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Time machine post from september 2012


I think it’s Uruguayan, that’s a first for me. The main girl was pretty cute, very skinny and frail, I would easily tear her in half and enjoy it at least 20 times. Decent story & decent execution, I just was Not That Into It, the Target Audience, I suppose, is simply people who Like Things more than I do. Haunted Abandoned House, one continuous 79-minute shot, skillfully done handheld camera (not too jittery or obnoxious), I was expecting to like this a lot more, but it was pretty boring. Not BAD though, maybe I just wasn’t in the MOOD. Sure the girl was being STUPID (“why don’t you just run out of the house!”) but that’s to be expected. Just not in the mood. However, IMHO, It’s part of a Horror Movie’s Job to put you in the mood. This isn’t 3 hours of Andrei Rublev or sommat. Still, not unwatchable. Better than Mainstream TV. You can’t even find a corny History Channel “documentary” anymore with the greek guy with the red face and crazy hair  because every channel’s too busy with increasingly retarded “reality” shows. So with TV, I’m “stuck” watching Fox Newz, and even THAT gets old after a while. It’s prob just a Tool Of Zog anyway, hahahahahaha. (Not that Movies aren’t!) Best part was when she loses her lamp and has to use the camera flash bulb to see in the dark, getting a half second of blinding light, then stumbling around in total darkness in between. Played to rather effective horrific effect, fortunately. Not gonna run out and queue the American Remake anytime soon, though.

I don’t have a “Gaping Wound”, I just have a Big Freezing Black Icebox where my heart used to be (remembering vaguely some stupid hit song from about 4 years ago), hahahaha. It’s entirely possible that I could then cause Psychological Baggage to a Nice Nawalt Girl, but I’LL TRY NOT TO. Not like I’m NOT HONEST when it counts. Would not tell a 1% Nice Nawalt that I’d Commit, just to get S. Would just get easier non-committal sex from the 99% Awaltz! KARMA, B!TCHEZ!!

So what do I care if our High-IQ Cognitive Elite are sifted out and shipped away? Don’t I believe that all people are NOT equal, and that Like Should Be With Like, and so shouldn’t the High-IQ’s have their own little enclave, like the J’s and the B’s and the Wimminz? Not NECESS, because I think Race Trumps IQ, and that each race HAS their OWN Cognitive Elite, and they will WANT these people to STAY WITH THEM to provide effective leadership, economic development, etc, rather than be STOLEN BY ZOG to SERVE ZOG & NOT YOU.

Will it get to the point where you have to Master Differential Equations & Organic Chemistry 3 to be a Receptionist? Answer phones, use Word/Excel, schedule appointments? Probably.

Or there will be a Telecom way to Outsource Reception to Cheaper International Labour. How could you outsource MacDonalds cooking & service?

What’s the LOWEST level of Skill OR Education OR IQ that you’ll be able to getawaywith to make an Average OR Living Income? No, not $30 an hour like those greedy public union scumbagz, hahahahaha.

Obviously, Trucking and Trades and physical un-outsourceable things are the best to go into, because it prob won’t be cost-effective to import TRUCK DRIVERS from Chindia. Right?

This brings me back to my original question which has been Destroying My Brain 4Yearzzz: is it ROI-y to get an in-demand degree (Chemical Engineering) from a not-in-demand college (SouthWestern West Virginia State), OR should you just become a welder or truck driver?  (This question is for men only – obv if you’re a Wimminz, you get a degree in something retarded like Special Education or Social Work or Hospitality Reception or How To Get Phat Elbowz)

Weak Battery. The battery does not hold a LOT of energy, it gets DEPLETED QUICKLY and EASILY, so you’re ALWAYS recharging it, but the Full Charge ends up always being pretty weak, and hopefully not getting weaker.

My VALUE-ADD (Fagspeak (tm BKC) ) here is that I’m KindaPrettyMuch (Fagspeak (tm BKC)) speaking to an audience of Prospective SINGLE FATHERS. Men who want to have heirs and raise them up GOOD, WITHOUT the inference of Wimminz. Not PROMISING to do this personally, especially because I don’t have the resources or maturity to raise a Good Heir by myself, and will be a LONG time before I get to that point. Just saying it’s a Valid & Honorable Idea.


I like Nice Buttz on my Young Wimminz, but I can also be a sucker for Nice Long Legz on my Young Wimminz. Gams. Walking Stickxz.

Production on Arghoslent’s “Hornets” beats production on same’s “Incorrigible Bigotry.” Slightly more “organic” on the guitars and drums. IMHO.

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This is not necess What I Believe, but it is an Interesting Idea:

world the world be a better or worse place if wimmin gave more Pity/Charity bangs? This is related to my “Wimminz Greed Is Like Corporate Greed” hypothesis, where a tiny fraction of people (men) hoard most of the wealth (pvssy), but I hate talking about it too much, because it sounds like Wealth Distribution Pvssy SOCIALISM. “From each according to his ability, to each according to his need.” BARF.

