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time mach: JUNE 20, 2012

[May 6 2013: More like DECADENCE Machine, uh? So, Right Now, for better or for worse, I am pulling the plug on Tiem Machine. For the short term. Just trying this out. It can’t hurt.]

ITRY not to talk about myself, re Privacy & Anonymity & Career Safety, but when I’m SO D4MN AWESOME & INTERESTING, it’s hard not to.

I’veAlways Sneered & Looked down on people with TATTOOS, esp Wimminz, cuz they are a permanently marker of their Stupidity, Proudly shown to the world: “Look how stupid I am, & here it is permanently on my skin, I think it’s worth BRAGGING about!” & Wimminz tattoos are subject to all the stupid ephemeral rules of Trendy Fashion. Just consider Locations: first the Tramp Stamp. Then became Ridic Gauche. then it’s wrist, then it’s NECK, then it’s FOOT. Meanwhile, REAL HIPSTER GRRLLZZ get tats on their ARM like a MAN.

[classic J divide and conquer, turning w men against w women; we should not have such contempt for our own women; our women are not are enemy; indeed, our women are our eternal allies against our enemies;]

Men aren’t that much better, but they ARE better re tats. All my Heavy Metal Heroes usu had tats so it seemed it’d appeal to me, but not really. Some metal dudes are notable for having NO tats.

Anyway if I were to get a Tat, which 90% chance I would never, it would prob be on the Bicep, & have to do with: USA/patriotism, DEATH, or JESUS. flag, eagle, grim reaper, grim reaper on pale horse, jesus carrying cross, jesus ON cross, jesus being scourged horribly, cross.

[i would also now open that door to get a Racial Tattoo. But I am 95% not likely to get a tattoo at all. Also I am theoretically not against getting Tasteful Memorial Tattoos for someone you Luved who has died. Key word tasteful.]

That’s the benefit of being a BORN AGAIN CATHOLIC , raised from 49% Faith to a whopping 51% Faith. You’re much more secure & positive in it, yet you can still get away with making blasphemous jokes & listening to Satanic Black Metal & b34ting the m34t to Young Tail. NO, you can’t really GET AWAY with it. Could just be The Great Deceiver deceiving me.

[still a big struggle for me. trying to reconcile European Race with a Non-European Religion. if I were feeling especially cynical I might say Xtianity was Intentionally Designed By J’s as a way to Genocide Gentiles. IT’S A TRAP!

search “kevin alfred strom perversion sexual morality national vaguard american dissident voices” or “PERVERSION OF THE SACRED” he does a great broadcast, paraphrased: “Crude Hedonistic Selfish Decadent Feelgood Pornography, and the Puritanical, Prudish reaction against it, are both TWO SIDES OF THE SAME JISH COIN.”  PREACH! ]

Had some Inchoate Ideas regarding Gambling, Fun, and Work, still hammering out. This applies to GAMES that involves SOME amount of skill & personal agency, rather than slot machines or other “games” of PURE LUCK. So people, in my THEORY, have FUN playing card games like poker or pinochle or bridge or whatnot. People usually naturally LIKE PLAYING GAMES to have FUN, even I’m no different.

[of course I been thinking lately that GAMBLING is INHERENTLY Degenerate, Jish, and it does not BECOME an honorable man to GAMBLE. Respectable Gambling is an oxymoron.]

Now you can make the game more “interesting” by putting money on it. Then your Skill is directly rewarded with money. Better you are, more you get paid, like a JOB, but it’s NOT a job, you get paid for being GOOD at a GAME.

Questions: money might make “interesting” but it also makes stressful, might turn the GAME INTO a JOB.

corollary: most realistic way to make a Living off Gambling might be Small-Stakes Grinding, which might take all fun out of, then game becomes less fun, becomes job.

Or is gambling more a way of GoingYourOwn Way, being your own boss, sticking it to the man, where you can make money doing what YOU want, having FUN playing GAMES?

Obv a little of both depending how your luck is going, hahaha.

