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ROBERT BORK R.I.P.; BEING A NECKBEARD DWELLER IS WORTH NEVER GETTING PVSSY; CHRISTIANITY IS A WH!TE RELIGION

ok this is MUCH closer to the Average Length I would LIKE to have for posts. YOU’RE WELCOME!

Very Likely ONE of the Reasons Modern Western Men have become Feminized is that there’s NO REASON, NO INCENTIVE to BE MANLY, similar to how there’s No Benefit for a Man to get Married. If you are a Manly Man then people are gonna try to find a way to Exploit That Manliness, which left many Manly Men Spent and Broken and Dead just for Doing the Heretofore-Right-Thing. But now that Wimmin, Employerz, and Gummint are increasingly like Anti-Male Mercenaries, maybe those F@ggy Betas became F@ggy Betas not just because of their Emasculating Single Momz and Skools, but because they saw little hope for them as adults and said “F00K THIS SH!T, BEING A NECKBEARD DWELLER IS BETTER THAN BEING AN HONEST HARDWORKING MAN, MIGHT EVEN BE WORTH THE TRADEOFF OF PVSSY.” But then as a 20 year old virgin, the frustration starts boiling over, and they shoot up skools.

One “compromise” is what I spoke of above, where you just PRETEND to be manly, just enough to get pvssy, and then you spent the rest of your time being a slacker video gamer dweller, hahahaha. Actually this might not be so bad if you can do something honorable, like take care of your Parents in their old age, pay them back for all they’ve done for you. That would be pretty HONORABLE THUS MANLY. Perhaps This Generation has to “Redefine Masculinity,” hahahaha. Yes I KNOW how F@GG0TTY that term is. NO, not Redefine Masculinity that it’s ok for men to cry and ask for help and be feminized, but redefine as in, Be A Man, but don’t let yourself get SCREWED from your manliess. Don’t GIVE your manliness away for Nothing, as thousands of men have before, like millions of Wimmin give their Pure Femininity Away Today. Heh. This is why I like Entrepreneurship. GO AHEAD, BE A 35 Year Old Video Gamer Basement Dweller, BUT you can STILL B4NG Prime Of Youths, NOT be a Fat Neckbeard, have some self-respect, take care of your REAL Family, Make the Basement Look Good, AND try to get Your Own Business Going and Make Monay. In A Way, Entrepreneurship Is A Way of Going Your Own Way.

While I’m proudly confessing my Race Treason, A HUGE song for me lately has been “Jungle Boogie” by Kool & The Gang. There is nothing about that song that is not all about fetishizing miscegenation, from the exhortations to “GET DOWN, GET DOWN!”, and the blubbering ape-noises, and the “SEXY” main hook. Lawd! Lawd! But you can blame 19-year-old BKC for listening to P-Funk and being bit by the Funk Bug. Also blame Seth MarxFarlane for the “American Dad” episode where Stan gets addicted to crack and every time he’s fiending it plays “Jungle Boogie” while little crack pipes bounce in his eyeballs.

even the speakers were not that bad! Jeez.

How’s this for defense of my weak Christianity, the ironic thing being I’m not even Hugely Devout. I go to Church regularly but not very enthusiastically, and occasionally read and watch religious stuff. Anyway: JUDAISM IS A JEWISH RELIGION, WHEREAS CHRISTIANITY IS A WHITE RELIGION. Even IF Christianity is Inherently Jewish, Even IF Europeans were originally pagan, as of RIGHT NOW, most White Europeans are Christian or come from A Christian background. Most Whites are Christian in other words. (Not saying most christians are white though, although at a time they were!) My argument is, Varg Vikernes shouldn’t be such a Big Meanie Against CHRISTIANS, because I argue a Christian call STILL be Antizionist and they can still be friendly to pagans and respect the pagan roots of europeans. Although MANY Christians ARE Zionist and do not respect pagans, so I FEEL ya Varg, but NACALT!!!

Hmm ROBERT BORK just appeared on FOX NEWS, he’s too SERIOUS and Non-neocon to be on FNC. It seems he has DIED. That sucks! Well he was pretty old. But I’m “pretty sure” he was a True Con not a Ziocon/Neocon.

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“I’M GONNA STICK MY C0CK SO FAR UP YOUR 4SS IT COMES OUT YOUR MOUTH!”

[Dec 16 2012: experimenting with this experiment where I do a revival of my PREVIOUS BLOG, which was not horrible. Might announce name of it later. Now I already have Too Many Posts, but I’m just playing around here. No need to throw baby out with bathwater re Old Blog. Once in a great while I might Grecycle myself.  The old blog had posts that were way too long, like 5000 words hahaha. I tried to force myself off of F4gg0t Navel-Gazing and 4ss-Spreading by writing in the third person “BKC” after a while, but that didn’t really work, and nowadays I figure just be more “honest” about my Opinions and use “I”. 6,  halfdozen. I also did not censor the swears like I do in this one so the kiddies can read and learn, and so I don’t get Busted by the Antiracist ThoughtPigz.

February 25, 2011

is when I Hurt The World (tm some Metal Review) with THIS post entitled that provocative title of this post. Of course the original post was 6000 words, I’ll try to keep this to 600. Excerpts. not COST (tm Ryu) you too many minutes of your time that could be spent with your Children. Unfort this one’s gonna COST you about NINE minutes (4SlowADDReaderzzz.) Make Honest Effort (In New Year!) to keep them more around THREE minutes. Current Notes/Comments in [Square Bracketz!] ]

BKC wished there were a Burzum 2 he could listen to when he’d listened to all the Burzum he could handle. Like Varg Vikernes’s Engineer Brother had HIS own Black Metal project. What was the Relship like between Varg and his Brother? The Father was suspiciously absent, and the Mother seemed pretty Domineering. Varg seemed closer to his mother and quite distant from his father. They had apparently separated when he was a child. BKC hoped the mother didn’t take the father to the cleaners.

$175 an hour with an actually ATTRACTIVE white girl – with Pictures –  in her mid-20s? SIGN BKC UP! BKC figured it would be more like $300 a half-hour at the LOWEST, with a HORRIBLE METH WH0RE.  Of course the pictures could be fake, but still….  This was not like the Fat Black Trannies in the Back Pages of the Weekly. BKC kicked a few extra dollars into his “Other” Fund.

When it came to the B!tches, being SHORT was even WORSE than being Out Of SHAPE, or UGLY. SHORT was the Kiss Of Death. It automatically made you appear more Beta than you really were. Women HATED Shorts. You had to work your 4SS off to Pull if you were Short. If you were short and ugly, you could blame your lack of pulling on you being Ugly. However if you were Short but Strikingly Handsome, like BKC was, then you knew exactly how Powerful Shortness was. Thing was, BKC didn’t even inherently dislike Shortness. He totally was comfortable with himself being Short. But the B!TCHES! B!TCHES thought it made you SODINI or something! They HATED and FEARED Short! Shortophobics!

BKC Officially Recommended Varg Vikernes to start a POLITICAL CAREER. You know. Run for OFFICE in Bergen. Start out small. Baby Steps. Or become a Party Consultant/Organizer or something, for whatever Right-Wing party represented his Views the best.