But I still am interested in the idea of a PVSSY WAITING LIST, where the men who have been WAITING&WORKING for it the LONGEST, get it FIRST. And if the system worked like that, ALL Men could get Satisfactory Sex, except the alphas who got Attractive Sex every day

might have to wait every other day. Then the Poor Betas would get it every other day, and they would be Overjoyed and 90000 times More Productive, and Cure Cancer and Fix All Social Problems and Colonize Outer Space and invent Great Technology that otherwise might never be invented.

Anyway IMHO, there are a LOT of Undersexed Betas and Omegas out there who would LUV a few Pity Bangs. Much better than NO bangs ever! ESPECIALLY if it were attractive wimmin who were Doling them out! Rather than Betas Struggggggling to get Gross BonerKilling Bangs from Gross 37 yo Fat Single Momz on OKC and Plenty of Filth.

Heh. I supposed Charity and Welfare are Acceptable as long as they are not Doled Out by the State at Taxpayerz Expense. But by the church or something. or your Superextended Family, haha.


If someone is a KindaSorta Potential Ally, My (and prob many others’!) rule of thumb is to GIVE THEM THREE STRIKES, and TELL THEM when they have incurred a strike. This way you can give people A Fair Shake, but still not let yourself get WALKED ON. Obviously within reason. If they do something Real Traitorous, One Strike is all that’s needed. And conversely, little Narcissism Of Small Difference Arguments or Opinions might

not even count as One Half A Strike. Just try to give people a Fair Shake. Sometimes it takes at least One Year of Seeing Somebody Semi-Regularly to really get a handle on them, to even begin to enter the Circle of Trust. They could be White, Black, Jewish, Wimminz, Albanian, Mestizo, Tartar, Pygmoid, Maori, Native, Azeri, they can call pass or fail the Three Strikes Test.

Although I think if you plug in Race X vs Race Y, then you can order the races with respect to who strikes out the fastest vs a given opponent.



This is risky and harder. You could take one of your FWB’s whom you’re obviously not in LOVE with, but whom you GET ALONG WITH well enough, and agree to use HER as your rent-a-womb, with the understanding that you would get primary custody. But it would be “weird’ (Everything’s “WEIRD” with Some Wimmin) for you to have SOME Relationship with the Wimmin, her agree to do this for you, and her agree

not to see the Child very much. She’s gonna want to see the child, and that’s probably a reasonable thing for her to want to do in this case, not being a straight up womb for hire. See how it gets complicated. I guess you could do a 70/30 custody deal. OR she could come over and hang out and see the kids any time she wants, because you’re not Divorced and Don’t Hate Each Other and are hopefully Still Just Friends, hahahaha.

What I’m trying to figure out is: ok so you’re not SO madly in love with the wimmin that you’d want to LIVE with her. But isn’t it best for the kids to have parents who LIVE together. Trying to find the best compromise there, so the parents don’t have to LIVE together. Maybe they could live NEAR each other, like Next door. But that’s obv hard if someone wants to move to NYC or San Fran for Careeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer.


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Ryu mentioned something in a comment about David Lane encouraging white men to get white brides from russia. What I’d encourage is less “Mail-Order Brides” than Straight-Up SURROGATE MOTHERS. RENT-A-WHITE-WOMBZ. I never said this wasn’t gonna COST a lot of MONEY! So getting that money is the first step.

Now there’s the question of, should the Surrogate Mother ever be allowed to see the child? Tentatively, without giving it much thought, I’d say maybe once a year would be acceptable.But they certainly wouldn’t have the “traditional” mother-child relationship, in fact, that’s the whole point of a Surrogate Mother, because you want to Keep The Mother Out Of It, because Average Wimmin Make Bad Mothers.

Is it IDEAL to have a single father with no real mother? Hell NO, but I argue it’s better than a good father and a Bad mother who wrestles the children away from the good father!

Also if the Father eventually finds a Good Female Mate, I’m not saying he couldn’t bring her in as a Stepmother.

So how do we make men Wealthy Enough to Hire White Surrogate Mothers? There’s sources for that, hahaha. Learn Trades, make 350K a year, sock some away so that you can have a “mini-retirements” a la Tim Ferriss only your mini-retirements would last like 5 or 6 years to really skool and train that child in the formative years.

“Are there any true mainstream paleo-conservative forums out there? What I want is a board that is not neo-con, like Freak Republic, but a board which goes to the edge on Israel and multi-culturalism, which could on the other hand deny being racist, like Pat Buchanan does, so even a politician can get away with posting there.”

computer science vs computer engin vs finance vs accounting vs biz vs elec engin edjewcation advice hahahaha. Occidental Enclave looks pretty promising for my Little Racist Not A Big Racist Grump Grampa Common Sense Old Skool NonZionist Approach, which is PROB synonymous with “PALEOCONSERVATIVE” anyway.

http://www.westernrevival.org/ paleoconserv journal


people on OccEncl list their Y DNA and Mitochondrial DNA which probably sez sth about a persons genetics hahahaha.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Curitiba huge polish emigration to brazil according to ziopedia haha.