[but sometimes we have to do less-than-savory things to Win and to Secure an Existence of Ourselves, Our Family, and Our People.  So if you have a Surefire way of making more money Gambling than Working a Deadend Job, I guess it’s ok to gamble.]

sure you can get a big jackpot but I’d HYPOTH that is the exception not norm. 90% of the time, you’re not making any more PER HOUR than you would at A Traditional Job.

Final Question: But unless you have a STEM degree, you’re not going to be making much more than $10 a hour IF you’re “lucky enough” to have a job. So even 8 hours a day of small stakes grinding could VERY WELL pay MORE than that, QED, you’re better off GAMBLING than getting a “REAL JOB.” Unless you have a STEM degree, hahahaha.

Always thought Bob Seger’s “Ramblin Gamblin Man” had a real good Alpha Swagger to it, one of my fave songs of this “icon” who I’m not a superfan of, but am gradually appreciating a bit more. But never superfan.

HIRILORN sounds pretty promising right from very first listen, “Legends of Evil and Eternal Death” (good title!) Kinda expected, Hasjarl is talented & creative, but I appreciate his perspective on Epic & Melodic that was nearly completely forsook in Deathspell Omega (which I’m also in a mood for, “Inquisitors of Satan” thru “Manifestations 2002” period.) LoE&ED was 1998ish, great year.  Have a feeling they were really young, no older than 20, could be wrong. But I like Angsty Young Man’s Metal. Nothing captures Adolescent Angst like an Adolescent making Metal in the midst of his Adolescence. & you often think “no WAY could a TEEN make this! This is too profound!” but they did! see Burzum, Dissection, heck all the greats were moreso YOUNGER than OLDER. Although as a Late Bloomer myself, I appreciate that the opposite can also hold true, like Leonard Cohen not releasing his first album till he was FORTY or so.

Hirilorn is PACKED with soaring, epic, majestic, triumphant, sorrowful, catchy, spine-tingling Melodies! DsO at above time was PACKED with Catchy, Evil Riffs! Why did Hasjarl turn his back so much on these styles for The Mathy & just not incorporate them both? Don’t misunderstand – he didn’t TOTALLY abandon, see “Carnal Malefactor” on SMRC, but the REASON it’s one of my fave DsO songs is BECAUSE he’s incorporating the older Melodic & Riffy styles! If I could Write Riffs like that, I would MAKE THAT my Style!

[Heh. My attitude or opinion about Hasjarl/Hirilorn has not changed significantly since beginning My Awakening. He is Bad455 and I should return to Hirilorn. And honestly DsO is Awesome when you’re in the mood. DON’T HATE hahaha]

Girl wears Sunglasses on top of her HEAD in buildings? TIUTA!


[yes, sure, agreed, but again, BETTER TO LIGHT A CANDLE THAN CURSE THE DARKNESS, tm Firepower. Instead of Shaming Your Own Women…..just shake your head, grieve for The Value That Has Been Lost, “Sharpen The Long Knives of Grievance” as I think Mindweapon said, and instead of participating in their Defilement, RISE ABOVE, RISE ABOVE

AND TAKE THE UPWARD PATH, Know that indeed NAWALT, and Be a Strong Masculine Warrior Man and do something productive with your Body Mind and Soul, and one day you will be able to use your Sex Drive as part of that Skyward Path, as something Beautiful and Sacred and NO I’m not talking in a strictly Churchian Chreebus (tm MW) sense]

My Twitter Code of Ethics is gen Tit4Tat; if a man retweets or favourites me, I will retweet, favourite, and/or replythank him. if it happens a couple times, he gets moved to my “favourites” list. simple, easy, effective.

Also, notice how often Wimminz Tweet: INSTAGRAMS or 4SQ’s (“Here I Am, Having Fun, Out and About, Center of Attention, I’mma Celebrity! RAWR! Don’t you Wish You Were Here Basking In My Hotness!”) & how often Men tweet like this, vs how often Men tweet Actual Content, Creative Thoughts, Jokes, or Links.