Burlesque was the new Roller Derby was the new Suicide Grrlz. It was always “The More Things Change, The More They Stay The Same” with these Hipster CvmSlvts.

Being Tall Was The Trump Card of Male Attractiveness, “Male Attractiveness” itself in general being The Trump Card of Pulling, over Wealth and Social Status and even Confidence. Tallness Determines Attractiveness Determines Alphaness. Take two men of equal handsomeness in the face and body, but say one is taller than the other. With every marginal inch of Tallness, Ease-Of-Pulling (i.e., Demand) increases Exponentially. Take two Equally-Facially-Handsome men of say, 5’7″ (very short) and 6’2″ (officially Sexy Tall; but not Freakishly so.) The Tall man will be AT LEAST 100x More In-Demand than the Short man. The Short man will have to Work His B4lls Off to pull the Mere Table Scraps of the Tall Man, who Pulls 8s-10s like Shooting Fish In A Barrel. Of COURSE it’s not fair. But what “equalizes” things a BIT is the Huge Downward Aging Curve for Women that BKC had mentioned many times before. But that doesn’t equalize things between the Tall and Short Men, just between “Men” and “Women”. Hmm.  (BKC’s Database Class was forcing him to think of everything in terms of “Entities.”)

Men got exponentially less pleasure out of “Going Hogging” (i.e., banging women they did not find attractive just because it was WAY easier) than Women did by Banging Shy or Short or Beta-Orbiter Men, because, all things being equal, these Betas were usually muchhhhhh more Attractive than the Hogs. All Women had just gotten F00king Greedy As F00ck. Sense of Entitlement. BKC even predicted that Men got less pleasure out of Banging Paid Prostitutes than the women did when “debasing themselves” to Pitybang a Beta Orbiter.

The beauty part is, since Bl0wing is TECHNICALLY “Sex” (“Oral Sex”, even though Women don’t consider it “sex”), you can use it as kind of a SHOEHORN for you to get all other kinds of s3x: PIV, PIA. Just be like, well, b!tch, we’re already PRACTICALLY there already, I mean my D!CK’S in your MOUTH, and them boom. “These Doors Gonna Swing Wide.” “Door’s Open, Boys! Yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee-haw!”

BKC just didn’t see the point to women. The Attractive ones weren’t any fun to Be Around because they were always being Cvnts and B!tches and Slvts and Talking about Stupid Stuff. If they weren’t Sexing You, they were absolutely worthless. The Unattractive ones were probably more Decent, Good People, but then you had to suffer Rejecting them into your own LJBF-Friendzone because they would fall in love with you for spending time with an Unattractive Woman; and, being an Ethical Alpha Man, BKC did not like to String Broads Along like that. Unilaterally. The trick was, just use game to Bang the Attractive Ones, then get the HELL out of there ASAP. Build-Up your own Personal Harem of 20-30 Attractive B!tches so you can Bang On-Demand and not get Bored, or Trapped, or Dumped.

[I was trying to make a point by intentionally using the word “b!tch” so much, hahaha. and it IS a pretty powerful and often accurate word, might bring it back!]

There was a controversial article by “Kay Hymowitz” (hehehehe) in the WSJ doing the typical Narcissislut Whining about Peter-Pan Men who refuse to “MAN UP.” [Time Machine! Remember THAT, Manosphere!] Note: When a Narcissislut tells men to “MAN UP”, that is textbook “Shaming Language”: she is upset that these men are Going Their Own Way and are rightfully finding Modern Women to be too Crazy and Unreliable to do anything with but Pump And Dump, and so then Modern Women Whine about “Where have all the good men gone?” and 30 year old men who would rather play xbox than be Henpecked by a Narcissistic, Castrating Broad. The WSJ apparently had a lot of quasi-MGTOW type comments, comforting, because that was more of a “Conservative, Traditional, Non-Liberal” paper than the New York Slimes, [I was not aware of “Neocons” in early 2011 haha] which would have been a better place for that article. Although BKC gave it a quick read and Hymowitz was actually marginally less man-blaming than the sensational title and pictures of the article and her book would have you think. Men Take Forever To Grow Up Because It Takes FOREVER to get through f00king GRAD SCHOOL and get a f00king BIGBOY JOB, B!TCHES. Not all guys Never Get Rejected, so it takes them longer than age 22 to get their f00king PhD, because their PhD is not handed to them on a golden platter, B!TCHES. They face Glorious, Grateful, Character-Strengthening Rejection from Jobs, Careers, Grad Schools, Internships, WOMEN, etc, and so thus they HAVE to play video games to pass a little bit of that rejection-time and assuage the Crippling Depression of Constant Rejection, B!TCHES. And being a Winner At WoW is way better than getting Rejected by Everything and Everyone in Real Life, B!TCHES. B!TCHES. B!TCHES.

Men Were Getting Smarter. They were finally wising up to the Inglorious, Hamstery Hypocrisy Of All Women. Men were realizing the difference between Bullying, Shaming Language and legitimate criticisms. So it took you until age 30 to finish your master’s degree. Does that really make you a Failure At Life? Does that really Justify All Women In Not Tingling For You? Believe Men: As soon as you “Man Up” and concede to All Women’s Demands, you’re just becoming a Mangina and giving them another thing to NOT-tingle for you about: “Oh, he’s too submissive because he only manned-up when I told him too. And it wasn’t even True Manning-Up. That was just B!tchy, Bullying, Shaming Language. And he fell for it. Where Are All The Real Men?”

Here’s another Great Hypocrisy: Women Want Graduate-School-Graduate Career Men, yet a lot of the Feminizing Liberal Claptrap spewed in The University serves to NEUTER Men, which TURNS-OFF even the College-Educated WOMEN!!! (Although the Women might be somewhat loath to admit this, or maybe not, because They could Have It Both Ways: “We want everyone to go to college and get good college jobs, but the college environment that is sexy to us makes men unsexy, but we still want ‘fried-ice’, the liberal swpl socially-conscious college-educated guy with a good job who isn’t TOO sensitive but also isn’t Too Wall-Street.” Because in the Modern World it was GOOD to CELEBRATE the HYPOCRITICAL AMBIVALENCE in your own attitudes, values, and personality!!!

B!TCHES!!!

So, men were Getting Smarter; more men were starting to GTOW than even MGTOW even realized; men didn’t hate women women for being Filthy Animals, but for being Filthy-Animal HYPOCRITE B!TCHES who said one thing and did the opposite, and who were essentially selling this entire generation, if not the human race, down the f00king river. No, the human race as a whole was much more resilient, and would eventually experience a Bounceback, or a pendulum-swing if you will, but this generation’s men were going to be the Big4ss Victims who had to Face Women At Their Worst so Future Generations wouldn’t have to.

Besides, it took some men a few years to realize how big of a Racket College was, and to Respond To The Racket and get their Career Started. Or some men may have been Funneled into College where it would not provide the best ROI, because it was such a big Racket; and they personally would have developed their lives a bit quicker through other routes, such as the Military or Trade School. These Unsure Boys do NOT need the Emasculating, Career-Delaying effects of The Big-Business University Masquerading as A Bastion of “Liberal Education”. Well, the “Education” was certainly Liberal, but the Real Bigboy world is NOT, despite the screeching of 22-year-old SWPL girls in NYC fee[eeeeeeeee]ling good about their first masters-degree entry-level job and then telling the world how great they feel about it. And making the world a better place because they wrote their Life Script to have a Meaningful Work/Life Balance.

SLURRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRPPPPPPPPPP!!!

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CRYBABY WHINING: THOSE WHO WON’T, BLOG

Stole that DIRECTLY from Firepower. Blogging Gilded Cage pt 1.

Roosh V Forums: working in the Canadian Oil Sands (Edmonton ALB?)  “6 figures in 6 months”

http://www.rooshvforum.com/thread-9826.html

Obvious OIL is an industry where there’s a lot of money, follow the money, usually find jobs. Might be a good job idea for MGTOWs, or for ppl who like to get best ROI, or for lazy underachievers who would prefer to work real hard for 6 months and then just milk the money rather than working hard 100 hours a week till death.

I would live in a Man Camp, work 16 hours a day, 6 months at a time. If it sucked THAT BAD I’d just do it once. Obv there are a lot of Drinkers/Drug Users / Juggalos get into this, I would be nice to them but not use those destructive substances of course, just mind my own business and work and then save/invest a lot of the money, use rest to buy “cheap” car, “cheap” place in country with no neighbors, a few tech toys, some musical stuff, startup capital for biz, etc. maybe take “cheapest” online classes. maybe get a nice dog. I don’t “hate people”, I just really LIKE the idea of having a HOME to RELAX in that’s 50 yards from nearest neighbor. Basically where I can play DRUMS whenever I want & not get complaints, but not SO isolated that I wouldn’t have ANYBODY nearby in case of emergencies. Drive a Toyota Camry or Ford Focus or some ridiculous “consumer reports most efficient, reliable, bang for yr buck” car ever.

Pref in an area that doesn’t snow, doesn’t hurricane or flood, doesn’t have jungle-caliber insects, hahahahahahaha.

Only just now (Aug 2, 2012) realizing the importance of Mencius Moldbug. Heard about him for a few years, never really read. So he’s real smart, reads $500 worth of books a month, good writer, writes (wrote) a lot of posts, and realllllly long book-length posts. The blog is a real long Book.

Just bc it’s LONG doesn’t make it IMPORTANT, but bc it’s Smart, Interesting, & Informed does!

When I can get some relief from my Overbearing S3x-Addiction, I find it very compelling. Printing out at least 10 pages to put in my “Red Pill Book.”

I’m in “survival mode”, my excuse for not being super intellectual. Not satisfied with where I am yet, what I’m doing, view self as unhappy and unhealthy, so that I’m REALLY not at the top of my Mental Intellectual Game, and really quite stressy and anxious and overemotional. Now I am working to improve all that, and I expect my Stuff will get better-thought out as I Fix these Personal Problems, and indeed I still like to play around with some pseudointellectual stuff, I just can’t get as DEEP into it as a more “healthy” person would.

Examples of stuff that would greatly improve my health, ie, “complete” me, make me “at the top of my game” : simple! getting a better (Bigboy) Jerb, improving my Rotation to an Avg 8, getting in good Shape, getting a nice quiet place like I mentioned above, making better progress on my Science degree / careeeeeeer (though I don’t require it to be meeeeeeeaningful, just bigboy!)

So you can see why GAME is moreso my focus now than “Political Science,” haha. It’s serving a very Basic and I would say Fundamental “Need.” (Actually a Cripplingly Strong Want. A Crypto-Need or Pseudoneed if You will.)

http://books.google.com/books?id=gfm_k2drxCoC&printsec=frontcover&dq=how+to+talk+to+anyone&source=bl&ots=nE3dSncZCz&sig=uOhAOyn1OCYT8hulsmA4Yzab8pg&hl=en&sa=X&ei=3uYaULfxDcHXqgGeroDYDg&ved=0CD4Q6AEwAQ#v=onepage&q=how%20to%20talk%20to%20anyone&f=false

Larry King, “How to Talk to Anyone, Anytime, Anywhere”, on Google Books. Update: some reviews say this is more of an “Autobiography” than a legit Making Conversation For Dummies book.

Social Skills. Talking to people. I’m fine being an Introvert, but there is def SOME Social Anxiety in there. MILD, not moderate, haha. Not all Introverts have Soc Anx. I’d say maybe 30%-50% Do. They are not the same thing obv. But both can be bad.

Was just thinking Social Anxiety is The Dreamkiller (Tom Leykis refers to Wimminz as Dreamkillers) because bad enough SocialAnx can REALLY screw you up on INTERVIEWS. Then you NEVER get a good job, then you become a permanent failure. It goes without saying that you never get Young Tail, bc that involves even better Social Skills than doing a good interview. And someone with No Job and No Tail is gonna be a damn unhealthy loser.

You’d have to do REAL good in a technical degree to prove you have strong tech skills to compensate for your weak social skills. Also, some severe SocAnx people can’t even get through COLLEGE. Boom. InstaLoser. Genetic DEAD END. Loser At LIFE.

So you could be potentially really smart & competent, but you end up being a TOTAL LOSER IN EVERY WAY just because of ANXIETY. PATHETIC.

Nydwracu’s style can get a little tuff if that’s all you read. He’s always ON in that mode, full-on smartypants. I greatly enjoy him, but Moldbug is more “fun” and approachable.

It’s a somewhat empowering feeeeeeeeling when an attractive young girl OBVIOUSLY is Into You, it’s like they’re playing their own version of Girl Game with you, they find YOU attractive, and they’re clearly SIGNALLING it to you, saying “You can do no wrong, everything you say is interesting and funny, and I’m going to let you Bang me soon.” And then you do. And then hopefully the wimminz doesn’t go CRAY. Point is, this is an exceedingly rare thing for Avg Betas. Happens maybe once or twice in their lives that they don’t have to WORK like that. That, or the wimminz that likes them is Not Attractive.

Maxim: All Wimminz would do well to remember this FACT. For the Vast Majority of men, Actual Sex is  an INFrequent  AND  UNEnjoyable Activity.

Corrolary (heheh idea of “Corrolaries” and “Maxims” stolen from Heartiste) : The more Frequent and Enjoyable The Average Man’s Fantasy Sex Life, the less Frequent and Enjoyable becomes his already-infrequent and unenjoyable Actual Sex Life.

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ESTHER VILAR: “THE MANIPULATED MAN”

videos of ms vilar discussing book; interviews; other work. 1000 wds on book and book alone.

love to hear her thoughts on The Modern Age. TMM written EARLY 1970s, right after Women’s “LIB” had started. Lot has changed since this mentality has sunk in for 2 generations. Compare w CCarousel, women only want Alpha Personalities – Under-30 MILLIONAIRES have trouble getting women just bc they’re DORKY. WTF?? What would Vilar say. (“millionaire matchmaker” Real Mendacious TV; but leads into Game Discussion that Male Charisma CAN outweigh Career/Financial Success if guy’s too Spergy) TMM argues women only care about men’s Money & utility & how they can be exploited as workhorse. Def similar to what Barbarossaaaa & Stardusk & John The Other say. I believe it, but there’s OTHER angle MUST be considered:  young women sowing wild oats WHILE working on career, no time or desire to be “tied down”, want to have career first, and F-Buddies for the Sex Needs, ruin Youthful Man-Magnet powers jumping from C0ck to c0ck; thing is, these c0cks don’t need to be RICH or RESOURCE-PROVIDING, rather, moreso, phys attractive AND/OR BOLDLY CHARISMATIC.