heh I do not link to Ziorun Ziopedia any more, We Need Our OWN Wikipedia, hahahaha.


some of those will only be of interest to poles

Heh I should take a genes/genetics class
let’s see how fast I can find a “good” one in the internetz

christopher hitchens debates white nationalist tom metzger

ho boy.

looking at some photos of Dead from Mayhem and shocked at how they do not jive with the description of him as a cold weird suicidal death obsessed freak. he seems like a Happy Funny Fun Loving Silly Niceguy.

not sure who the “David Duke Fan” is who keeps posting links to me on STORMFRONT but I have a few ideas hahaha. [I thought he might have been an Ally Blogger, but now I’m not so sure, since he just linked something else, and Kinda Misrepresented My Opinions. Heh. I hope he posts other links and is not Just My Dedicated Stalker, committed to Smearing Me on SF , when I’m just an SF Lurker not a poster, AND I’m MUCH more on their side than not on their side! Weeeeeird!]  Yes I’ve been reading a lot more Stormfront lately. I 80% like it, hahaha. they don’t shy away from the jew question that’s for sure. Although I’m sure the people who have been banned say that they are jewlovers, hahahaha.

Mikko Aspa gives interview about “Anti-Social Realism” and “UR Worth It” the art movement he founded hahaha along with the cofounders.

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(That title is much more accurate for an upcoming post. It’s simply a Great Slogan/Mantra to Blow Antiracists’ “Minds” & I didn’t want to forget it, hahaha.)


People who are against Cultural Marxism and Feminism and the Destruction of the Family Might Be Turned off if you then start frothing at the mouth on how those are all Jewish Conspiracies. I argue we can still Ally with Those People who are afraid to say the J Word, but are still rightfully against these Horrific Marxist Things. I might even back off on all the Race talk just to sound more “professional” and “serious”. Then once you have fully gained the trust of the person, you Boil The Frog with a little J Talk. no need to have it all out at once!

Because it would not be good if average people associated “Those who are against Cultural Marxism Are All EEEEVIL RACIST ANTISEMITES”, and then they go embracing Cultural Marxism, where before they were standing against it. But just because they were SCARED of being labeled an anti-semite? Nah, there are plenty of AntiMarxists out there who still need to be disabused of their PhiloSemitism, haha.

But will Jews tell Whites honestly if they (the jews) think Jews are White or not? The Jewish Realist (hehe) agrees that Jews are very ethnocentrist and do NOT see themselves as Whites, so Whites should not see them as Whites either.

Hence my whole CYLON comparison. Some people also point to the movie “They live” which I should watch.

So my Pro-White Forum Buddies like to claim that All Jews are Ugly, that you have The SerpentFaced Jew, and the Rat Jew, and the Pig Jew and all these other categories of Jewish Ugliness. Not to Divide My Brethren, but I’d offer that Prime Of Youth Jewesses can be very, very attractive – enough to inspire race-traitor LOVE in white men, who might not realize these pretty light-skinned girls are not really white.

I was also thinking, A Vast Majority Of Whites do NOT Race Mix (but how vast?), EVEN THOUGH Race Mixing is CELEBRATED and ENCOURAGED by The Media; so why worry about it before a large percentage of people ACTUALLY DO race mix? The bigger problem is Other Races plain old OUTBREEDING whites! For example Albanians growing exponentially, while White Europeans Die Childless.

FULL DISCLOSURE OF RACE TREASON: I would be more likely to be Friends with a Nonwhite than a White Nationalist would be, probably; But I am much more Pro-White than the Average Millennial or Liberal or Wimmin. Again, I go with the analogy of The Traditional White Grampa. That’s all I am. He was a Little Racist, He recognized races were different, but he was civil with nonwhites when he needed to be, he didnt’ HATE anybody, he didn’t join the Klan or Violent Neo-Nazis. Although I wonder if Neo-Nazis are even REALLY that Violent. I would BET that even The Most  Extremist Swastika-Heiling SKINHEADS are much less violent than The Media portrays them!

maybe my calling/mission in life is to present a Reasonable Moderate Alternative for Whites to be Pro-White without the “Extremism” of White Nationalism….. but Not All WNs are Extremists! HOWEVER, I think the talk on forums like VNN or Stumble Inn would scare average whites. And even on the more “civil” Stormfront. Cause they’re always talking about how stupid GROIDS are. Now I don’t have a problem with the word GROIDZ, and I think all that is pretty funny and I can HANDLE all that, but maybe potential Allies cannot. (“Well, we don’t WANT them as allies then!” )

I’m stealing the Ally thing from Linder/VNN or was it Matt PArrott? So You have a hierarchy:
Comrades: people who are totally with you
allies: people who are open to you but not quite comrades yet
aliens: people who are not on your side but not hostile to you….yet
enemies: people who are hostile to you and are fighting you and you fighting them.

i go to twitter and a lot of “normal average god-fearing gun-toting small gummint conservatives” are also pro-israel right in their description. Makes me scratch my head.

