the Corny-Ass way of Modern Church Music, NOR the super-solemn stuff of Old Church Music (that latter I DO enjoy greatly, particular Monks Chanting; see below for a Hypothesis on Prayer Music both Sad and Happy via Black Metal). So I wanted something Serious, but not Solemn or Sad. Cause sometimes You’re BEGGING God for strength to help you through the proverbial Valley of Tears, but other times, you want to give thanks for the gift of life, because you really don’t have it THAT bad, ya whiny crybaby. Unless you DO, and MANY people do. Sucks to be them! Try to help them out if you can.

If you’re a True Believer, that helps you be a Real True Tryhard with your Education, like really Religiously Studying Your Flashcards and Religiously doing your Unpaid Internships, so you can have an “easier” (though it’s not really “easy” because you’re Trying and Working HARD!) time finally getting the careeeeeeeer than the Cynical Red-Pill Dweller who thinks Educationz are a SCAM. If you think The Whole System is BS, you won’t work as hard, you won’t try as hard, you won’t bust your 455 on Unpaid Internships, and then you’ll ultimately never get that Cushy Cubicle Job: Steady Work, Full-Time Work, Average Income, Health Care, Maybe a Retirement Plan, Probably not Job security, Prob not Overtime, but it’ll be Steady Work while it lasts and you won’t destroy your back or body and become addicted to Opiates, or working with Tuff Guys who want to Knife you like in a Prison Gang, you’ll just have to deal with Stupid Wimminz TALKING, and that is certainly better than getting a knife in the back from a Felon, getting Mesothelioma, or Being in Constant Tortuous Pain for the rest of your life. Then you can install a Tread-Desk and PRETEND to “Work”, while really just reading and blogging, smile and nod your head while all the Murdererz around you get older and fatter and stupider, and you can be ever more happy and thankful you aren’t Enslaved to one of them!

One commercial for a Local “Public” University said “Don’t think of it as 4 years of school, think of it as The Four Years of Crucial Experience That Is Preparing You For That First Interview.” I thought that was pretty telling. Can readily be interpreted two ways, guess which way I chose haha.

So, business it is. Where does The Introverted Businessman have the best odds. Probably Accounting. Accounting it is. Or Quantitative Finance. Wanna PROVE I’m SMART enough to Pass Hard Maths, which I AM, just don’t want to WORK as HARD as an ENGINEER. Need a career where you can call people faggots all day. But Not do Body-Breaking Physical Labour with Violent Felonz. BUT: NON-Body-Breaking Manual Labor with NONviolent Felonz is A-OK, note!

So how’s this. Transcendent Atmospheric Black Metal that captures both the Depths of Despair, a more honest version of “Depressive” black metal, where the end goal is not (always) Suicide, as it is in DSBM, but some sort of Happy Ending, whether that’s giving Praise to God, or Becoming Your Own Ubermensch God, culminating in something very Triumphant and Wagnerian. But Atmospheric, Epic, and fairly Raw/Organic/Unfaggy Black Metal will be the Main Palette here from which this music is “drawn.” Healthy Dash of Race-Consciousness thrown in there too, and Anti-Leftism. Light as Well as Darkness, though it’s strange to think of “Light” Black Metal. Unless you’re Alcest with his Fantasy Happy Land, hahaha, but I do kinda like that. Christian Black Metal giving Praise To The JewGod, now THAT doesn’t sound corny!

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