Would LOVE for Vilar to write sequel re The Modern Woman.  original book SPOT ON, but now only 50% appropriate as there’s A New Type of Woman, the kind who sees self almost AS a man, can do anything man can do better, obsessed with WORK and CAREER and ACHIEVEMENT and providing for self and “not needing a man”, when Vilar sez, in 1971, all women are stupid and lazy and will memorize textbooks enough to start a career, but ultimately want a man to work for them and provide so they can be lazy, sit on 455 all day, devote time to TRUE ambition: their SELVES. Vanity, narcissism.

Today, work/career/competing-with-men is PART of that narcissism. Women more attuned to “The Sexuality of Men” than Vilar suggests, she says women have very low libido, use this as position of power to control men, don’t really care about men’s looks or personality so long as they EARN and PROVIDE and ENABLE; all men look pretty much the same, even ugly men vs handsome men. Walter Matthau vs Rock Hudson her examples. Women don’t LOOK at men or appreciate men’s looks, only other women.

I argue this needs to be expanded for Modern. Now Women DO care more about men’s Looks AND men’s personality. Personality is MOST important: will compensate for bad looks and EVEN for no money. Alpha ATTITUDE that matters MOST in Pulling Young Tail. Is Vilar still ALIVE? (Yes.)

Often looked at jacket photo to establish “connection” with author of these powerful words. Something I do with good books. She was about 35 or 36 when book published 1971, orig in German, 1972 English trans. didn’t think so old. Born1935 Argentina, German parents, (WW2 influence? Jewish??) “studied as physician”, went back Germany 1960s study psych and sociology. Marxist Fields of course but her Medical Training redeems her IMHO, enables her to cut thru Marxist Morass. interesting life/woman, & what brings a woman to write such a book just as Feminism was really BEGINNING?& Why didn’t she write more books re Insidious Influence of Feminism INCREASING to this very day? Early death?

nope.

http://www.amazon.com/Esther-Vilar/e/B001IZTEA8/ref=sr_ntt_srch_lnk_5?qid=1338048096&sr=8-5

born “Katzen.” YEP THOUGHT SO LULZ. But not in the Bad way, if THAT makes any sense hahaha.

“Argentine-German PLAYWRIGHT.” Wrote a novel in 2009. wrote “The Polygamous Sex” after TMM, supposedly more serious and “sober”, less of a “POLEMIC” than TMM, so you knew she was not SATIRE or PARODY or IRONIC. “misogyny” in TMM (eg, “Women are STUPID PIGS!”) is SO Blatant, it’s understandable to question her sincerity – writing like THAT just doesn’t get PUBLISHED if actually SINCERE!  “Polygamous Sex” is about how men have The Right to cheat on Women, sounds good to me! WAY OOP, 88$ for paperback!!

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Esther_Vilar

Still alive.

http://www.theabsolute.net/misogyny/vilar.html

Nice page on Kevin Solway’s classic “Misogyny Unlimited” w Vilar’s 1998 preface to re-release of TMM. NICE. Squarely puts her in MRA camp, but doesn’t address more of the game / sex marketplace stuff I mentioned above. But she DOES mention The Sexual Marketplace in original book a BIT. Haven’t even finished haha. 60 pages in. (short book, 180 pages.) just doin notes for 1000 word “review.” Book’s MORE THAN important enough to warrant own post. shoulda read YEARS ago.   .01$ on amazon, ok, didn’t realise. ALL MRAs, buy, read, enjoy!

http://manboobz.blogspot.com/2010/11/esther-vilar-crazy-catty-lady.html

Manboobz’s cheap deflection of vilar as “crazy cat lady”.

http://dontmarry.files.wordpress.com/2008/08/the_manipulated_man.pdf

PDF of ENTIRE BOOK from Don’t Marry. NICE!

most Youtube stuff in German. But she looks better than on book jacket, where seems to have lazy eye. Nope, not really.

could have been POWERFUL True MRActivist had she wanted, but Ithink woulda been too much for her. Didn’t want to commit to The Lifestyle? Still don’t JUDGE her for it – MRAs ARE Despised & unpopular!

Men’s creativity limited by desire to SUBMIT to Female Approval. Men Want pv$$y and PRAISE from women SO DESPERATELY they WILFULLY give up FREEDOM.

Analyzing her args qua own life. Been obsessed w Young Tail for YEARS – has INTERFERED w my “natural male curiosity” or “Scientific ambition” such that I don’t really HAVE enough that curiosity – entire goal is GETTING YOUNG TAIL, Over and over and over, not as curious in science, politics, systems, The Universe. Well, THAT’s not true. Def care about analyzing POLITICS and EvolPsych and Sociology (nonMarxist haha), although interest has pu$$y COMPONENT bc it ALWAYS deals w WOMEN in one way or other: Feminism, MRA, Game, books like Vilar’s, etc. Always WOMEN INVOLVED. very HARD to truly GO OWN WAY & just FORGET about Pv$$y ALTOGETHER & become Great Scientist/Inventor. (Tesla, Newton) Wish I COULD! Proves Vilar’s Implication that Some Men FEAR True Freedom & WANT to be ENSLAVED!!!

Despite Young Tail OBSESSION, still not sure if JUICE WORTH SQUEEZE. Lifetime Of Hard Thankless “Soul-Destroying” (Vilar uses exact adjective!) Labor is not worth UNLIMITED access to YOUNG Tail, LET ALONE Limited Access to Disloyal, Disgracefully Aging Tail!

better to just sit around lazy unemployed loser – though u don’t get “pleasure” of trash tail, you DO avoid displeasure of throwing yr own life away. The RUB is when this man STILL can’t get Young Tail out of his MIND. Young Tail is the MINDKILLER. I should write THAT book, how to excise THAT obsession from Internal Mind.

Vilar presents SCATHING, SCABROUS, INCENDIARY INDICTMENT of Average Modern Western Woman – and Vilar ain’t seen NOTHIN yet in 1971!

Mild criticism, & perf understandable given 1971: Vilar portrays All Women as Cold, Calculating (but stupid) Frigid monsters who have NO interest in sex & use it ONLY to control man. I’d argue nowadays only 70% true; Avg Modern Western Wimminz prove that Women are JUST AS Cvmcrazy for bold, confident, powerful Alpha Males as We Men are Cvntcrazy for virginal 18-year-old girls. Naturally Avg Beta Males never SEE this Secret World & THINK AMWW are Frigid & controlling; Betas never wear the Ring Of Power to CONTROL women through WOMEN’s Limited-to-Alphas-Only Lust.