OK, so save the JEw Talk for the Inner Party. The Highest Degrees. If we want numbers to Save Our Civilization we can’t talk about Jews with The Masses. But it would behoove us to lead the masses. I suppose since the masses are brainwashable, you could brainwash them against jews, but the way we’ve been talking about jews so far hasn’t seemed to work. Still too scaaaawwy and wacist.

Quantity AND Quality combined, hahaha. kinda like, should whites necessarily be breeding like blacks or muslims or albanians if all those babies are white trash? (probably yes?) would that generation then be signif more likely to race-mix? but would the pure numbers of new whites cancel out that race-mixing? Would a new white baby boom prove once and for all The Racial Question – that whites are different than blacks or not? Heh. Maybe I should encourage You to go out and create as many white babies as you possibly can with as many diff white women, even if you don’t have the means to take care of them.

BUT that sounds kinda sh!tty. I would wholeheartedly encourage white men with sufficient resources who haven’t yet found suitable white mates to become Single Fathers, however! Single Fatherhood could be This Generations’ way of carrying out The 14 Words, and then in future generations we will have better, more motherly wimmin. But for now, we have to adapt to prevailing conditions. Play the hand we’ve been dealt hahahaha. Not saying you can’t bang a decadent 18 year old white girl every once in a while! Just don’t worship Casual Cvnt like they worship Careeeeeeeers and Casual Cox and SWPLs!

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this is WAY TOO LONG, 1398 words, 6 and a half minutes for you Superslow readers. just being a huge spready trackback wh0re for the holidaze. HAPPY TRACKBACK CHRISTMAS! YOU GET A TRACKBACK, YOU GET A TRACKBACK, EVERYBODY GETS A TRACKBACK! (can’f figure out how to do the “related posts” plugin like Eradica but even if I do I will only do it for a very few posts haha not an ATTENTION WH0RE at least not nearly as much as The Average!)

The Tao Of Dirt has a series called “LETTERS TO A YOUNG MAN” which is sorta similar to “A BOOK FOR YOUR HEIRS” (tm BKC). Not RIPPING him off, I think a lot of men want to help the Younger Generation learn from their mistakes, because Wimmin and Public Skools aren’t gonna teach Young Men. Only Older Men can.

Heres a Link For Wimminz-The-Writer. Heh. I gotta read him more than once a month. Though I don’t agree with him calling Jack Donovan a “Fag”, this is just Narcissism of Small Differences (tm Freud, FP, & Ernest Crawley actually “invented” it, son of a COE Rector, prob not a you-Know-Who (tm Mindweapon) ) (heh just see the ABOUT page where I give a Blanket tm to all the terms of other people I steal!) and, unless he starts devoting a large percentage of his efforts towards smearing Donovan, I don’t really CARE. The Vast Majority of Wimminz’s stuff is just too damn good. But Full Disclosure, I do LIKE Donovan and think Wimminz should put a note in his About Page about why he doesn’t like Donovan, hahahaha. I WONDER if some of this comes from Bloggers having Personal Differences with each other, PROBABLY regarding BANNING, where one party is understandably soured because they feeeeel The Banner is being A Hypocrite because the Banning wasn’t Mutual; however I don’t think this really involves people out the “outside” ie Average Readers like Myself.

FULL DISCLOSURE: I AM A “FAG SYMPATHIZER” and thus could be easily accused of BEING A Homosexual Degenerate. Because my biggest problem with Homosexuals is not the disgusting unnatural abominable man-on-man-buggery of the Homsexual Sex Act, but of the Revolting Leftist Marxist Civil Rights SWPL Communist Agenda they SO OFTEN Espouse. Which is at least 90% of Homosexuals, so you might as well throw baby out with bathwater eh, and me being a Sympathizer just doesn’t jive with these numbers, thus I Am A Homosexual, right? Well Believe what you want, I can appreciate A Handsome Man, if my Decadent, Excessive, Obsessive, Abominable, Dishonorable obsession with Prime Of Youth Girls hasn’t sold You on my Heterosexuality, nothing will.


and a newer post by Wimminz. This is why he’s in My Top Tier. He writes great stuff without trying, he couldn’t write bad stuff if he tried.

quote ”
Israel Gunned Down Sandy Hook Elementary School 6 Year Olds? by Nordic Sage

This story is sprouting up everywhere:


Mike Harris, former gubernatorial candidate for Arizona, and GOP campaign finance chairman, is flatly stating the massacre of 20 children, and 7 adults, in a Connecticut Elementary School last Friday, was done as an act of revenge, by Israel aka Bibi Netanyahu.

Apparently Bibi’s panties are in a twist over the approaching appointment of Chuck Hagel, as Secretary of Defense..
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So Nordic Sage posted that 13 hours ago, now his Blog is GONE? PressTV is an IRANIAN Newz Network that is, AS YOU MIGHT EXPECT, Pretty Anti-Zionist, but I don’t necess have a problem with that, hahaha. So this final post was still “cached” in my WordPress Friendz/Follow list. Did He/She (I think it might be a WOMAN! Imagine THAT!) pull their blog voluntarily? Did Antiracists complain to wordpress that they were linking to IRANIANS and ANTIZIONISTS and “INCITING VIOLENCE” and the blog was pulled by Higher-Ups?

google who owns wordpress? Automattic Inc. Who owns Automattic?
Lotta names there, All SWPL, Large Amount Obv YouKnowWho-ish, probably some more where it’s Hard To Tell with the Surnames; Automattic founded by Matt Mullenweg. CEO Toni Schneider. Hmmmmm.

Tried to see if Other Bloggers had noticed this. Here is My White Buddy Mindweapon announced Nordic Sages blog in June 2012 and talking about the “SOFT CONTROL” of the Culture War being waged at Home, by WOMEN, who have become the primary Raisers of Children In A Western World where fathers are either Throw Away, Abdicated, or Working like a Slave and “hoping the children can raise themselves”, while Wimmin let the childrens’ Hearts And Minds rot. In other words, WOMEN ARE CRUCIAL. We can’t ignore Women. But I have long been interested in a “Stardusk/Barbarossaaaa” approach to fathering, where you ignore Wimmin altogether, and raise healthy aware conscious children as a Single Father, however I can’t see how this could be done without some wealth first. OR using Tim Ferriss Work-From-Home for only 4 hours a week and then the majority of your LIFE could be devoted to schooling, training, raising your Kidz. IMHO that would be pretty kewl. I think it could be DONE, but I still think the IDEAL is a Father AND a Mother. A Good Mother, hahahaha. Now don’t come at ME bro, I have a very good Father And Mother, although I have become a bit more Politically, Racially, and Sexually Conscious. I’m just Thinking out loud on how I would raise MY Children, In A Modern Western World where it’s much harder for a Man to find a Good Woman that it was X years ago for my father to find my mother, for instance.

Now Firepower did make the very good point that Revolutionary Bloggers don’t NEED to be Thrown in the Memory Hole or Ministry Of Love by Jackbooted ZOG Thugs, because the Jackbooted ZOG Thugs have already won, they already have full control, and Bloggers are just feebly waving their little t-rex arms, and the Jackbootz are just laughing amusedly, or, more likely, not even bothering to notice. Not just the Jackbootz but of COURSE the Public Eye Ruling Elites they serve. But, for the sake of ARGUMENT, say Adam Lanza was linked to such and such a blog or website, even though he ISN’T, he prob just played call of doody all day and stewed about getting rejected by wimminz and jobz, hahahaha. But What THEN, might you be taken in to talk to the Men In Black in person?

CAMPAIGN DONATIONS. Heh. I was so ignorant and naive I keep forgetting about these; and how Jews once again have Disproportionate-To-Their-Numbers Power here, financing large portions of both Dem and Repub candidates campaigns, making it possible for them to even run for office.

Well that’s all the serious talk I can muster, I’m still thinking about this Meaty White Country Girl, about 20, with Fantastic Teats I can’t get out of my mind. I thought her Fashion Style (Sweatpants, PINK! etc) was not great, and certainly she shouldn’t* have been displaying her Cleavage like that, but, she WAS PRime-Of-Youth, and the Teats WERE Fantastic, so I didn’t mind stealing glances. Wouldn’t legally marry or nonlegally monogamously marry, but I’d surely have her in The Harem for at least 20 bangs, or until she turns 23!

Heh that’s another reason I can’t be a True WN, because I’m a Decadent Sex Fanatic like Roosh V, who would gladly Bang Blacks, Browns, anything that moves as long as it was Prime Of Youth. Too Sex-Minded. Although IMHO I am More High-Minded than The Average PUA or Game Blogger, hahahaha.

Anyway Just 1 minute of that 20-year-old girl rubbing her T!t5 on your face would be more Powerful, Worth More, than a full-blown Bang with a Lower Cougar, or a “6” Drunken Party Slut. Quantity AND Quality is my watchword, hahahaha. QUALITY MATTERS.

googled young catholic western world decadence red pill manosphere, try to find some more “christian” oriented blogs but moreso CATHOLIC cuz that’s what I B. happy to find my own blog on the first page of results, hahahaha. then found this one, s/he (but probably he, but yes there ARE Women Bloggers out there, even on Traditional Religion, Non-Neoconz, etc) even uses the same theme as I, good job hahaha have a trackback SON (and a follow)!


heh trackback for Thinking Housewife too!

You can WordPress Follow blogs that don’t have a Follow Button or even on WordPress by simply pasting the URL into the box under the “EDIT FOLLOWING” link

Bill Powell gives his opinions on Career Options For Young Men.

ANNNND just wanted to say “Joys Of Yiddish” defines “Chutzpah” as having a noteworthy Arrogant 4sshole Element which I was not aware of, having viewed it mainly as “Passion” or “Animating Energy.” No there’s a certain Smirking Audacity, like “The Jew Cries Out as HE strikes YOU.” And so “White Chutzpah” might not be such a good idea, hahaha.