MUCH more ethical 2B Alpha Manipulating Women than Women Manipulating Man because: Alphas are ONLY manip YOUNG women for SEX, & for BRIEF period of TIME, while these men continue to live their lives, go own way, enjoy freedom, do meaningful, masculine life’s WORK. WOMEN manip MEN (ie avg beta men) so they can EXPLOIT/STEAL the men’s WORK for a LIFETIME, so women dont have to WORK. See? 9000X worse. QED.

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First Official Post Upon Starting New SemiOfficial Blog

A bit confused/overwhelmed by the WordPress Dashboard. Fair Warning: this is (prob) not going to be Great Writing. This will prob just be Quick And Dirty. With my last blog I tried to “refine” and “revise” and “proofread” and make the writing “strong” and “compelling” and “terse” but here I don’t plan on that right now, I’m just Rambling off the top of my head. Prob because what I really want to do is a YouTube channel but right now I haven’t figured out exactly how to disguise my voice.

Unlike my previous blog, The Evil Ebon Frigid Appendage Of Doom or something which I will not utter the exact name of, I would like to get back to using the First Person, because I don’t want to kid anybody that these are not My Opinions. I started using Third Person as a legit reasonable way to get away from the Navel Gazing Details That blog was heading towards, but that didn’t stop me from revealing Too Much about myself and about Others. Anonymity and Privacy is a Big Concern of The New Blog. Huge. I at least want to pretend like I am obsessed with my Career, and My Opinions and Weltanschauung are nothing if not Politically Incorrect, Offensive, and Career-Killingly Unemployable! So I am trying to make myself unidentifiable to any and all Future Employers. Career Is Survival.

I have always been quite narcissistic, so talking about myself is a pleasure and an end unto itself. But I’m not so narcissistic in Real Life, but I just said I would not talk about My Real Life…

…Other than that one of my main obsessions has been Young Tail (Pv$$y), and this obsession motivates much of my interest in Men’s Issues. I see Gamers mocking MGTOWs and MGTOWs mocking Gamers and thought that MY purpose within the Manosphere was to Bring All These Men Together. In my view, there’s no reason all these “Factions” within the Manopshere can’t get along and coexist peacefully. I don’t think Men should be shaming and attacking each other. All Men should be HELPING each other achieve their own personal goals, whatever they may be. Well, within reason of course, no violence or supersadism.

I am probably leaning more towards MGTOW at the moment because I like their serious talk about The Big Picture Of Men And Women, however I definitely lean more towards Game than any MGTOW. I personally think Heartiste is a great example of a guy that covers all the bases. The only problem is his and his commenters tendency to shame betas and game-deniers and possibly less game-oriented MRAs and MGTOWs. Because I think a lot of the Social and Biological stuff Heartiste talks about IS pretty compatible with MRA and MGTOW. In other words, Heartiste may actually be an MGTOW and not know it!

In short, men have no business attacking, shaming, and mocking other men, when we all in the Manosphere can agree that Feminism, Feminists, and The Modern Mainstream Woman produced by Feminist/Marxist/Statist influence: these are what we should be fighting, these are what MRAs, MGTOWs, and Gamers alike can agree upon as a common foe.

I probably have Adult ADD, Derpression, anxiety, borderline personality, narcissistic personality, avoidant personality, hysterical/histrionic, passive agressive, definitely Sex Addiction, Latent Substance Addiction, bla bla, I really should start Therapy with Dr Tara from A Shrink for men, hahaha. I am as Batsh!t crazy and Overemotional as the Average Modern Western Woman, quite ironic uh?

But sometimes I manage to get it together I suppose.

Rambling but that is what this new blog is about, you don’t have to LIKE it. I am openly an 455hole and will delete your comment if I really want to, hahaha. I say racist, sexist, and occasionally violent and abusive things, although I officially and openly disavow actual violence. I am aware that my nonserious usage of Violent Shock Humour might diminish the Legitimacy of my Serious concern for Men’s Issues, since I might be somehow Tainting these Good Men by association. This could become a serious problem, I’m well aware. However I want to have my cake and eat it too, which I often Criticise Modern Women for doing. I want to laugh at Women-Beating jokes and comics and then also come out and support valid MRA groups like A Voice For Men, and obviously all serious Men’s Groups disavow violence, like they should. My point is, I would never go into Paul’s House and start talking my trash, because he would Ban me, and he’d be Right to do so. However In BKC’s House, I will say whatever BS I want to.

However my Fundamental Moral Stance was solidified when, among other things, I watched “Three Guys One Hammer” one day and concluded that Violence Was Wrong, Immoral, and Evil. That in my mind was one of the mysterious ways The Lord works, and how any benevolent g-d could allow something like that. To Wake People Up to Real Evil.

Note that I am not a True Believer or Born Again anything, but Faith and Doubt and Religion are among my Interests. Recently my position has been that I’ve been annoyed by smug First-world Reddit Atheists, and I’ve been Going Back to reexamine the Religious Tradition in which I was raised.

First World Problems, yep. Oooooooo, Waaaaaaaaaah, “I have to get a job and work for a living like everyone else, woe is me, I don’t even have African Warlords mutilating my family, I’ll probably live to age 74, I don’t have cancer or aids but I’m not 100% Satisfied with the quality of TAIL I’m getting, waah waah waaah,” Yeah I love First World Problems. I got 99 First World Problems and a B ain’t one. Or maybe they’re all of them.

Point: I am interested in Survival and what We have to do to do it. Especially us smug educated privileged First Worlders, and how some of us can come from great backgrounds and then just throw it all away like Defective Total Losers, hahahahaha.

I am fully convinced Men Gain Value as they age, and Women lose value as they age. The Peak Age for Women is Early Twenties. All Women should get married at that time because that’s when they can pull the best possible man. And women should not be promiscuous before then (or ever.) Sexual Power is like the Ring of Power in Lord of the Rings. It can be used for good or for ill. Many if not most women use it for Evil. Or at least for Retarded, hahaha. Women should not be Promiscuous because They don’t have to Work to get C0ck, to have S3x with people they find really attractive. They just sit there and look pretty and early 20s and don’t act a B!tch.  With this power comes great responsibility, and I honestly don’t think I’d want it. I would not like to be tasked with such life-long, long-term decision making when I was in MY early twenties. In fact, in my own early twenties I made some terrible decisions which, in my late twenties, I’m still trying to recover from. The point is, being a man, and since these weren’t c0ck Carousel Spread My Uterus decisions, I CAN bounce back from them. In the Medium Term. Anyway. If A Young Women remains relatively Chaste and Pure and Innocent, then the Gift of her Young Pv55y to a man actually MEANS something, as It Should, because the Young Pvssy is nothing but the Gateway to the Uterus, where the great 9-month Sacrifice is made, and it SHOULDN’T be Thrown around willy-nilly like a horny man beating off 10 times a day to porn.

And when a Young Woman gives her Unbutthexed Uterus to a man, then he possibly CAN commit to that. Also C0Ck Carousel Carousing decreases a woman’s ability to Pair-Bond and commit to her man and to be Loving and Kind and Wifely and Motherly. So the Young Pure Girl falls head over heads in obsessional infatuational druglike oxytocin biochemical love with the man, the man says, well that’s nice of her, I can appreciate her radiant love and her radiant young body, and even as her body falls from graces and starts aging a few years later, he can hold the image of her When She Was Young and that will actually mean something. That she gave the Best Years of Her Life to HIM. And he will respect that by committing. Well ideally he could get a little action on the side too, if he wants.