No Posts Tomorrow or CHRISTmas! HAPPY CHRISTMAS! Be Thankful For Your Family!

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I try to treat myself to Good Book from Amazon every week or every two weeks, something hedonistic and pleasurable, some mind-food, something to Recharge the batteries, positive reinforcement schedule, etc, since drugs and alcohol are bad, my careeeeeer is stalled, lifting weights would be great but I’m too lazy, and meaningless decadent jewsex with decadent sluts in the harem has lost its appeal – and I’ve taken a vow of Chastity so as to Practice What I Preach & be honest and unhypocritical. I usually look for Cheap Books (1 cent plus 3.99 shipping.) This leads to me buying good books which I end up not really feeeeeeeling like reading at the moment, for example Thomas Sowell’s “Vision of the Anointed” which I plan to get to properly but so far I’ve only skimmed. Then there was “Bell Curve”, that turned out to be more up my alley at this moment in my Intellectual Development. This week I decided to Splurge and spend Big Money on a book I reeeeeally wanted, even though it was consid more expensive. This was a good idea, as I got a Big Mindboner when the book arrived Lightning Quick from the white-friendly bookstore. (I woulda bought it direct from Counter-Currents, BUT the seller Lighthouse Literature will be closing its doors soon, they had a cheaper price, I wanted to support them, AND I entered Amazon through the Counter-Currents “gateway” (link) to give them some “affiliate marketing” which they apparently like. Not sure how much money that brings in for them.)

Short book, I took about 90 minutes and skimmed the whole thing, read the first couple essays in full, and so far, so Great! Very satisfied, very glad I spent the big bucks, very worth it, should do this more often. I really relate with Johnson as a Soft-Spoken Polite Niceguy who initially wanted to do an Academic Career. He lives in SAN FRANCISCO and his voice is kinda faggy and beta and niceguy.  since I’m much more Homosexual-friendly than the Avg Far Rightist, this might be a good thing for me. Also, one of the Essays therein argues that WNs need not be anti-homosexual per se because One’s Sexuality is not a foundational part of one’s identity, and the notion that it IS, is of course, a product of the Freudian and then later decadent sex-obsessed postmoderism; and Johnson reminds us of the Manly, Masculine, Heroic, Warrior, Prinicipled Heterosexual Spartans and Greeks and Romans who used to Bugger Boys, and then go on to be more-or-less heterosexual husbands and fathers. Sexual Orientation is not the be-all end-all of Your destiny, and to put it at the forefront of Your Life makes you a decadent sex addict.

(Kinda ironic that Postmodernism emphasizes that everything is a Spectrum and nothing is black-and-white, except for the rather notable exception of Sexuality! Although yes there is the kinsey scale that emphasizes a spectrum, or the idea of “Wimminz Have FLUUUUUID Sexuality!” But by that argument, maybe some homosexual men might be less homosexual than they’ve been brainwashed by the homosex-loving media/culture to believe!)

Johnson talks about A RAFT of interesting issues: Deep Ecology, Alan Watts, West Coast San Fran hippie Dippie and Niceguy Racialists, Race Mixing, immigration, practical solutions, commentary on Harold Covington, SWPL and Christian Lander, Books and Movies of interest (“A Conversation on Race” by Craig Bodeker (not on netflix!) ) Racialist Awakenings, alternate histories, jews, anglo saxons and then later white euro immigrants: slavs & italians; what is white, and the great variation among whites like northern europeans vs dravidians in india; a bracing review of Jim Goad’s “Sh!t magnet” and the pros and cons of Goad (pro: good satirist/writer ; con: decadent, narcissistic, immoral); plenty of talk on “decadence”; a great “primer” on introductory ideas for the Newbie Like Me or You.

Would have liked more on his personal Awakening. The Awakening is an important thing IMHO, possibly just because I’m in the middle of it RIGHT NOW. Hell it might be in there, I haven’t read the whole book.

But yes I like his Niceguy yet not-too-sentimental or fluffy approach. Like me, he is staunchly nonviolent, and he comments on some of the more violent WN literature (“all race traitors must be killed!”) but oooops I jerked-off to an attractive 18-year old black girl one time, looks like I must die.

This is not to say Johnson’s message is “soft” or “watered-down”. It’s just nonviolent, and very cool-headed. Cool as a cucumber.

Again I want more on Johnson’s life: what moved him to the PhD and academic career, what made him throw all that away for WN; I ASSUME his PhD is in literature or philosophy or sommat but he doesn’t say. Also I like that he is “tolerant” or at least friendly and open to Christians as well as homosexuals. Yes, “Tolerance” is generally Bad, but I agree with him here where Christians and Homosexuals can be valuable Whites!

He talks about his friend who was instrumental in his own awakening; this friend VERY, VERY reasonably wanted a mate who was not corrupted by Western Marxist Feminism and Decadence (heh my “new” fave word), so his solution was to marry a Filipina. This I find VERY interesting given my interests in Finding A Good Mate – what if All White Wimminz are Corrupt, and White Men who want a good mate have to look for Nonwhites, because most Nonwesterners are Nonwhite? This is a VERY valid concern. So that marriage did not work out, but apparently the guy did not get hosed either; and he ended up marrying a white woman and having 5 children. Johnson did not clarify if this White Woman was a Decadent Wimminz but I assume he wouldn’t even bring up the anecdote if she were.

Then I thought: Given the choice between a Good Nonwhite Mate and a Bad White Mate, what the hell do you choose? Considering: no matter how good the nonwhite might be, you still have to deal with a RAFT of complications from her FAMILY and CULTURE that could be enough to ruin a Good Marriage. Johnson also mentions the idea of the person with ideas of racial purity but they don’t get to put it into practice because they never mate; versus the person that does mate, but interracially. I have to read deeper here. Matt Forney has raised the VERY important issue of: yes whites are slowly dying out and we need to have more white babies, but Most White Wimminz are Decadent Trash who aren’t WORTH having Babies with – is it better to produce White Trash, or White Nothing?

This is where I bring in “my” solution of Voluntarily Single Fathers. And since they can choose their mate/egg, they should choose the healthiest one within their race that they can, then bust their 4ss doing the work of both Traditional Father AND Traditional Mother, because Wimminz sure as hell aren’t going to.

Where’s MY awakening coming from? In short: The DECADENCE of Western White Wimminz. I’ve been concerned with that for a LONG time. THEN when I started reading Eradica via Firepower, I couldn’t help but notice Ryu. I blame Ryu, for talking about WN all the time, hahahaha. I was jolted and thought, “WAIT a minute, how did we get from Decadent Wimminz to this scary paranoid violent idea of WHITE NATIONALISM? Isn’t that a bit of a stretch?” And as I read more, I find maybe it’s not. AND that WN is not necessarily so scary and violent and paranoid.

PLUS I’ve been reading Counter-Currents for quite some time, been interested in the Far Right and Alternative/New Right for some time, it’s just that the “White” component never really Clicked for me until now. To Ryu’s credit, he is a Really Provocative writer! Also, I’ve been reading Varg Vikernes’s stuff for years (“Articles” near bottom), he’s essentially a New Rightist and should get more active in that, hahaha. So I’ve never been a big stranger to the Politically Incorrect. I’ve also been Suspicious of Blacks ever since childhood because I grew up in an area where there was noticeable Racial Tension. So perhaps I’ve always been a Racialist but never really recognized myself as such.

Oh yeah. Johnson gets “The Thomas Sowell Question” out right away. Because intelligent nonliberals can’t help but run into Thomas Sowell at some point, he’s too tremendous and talented and smart not to be noticed, and then you’re even more surprised when you find out he’s BLACK. Then you think, thank GOD for Thomas Sowell, it means I’m not an Evil Racist! I CAN’T BE a racist because I really like and respect this guy! Why can’t MORE blacks be like him?”

Answer: Because he is an exceptional black. An outlier. Not an average black. And Johnson wisely also immediately mentions that just because you’re a racialist doesn’t mean you can’t appreciate INDIVIDUALS of ANY race. You can like Thomas Sowell, you can like Gustav Mahler. We kinda DO need to keep saying NAXALT because The Media portrays Racialists as Crazy Stupid Violent Gun Nuts who Always think AXALT and are too dumb and illiterate to know about Sowell. And this is JUST NOT TRUE.


More importantly, Johnson asks “is one Thomas Sowell enough to compensate for the amount of destruction Blacks have Wrought? For the amount of White Thomas Sowells they have displaced or killed?” Via Vanguard News Networks Alex Linder (and I think there’s been some controversy / falling-out with him since, gotta look into) provocative question “Because the black race produced Thomas Sowell, the white race must die?”

Though at this moment I’m still an optimist, and in my Ideal Race World, Blacks could Nurture Blacks to produce More Thomas Sowells and fewer violent thugs!

Also the idea that Nervous SWPL White “SOLICITOUSNESS” and Niceness/Politeness to blacks makes blacks feeeeeeel whites are being racist towards blacks. Just treat us like Normal People, they’re saying. Don’t give us preferential treatment. (unless it’s for jobs and educationz hahahahahahahahaha)

I would add to this that White Nationalists and Black Nationalists could probably have a more productive conversation together than Average Whites and Average Blacks. Maybe.

Johnson talks about Real and Interesting Stuff every single page. Not a gram of Turgidity or Bloatedness here. If I had the money I would have bought the Hardcover. I would buy a hardcover of every Counter-Currents book. Greg Johnson is my type of guy and I can feeeeeeeeeel a mancrush developing.