Men are programmed to want to F everything that moves, to spread their seed, because they had a lot of seed to give and it was real easy to do so. Just Beat and Squirt and there it is. And since they were often being used as Fodder of some sort: going to war, being ripped to shreds by saber-toothed tigers, beaten to death by other men, falling off cliffs, working 24 hours a day until they dropped dead in the field before age 30, well, if they wanted to Leave An Heir they pretty much would have to bang anything that moved, any chance they could get, and chances were few and far between. Many men died hierless.

However, I don’t advocate for the SUPER-Traditional, Social Conservative view of White Knight Men who Work Their 455es off as Mere Utilities and Workhorses for Women. (Although I do believe Stay At Home Mothers are probably better for their children than Careerist Shrikes, hahaha.)

Anyway Women are NOT Biologically programmed to want to F everything the way men are, no matter how much Feministic Educators say that Men and Women are the same and all the differences between us are due to Social Programming alone. My perspective on this boils down to: Female Birth Control can only go so far. You can drive nature out with a pitchfork, but it only comes roaring back again, as the saying goes. (yes I’m well aware Tom Waits did not INVENT that figure of speech!) And even if you’re on female hormonal birth control, that CAN NEVER change the fact that you ARE female and that you HAVE a uterus and that you HAVE the CAPACITY/CAPABILITY/POSSIBILITY of getting pregnant in the first place. Men will never have uteri and will never know this possibility. Many women have been fooled into thinking they have absolute control over their uteri, but I think their Animal Brain can’t be fooled in the end. And because women have different Physical Endowments and Hormones and such, the experiences of their Sexual Lives will always be drastically different than men’s, and trying to fool them otherwise has had dramatically negative consequences in the Sexual Market and in Modern Hetero Relationsh!ts.

The Pill can keep you from Getting Pregnant Temporarily, but it doesn’t Keep Women from BeingThe One Single Sex Who CAN Get Pregnant.

Women can not have Casual Sex because Sex can never be just casual for Women. Women don’t just Squirt a L04d of EGGS out of their Cl!ts. They get 400 eggs per Lifetime and A Uterus than can be occupied for 9 months, let’s not forget the labor of the birthing process, etc. My point is not to be like “Ohhhh Gaia Earth Womb Goddess Of Fertility, Barf” but more like “This is a big RISK with substantial COSTS and SACRIFICES, so you better start ACTING like it.”

So when lots of women go around during their Peak Years having Casual sex, they’re essentially ruining themselves for life, and it’s no surprise that when they “Hit The Wall” by age 30 and the Biological Clock is ticking deafeningly loud and they wonder why don’t my Career and Cats and Casual Flings satisfy my Eternal Soul, well that’s the Nature coming roaring back, only now their bargaining chip in making the most of that deal has been vastly diminished by time and c0cks and cynicism and overinflated self-esteem and treating men as disposable and replaceable.

So I’m interested in Helping Men. Though I shame Betas SOMETIMES (not as bad as Heartiste or more Game-oriented people!), indeed, that I even USE terms like Alpha and Beta seriously does show my own ideological acceptance of Game Ideas which “more” MRA or MGTOW writers would call BS…..anyway I want to Support and Empower men, whether their goal is to Bang Young Tail, or to avoid getting raeped up the 455 in Divorce/Family Court, to not getting married in the first place, to going ghost and GYOW and living your life for yourself and just making the most of it, including surviving in a world where it can be really challenging to even survive in the first world because you made stupid mistakes when you were young and didn’t get a STEM degree and now you’re unemployable and living in your Mom’s Basement and a Shame to yourself and your family, and Invisible to Young Tail, hahahaha.

I don’t agree all the time with my favourite writers, bloggers, youtubers, who I will put on the sidebar, but I do agree with them most of the time. For example, Barbarossaaaa might not like Heartiste but I like them BOTH. Stardusk might disagree severely with Rocking Mr E, but I like them Both. This is what I mean when I say I want to be a Bridge-Builder within the Manosphere. HELL I Even Like Omega Virgin Revolt / The Black Pill, I like Alek Novy, I like all these men. I think as Manosphere Men, our similarities are a LOT more significant than our differences.

Bernard Chapin might be my greatest “influence.” I discovered him a few years ago and things have not been the same since.  (I supposed the same could be said of Heartiste, but I listen to Chapin more regularly and identify with him personally more.) I suppose a large part of that is due to Uncle Bern’s inimitable Male Charisma and Personality than comes across in his videos. I love it and will always have a Mancrush on him. More than anyone in the Manosphere, Chapin is the one guy I would most like to MEET. (Although Barbarossaaaa is gaining to second place, hahaha.)

I’ve said that I would love to see a Talk Radio Show featuring Lively Discussion amongst: Bernard Chapin, Barbarossaaaa, Girl Writes What, and Heartiste; and a bunch of callers too of course. I think Heartiste should accept his unofficial status as “A” Godfather of this “movement” and step out of the shadows and do something like that. And I think he and his crew should stop making fun of Other Men, and those Other Men (the more MGTOW and “game-deniers”) should stop hating Heartiste, because he DOES have a lot of important stuff to say. I also would like to see a Men’s Convention every year with Actual People like those mentioned above. It could be half feasting and partying, and half getting down to serious business and trying to come up with real solutions to Men’s Problems.

Ok that’s enough for now, I both indulge hedonistically in and partially am ashamed of my laziness and propensity to retire to bed early without doing enough Career Work, but I’ve got to get up early AND I would still like to squeeze in some A Voice For Men (really looking forward to hearing the Barbarossaaaa call-in that just recently happened, this is hopefully an example of the bridge-building I’m talking about, as I’ve often wished someone like Barbarossaaaa or Chapin or Heartiste would call in to AVfM, and I’m a big fan of Men Talking and Talk Radio and Actual Voices and Oratory and Speech and Conversations, as opposed to Writing and Reading Per Se, hahahaha.)

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On The Recent MRA/MGTOW/Manosphere Debate Re Relationships With Women

Clarification: MGTOWs such as Stardusk and Barbarossaaaa have lately taken issue with some things said by RockingMrE and especially his cadre of commenters. Let me first say that I am a big fan of RME, sure not as big of a fan as I am of Bernard Chapin, so I was a bit conflicted to see Barb and Star “going at” RME. I like all three and thought “can’t we all just get along.” I still stand by RockingMrE as an indeed Rocking MRA. It seems many of the criticisms levied by Barb/Star are more directed at RME’s commenters, and I’ve not read those threads yet.

As I understand it, IMHO, It SOUNDS like, at least from those two above vids from Star and Barb, that RME or “his camp” are really emphasizing NAWALT and talking about loving “ideal” hetero rels, and may be using a strawman or ad hominem to suggest that Star has “A Gaping Wound” due to alleged emotional drainage due to alleged recent bad rels, which he stated was not the case. But It’s important that he addressed what should be called “the gaping wound shaming tactic” because at root, it is a kind of shaming tactic: “your arguments are not valid because you’re just angry over personal events, and that’s clouding your judgment”, which I’ve seen used before against MGTOWs, marriage-avoiders, happy bachelors, etc.

If Briffault’s Law and the tendency of Female Hypergamy is at all valid, then it correlates that, although both men and women are self-interested as most organisms are, women are generally MORE self-interested than men, and will take advantage of men’s tendency to Sacrifice Themselves for the Benefit of Women, and of course NAWALT, but “NAWALT” is actually a deflection/strawman of the ACTUAL POINT, which is, women are, on average, more selfishly exploitative than men, and that The Modern Welfare State acts as a wealth and power transfer generally from men TO women and makes individual men all the more disposable in the everyday lives of women.

MGTOWs say it’s a bit unreasonable to hold out an example of a NARALT Rel, because men have a natural tendency to want to find the proverbial “needle in a haystack”, or as Star puts it, “a microorganism in the cosmos”, or as I might as “an atom in an ocean.” “So you’re saying there’s a chance.” Otherwise logical men will blindly ignore the cost/benefit difference in this case, when their time, energy, strength, resources, wealth, effort, brains etc could be MUCCHHHH more effectively used to further their OWN interests and goals.

Barb and Star also do a good job explaining that MGTOW does not mean “celibacy”.

And there’s the idea of “Team Woman” (Complementarian Loners?) and also Armageddon1115 on Youtube talked about something similar: Do self-proclaimed “anti-feminist” women WALK THE TALK, or do they implicitly support or not explicitly discourage Narcissistic Feminist Entitlement?

I still Like and Respect Rocking Mr E and could never see myself unsubscribing or stopping listen unless he were magically possessed by Hugo Schwyzer AND David Futrelle. But Star and Barb bring up some solid points that are too important to ignore. I myself still have some home for the “atom in an ocean”, although right now I abide by “guilty until proven innocent” and have learned to put my interests and goals first.

There’s nothing wrong with the “me first” concept, the problem is when people want something for nothing.

RME talks about “reciprocal altruism”, but Star counters that with: such a thing is definitionally impossible, and “MUTUAL REWARD” is more like it.

Ok I’m getting closer to STARTING A NEW BLOG where I post longer things like this basically. But the Twitter’s not going anywhere. Ideally I would use just twitter and a VLOG, a Youtube Channel with Me Talking and Ranting and Rambling in imitation of all my Youtube Heroes, because, right now, I believe oratory would be more effective than writing. For me, and for people like me. But again, privacy and anonymity would be even MORE at stake when you hear my voice. I of course would not show my face, but I would want to find a way to disguise my voice so a. it wouldn’t sound too ridiculously fake b. it couldn’t be reverse engineered to reveal my real voice and blackmail me out of any and all jobs for the rest of my life hahahahahah lololololol. http://tl.gd/h5083a

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THIS TWT IS AN UNOFFICIAL BLOG : Enlarging

I felt compelled, possibly divinely, to post a twitlonger as a way to develop, enhance, expound, expand, ENLARGE hahaha on the broad strokes made by my twitter. In keeping with the off the cuff microblogging approach of twitter, I would like to cut myself off at about 15 minutes and not check the spelling or whatnot. just real fast dump. this TLDR wall of text approach will also discourage any would-be career killers from reading too much and killing my (future, haha) career. As anonymity and privacy was one of the reasons I retired my previous Blog (almost a year ago!) but I do like writing bloggishly. The problem was that too many personal details had gradually crept in. The blog is still out there for people who are obsessionally infatuated in me and contains a ton of great non-personal commentary, but it is private and your email address has to be approved by me on an individual basis!

First, Men’s rights, Game, Misandry, manosphere issues. As an erstwhile Pv$$y Addict, I will be concerned with the “Micro”-Sexual issues of men vs. women for a long time to come, and here my arguments are in a large part formed in dialogue with the ideas presented by much better writers, namely Heartiste / Citizen Renegade / Roissy. This is not to say I am in 100% agreement with him or sheopleishly parrot all his ideas. But 70%? Probably!

Kinda stream of consciousness this will be. Now a full-blown MGTOW like Barbarossa views Heartiste as a lame “PICK UP ARTIST” and SLAVE to Pu55y. I’m not sure you could call Barb “anti-game”, and anti-game does get talked about a lot on Game blogs like Heartiste, and not favourably as You might surmise. A guy like Alek Novy, a notable “Anti-Gamer”, is ruthlessly mocked. I don’t think all this man-on-man mockery is superproductive to the manosphere as a whole. Can’t we all just get along? I really like Barbarossa but I really like Heartiste too. At least Heartiste isn’t lamely trying to SELL A PRODUCT, those are the guys I have very little respect for and would reserve the term “pick up artist” as a pejoriative for them. As opposed to guys who study and write on “GAME”, which I view as basically male/female attraction, male charisma and social power, what is “attractive”, mate values, sexual selection, the same thing Darwin talked about, drawing from evolutionary psychology, human bio diversity, softer and harder sciences alike.

Definition of terms can be problematic.

I might need 20 minutes, he11 this could be an hour but I dont WANT to go longer than 20 minutes so Im just gonna take a 1000 yard view.

My top manosphere guys have been largely Youtube fellows because I personally prefer listening to reading, although I like to read when I have the attention span. (In the middle of “America Alone” by Mark Steyn (total mancrush on his ridiculously charismatic personality!) and “Life at the bottom” by Theodore Dalrymple and a little of “Flipside of feminism” by Venker/Schlafly and “Why men are the way they are” by warren farrel and a bit of “Day bang” by roosh v and trying to start “The long march” by roger kimball, i think that’s all at the moment. I rarely FINISH books or read them cover to cover quickly. If I’m reading it will be those books, or blogs, namely heartiste, gucci little piggy / chuck rudd, in mala fide & ferdiand bardamu (waiting for that book man!), reddits, various fora, some of a voice for men, etc.

But as I say, my preferred method is chilling out and listening to people talk on my mp3 player, for which I use a grabber to download mp3 audios of youtube videos, and my top people there are, first and foremost, Bernard Chapin my eternal mancrush, barbarossa, Stardusk and Rocking Mr E have been welcome newcomers, Girl Writes What who deserves 15 minutes of me talking about her hahaha, John the Other, The Ignored Gender is also a fantastic new guy I’ve just discovered. I could talk a lot more on each of those guys, but I don’t have a lot of time, those guys are all more or less 70% in my ballpark of ideas.

Yesterday for example I listed to a Stardusk video where he was responding to Rocking Mr E, and I like and respect both of those guys mind you, but Stardusk is more “extreme” and more MGTOW and thinks relations with women are unsustainable from a natural, biological, evolutionary perspective: it’s not merely political, it’s not so much right and left and libertarian, sure politics MATTERs, but as a CATALYST that takes a NATURAL impulse of hypergamy, disposability, parasitism, and enhances it and rewards it and perpetuates it, and even if you go to a non-feminist culture, if you bring a woman from say saudi arabia to sweden for example, the feminist culture will encourage the worst tendencies of the female to emerge, no matter where she was raised.