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Searching for the statistics of the correlation between how quickly you finish exams in Calc 1 vs your Median or even Avg Career Income. F.e., I feeeeeeelt stupid and ashamed thinking carefully about my test while fully 75% of the class was finishing and getting up around me.  I finished at 1 hr 10 minutes, first person done was at about 40 minutes. Either they were failing miserably and Just Giving Up, or they were SAILING thru it. It wasn’t HARD, it just took TIME. No serious doubts, initial “gut feeling” is that I got close to 100% correct. Making sure to show all work, all steps, I still have to THINK about How To Factor x^3 polynomials, etc. When I got done there was, in my defense, an Azn and a bunch of Nerdy Neckbeards taking the test, ie, Judging these People by their Physical Characteristics, you’d guess they were smart. Anyway I just don’t want me getting my 100% Slooooowly to condemn me to a life of basement-dwelling.

I do not like Conspiracies, I think they’re stupid and gay, but my notion of ZOG is not a conspiracy at all, it’s more of a “man behind the curtain” “Wizard of Oz” sort of thing. The little old man in the wheelchair in Mulholland Drive, or the Bum Behind The Dumpster if you will. You never see them doing the controlling, but they’re the ones making the important decisions, while putting a Non-ZOG-looking frontman as a figurehead so nobody suspects. However a Rich Rightist Old White Guy would certainly be a better cover than a Leftist Black Guy, eh?

Trying to determine when Mainstream Media really jumped the shark. I suppose it always has in some way, but for example, 80s movies like “Caddyshack” and 90s TV shows like “Married With Children” would NEVER get made today. NEVER. I’m sure I’m Grecycling this “thought” from elsewhere.

Welfare/”Workfare” reforms under Clinton, compare state of Welfare then to now. Do Non-Phony Rightists support what Clinton did?

“Men Behind The Sun”: cult movie about “Unit 731”, where hostile Japanese occupying parts of China did horrific, horrendous experiments on the Chinese that would make Dr Josef “Angel of Death” Mengele blush. Knowledge base on this is very dim. But the movie was very graphic and up there in shock/gore/disgusting pantheon. But at least it can’t be worse than “3 Guys 1 Hammer” just because it’s not REAL. Although I guess there was Real Autopsy footage inserted, & something about a cat being eaten alive by mad rats. In other words, GREAT Pre-Sex Movie w yer Wimminz!

Private man brings up important points of: what does it say about our society when some of the Smartest, Best Men CHOOSE not to have children & pass on genes? IE Professor Mentu getting a vasectomy. Then PM talks about “going poolside” which he defines as watching the western world decline as you are powerless to help it other than by blogging.

I like PM quite a bit, great writer, but I know Firepower does not like the “poolside” approach, which is not a solidly-defined thing, but arguably it does border on Hedonism. Either way I like the term & will start using it more. Yes, I know Roissy first popularized it. But a notable Conflict in My Life As A Western Male is should I do poolside or non-poolside. Obviously Poolside appeals to my considerable Lazyness and Hedonism, but it seeeeeeeeems very morally sketchy. (Far be it from me to Morally Judge Private Man, as I quite LIKE him!)

Also, some men, Mentu presumably, have no desire to be Single Fathers. But I wonder how many do. I have a SMALL urge as for myself, and certainly in the logistics of how would A Man do this, and the Legal and Social hurdles.

I am Well Aware that I shouldn’t get TOO excited about Mitt & The Republicans, because this Watered-Down Phony Rightism will still be advancing ZOG ultimately. Maybe I’m just easily-persuaded by charismatic Rightish-Lip-Service on TeeVee. Probably a dangerous amount of Normal People ARE!

ukrainian holodomor, forced starvation of 12 MILLION ukrainians in 1932. international verdict still out on whether it’s technically a “genocide.” You don’t hear about THIS in marxist antiwhite history, hahahahaha. ht to mindweapons for schooling me.

Though everyone should appreciate George Orwell for giving us some interesting ways of thinking about things, would Orwell really be on our “side?” I know there’s one blogger whose pet project is talking about how actually uncool and leftist Orwell really was. That if he was a “libertarian”, he was a much more Leftist than Rightist one. Nonetheless he was prob still a fun guy and I would prob enjoy a night of drinking and whoring with him.

turn on the “news” and there are more riots in the arab world, egypt and libya and yemen in particular, re this “islamic innocence” hoax video which I still haven’t seen but is supposedly antiislam and some muslims are pigbiting mad about it. I was switching back and forth from Hannity on FNC and then Madcow on MSLSD to get “both sides,” hahahahahahahahahahahaha. Madcow spoke of a “Right-wing conspiracy” trying to spread rumors that the US was behind the video, ie, that Our Leaders INTEND to incite arab riots. but since arabmuslim riots and potential islamist govts would be very anti-US and certainly very anti-Israel, how in the world does THAT benefit ZOG? What happens if a new Radicalized Muslim Arab World organizes to destroy Israel? would that be a GOOD thing for Anti-ZOGgers and WNs? But the bad news is, the US would certainly get dragged in to back-up its little red-headed stepchild so to speak. THIS IS THE BEGINNING OF WORLD WAR 3.  Heh. Yeah I am very ignorant on all this, I just want an Average Job and some Above-Average Teen Tail.

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