I’m not as MGTOW as Stardusk and I’m closer to Rocking Mr E, who himself seems to enjoy a happy rel with his wife, and I am glad for him.

But then too I AM interested in concepts like “relationship game”, which HEartiste discussed but for that you really need to go read Athol Kay I’m told. But I’m not super DUPER interested in Relationship Game as of yet.

Uhh Girl Writes What IS as amazing as she’s been hyped up to be, and I think it’s interesting that one of the fastest-growing stars in the MRM is indeed a woman, and PERHAPS this speaks to the idea that women are not oppressed by a patriarchy, that overall we are more willing to listen to The Issues Of Men when they are presented by a woman. Lots of the Male MRAs are lumped in with “women-haters” indeed the SLPC just released their intelligence report which used standard leftist propaganda sources to shamefully character assassinate many prominent and not-so-prominent mras and gamers as VIOLENT HATERS. They drew largely off the writings of Manboobz David Futrelle, pretty notorious, and while you do have big names like Roosh and AVfM on there, I was really really surprised that Heartiste did not make the list. Either way the list is a pile of crap and I’ve given it more time than it’s worth.

listening to tons of black metal, no surprise, but still trying to keep the black metal fresh to me. haven’t listened to the new burzum as much as i’d thought. enjoying lots of weakling and mgla. different kinds of black metal each, but both have astounding, amazing, underrated drummers. yes you can have drumming standouts in black metal I’ve learned. of course I could talk about these topics for hours too but I wont.

Personally my intense interests are in the ideas of alpha and beta, and Darwinian Struggle To Survive, applied to my own life, with moments of great self-doubt that I am much more beta than alpha and that I don’t have the energy or the work ethic or the anti-laziness to be able to work my a55 off and pull myself up and pay my dues and put in my due diligence and keep my eyes on the prize to finally, at long last, become a Bigboy with a Bigboy job, finally have the resources and respect to be an Independent Man, finally have a Bargaining Chip to pull Young Tail, etc. Yes I said Young tail. Maybe that is one of my tragic flaws, but I’d argue self-doubt and laziness are the much more significant tragic flaws hahaha. this has been what’s drawn me more towards game and evopsych, because I am much more likely to be “interested” in younger women as opposed to older women, and IMHO, the Mating Peak occurs no later than the EARLY Twenties. If that makes me a creep, I am very comfortable with that, and I’m not interested in dialoguing with Rationalization Hamsters.

Criticism is not hate or anger or “creepiness”, however I admit that I have had to keep an eye on my anger, as I am prone to get angry moreso than a more “alpha” male, hahaha, which perhaps comes from a sense of “beta” powerlessness. Sometimes my judgement and criticism is so fervent that it does border on anger. Of course Righteous Indignation variant of Anger is OK, because its ok to be angry about Valid Injustice, but at any rate, you can’t let it be The Boss Of You, hahahaha.

perhaps most controversial has been my “pendulum swing” from left to right, from atheist to Born Again Hallelujah. of course this is not wholly the case, there are important nuances there which much be understood. I am better described as an Agnostic with a newfound Appreciation and Respect for some Religious Traditions, although I don’t think one could ever discover tangible or even philosophical PROOF of a god. I am however, have become comfortable with “going through the motions” of giving thanks to a god, because it seems to me so much less SMUG and ANNOYING and FIRST WORLD and PRIVILEGED and SWPL to be able to stop whining and be THANKFUL for the good things you DO have rather than just say either “yup i did all that” or “well it’s just an accident of me being born in a first world country” or what have you. Of course, I guess if you HAVE achieved a comfortable life and livelihood through Hard Work, you ARE Deserving to be PROUD of your hard work, I know I would be. So maybe when I am a Big455 winner making the big bucks at my STEM job then I will become a reborn again flaming atheist at age 60, hahahaha.

but doubt and sloth jeopardize that as well in this dark night of my educational soul. i’ve never LIKED school but I’ve always done disproportionately WELL in it with respect to my not really liking it. Eventually that caught up to me and I stopped caring and just skated by at the bare minimum, which was a big poor choice I made, for which I’m now paying the consequences, and which, if I were a religious man, I’d be praying to the lord to help me actively repent for, I, do a 180 and bust my a55 now. Which I sorta AM trying to do, I’ve indeed made some positive changes. But right now I’m stuck on Computer Science 2 (for example, the idea of Templates and the Standard Template Library in C++), and I think jeez if I’m finding this so hard, there’s like 6 more years to go of even HARDER stuff, plus people who are REALLY into this, like paid bigboy computer scientists, spend their free time LOOKING AT CODE FOR FUN and posting on code forums and I get stuck on Day 1 concepts and would rather sleep or listen to Bernard Chapin and theorize on alpha and beta and sexual marketplace and mating and harems and cost benefits of male female interactions and manosphere and feminism and young tail and all that sexy stuff.

So i’ve already gave away too many personal details, hahaha. but as I say, i’ve never been in love with school, which is why it was techinically a good decision not to try to get a phd, even if that was my own rationalization hamster for the brutual truth of I Didn’t Work Hard Enough When I Had My Big Chance to even be ABLE to do a phd. At any rate, my preferred phd would probably be in Evopsych and mating stuff, david buss, roy baumeister, all that stuff. that or just straight up hardcore STEM, hahaha. but getting the STEM bachelors is challenging enough.

see i view education and school as a means to an end, a key to a job, a paycheck. pay your dues then you can finally get paid, get paid enough to survive AND to spread your seed, leave a genetic legacy, etc. Yeah eventually I would like to mate and reproduce and my end of that bargain is that I do gotta be a provider in some sense. However at this point I just want to be able to provide for myself in a respectable manner. separating the bigboys from the littleboys, those who don’t want to work hard enough to survive, etc.

my advice to young men: do trade education while in high school, work your a55 off so you can do well in that and have a company pay for your STEM degree, or join the military, get some $$ to pay for a STEM degree, learn Alpha Charisma Leadership Power in the military, get a useful degree AND just as importantly get Good Experience while you do it, make yourself so marketable the employers come to YOU with your useful STEM knowledge and experience, ?????, profit, mate. Whether you want to have a traditionally monogamous rel or a harem is up to you. Although it’s probably not a good idea to get Legally Married in case your wife goes batty and decides to Take You To The Cleaners and then you’ve lost a huge part of what you’ve worked so, so, so, so hard for. Maybe have a primary “wife” which is the one you’re in “love” with the most (strongest infatuation or obsession or sense of commitment, can’t live without balblablabla), get nonlegally married to her and she can be your primary babymaker if you want heirs, and who DOESN’T hahahaha, and then if you want a harem on the side, that’s gonna be a negotiation you’re gonna have to work out with her. Just get your g0dd4mn STEM degree (and concurrent internships!) first.

have a fun week, i’ve already said way too much, i might do this again in a year or so since I want to minimize the privacy risks of having An Official Blog. Either way I am prone to make ridiculous tweets in the vein of LeviathanPride, ForTweetsSake, IanSquirtus, etc, cause I think that sort of stuff is real funny. But I will never seriously endorse violence of any kind, even “emotional violence”, hahaha. http://tl.gd/h02p32 ·

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