Wimminz: Want to be respected? Be Worth Respecting! YOU’RE WELCOME. (haha HatTip Private Man, will be stealing YOU’RE WELCOME forever.)

[all very, very true. Very insightful, me! But once again, no reason getting BUTTHURT. I was more BUTTHURT at that time. Actually I think there was some Women-related STRESS which thankfully I have since resolved, using my Masculine Power and Mind.]

Had Access to some Academic Databases (not Google Scholar); searched for “laziness”, tuff time finding new Laziness Expert. Term never used prob bc implies moral judgment. find more on procrastination or underachievement. Of Ivy League students whose “underachievement” is not gonna DOOM them. Will keep searching.

[I guess “laziness” implies “depression” or “low motivation.” I am still gonna talk about these things till the end of my time. BUT I am thinking about starting a Separate Blog for that! Since me getting Overly Emo &F4ggy  & Feelzy is NOT what I intended this blog to become! And Frankly (heh), it may undermine the credibility of Pro-Whiteness, ie, Pro-Whites are “Mentally Unstable Like That LOOSE CANNON BKC” and I – WE – cannot have that.]

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[ live april 24, 2013: WARNING: when I first wrote this/that/those posts [recent 3 part series of Beta Power orig written July 2012], I was Poisoned by Decadence. I could only think about One Thing. Now I think about Two Things, hahaha. No I Kid, I think about Three Or Four Things.

Anyway, There are more important things than Banging Wimmin. Now, when you see an attractive POY (Prime Of Youth) Girl, it’s NATURAL to want to have Relations with her….within reason. No reason to take THAT to decadent, all-consuming, perverted extremes. CONTROL yourself!

Heh. PERHAPS, HYPOTHETICALLY, Gamers and Racists share A Common Ground that both groups of men have at one time, long ago in their Youth, feeeeelt True Luv for Women. Pedestalizing, Nuclear-Family-Making, Romantic, European Luv. Gamers try to “break” this “beta” urge by encouraging men to “never put the P on a Pedestal”, and sometimes

Gamers accuse Racists of doing just that, and being white knight phaggots. Heh. In My Ideal Racism, Racists will Appreciate and Respect the Power Of True Luv, however they WILL be CAREFUL and SMART about who they put on that pedestal. Not just any POY Pretty Young Thing. But someone who’s PROVEN to them that she DESERVES it.

See? nothing too extreme there. Just Common Sense. But the Ruling Elite has taken advantage of a Void Of Common Sense, to fill it with their OWN “Common Sense.” See TV Commercials for Common Sense Dot Org. Come On.

Fun Stuff On Recent PLaylist: / Non Whoring Linkage because I am explicitly trying to circumvent Trackbacks:

Nice interview of Tom Goodrich on his newly-legendary book “Hellstorm”; Counter Currents Radio w Greg Johnson & Matt Parrott. Goodrich’s Admirable Quest For The Truth shows us Things You Know Who never wants us to find out:


Uhh I see COunter Currents has kinda rebooted Voice Of Reason Radio since VoR went on hiatus in Summer 2012 but Mike Conner sez it’s coming back, hopefully it does, but now CC is hosting many of the old VoR Hosts doing NEW shows: Stan Hess, Attack The System, and my Buddy Robert Stark. NICE!


Eh here’s a shout out to David Duke. Some people don’t like him but I do, I think he keeps a great watchful eye on You Know Who. It’s always good to come back to the David Duke Show on a regular basis, to not forget about DD. He always has KMac on too.

Race is prob more important than Gender, prob more important than Religion, more on this later OF COURSE, hahaha.


Richard Spencer of Alternative Right (I think) and Natl Policy Institute has started his own radio program called Vanguard Radio, he often has Andy Nowicki on there with him. Somebody out there probably doesn’t like Spencer. Probably Alex Linder. Or Firepower. hahahahahaha. Come on guys, don’t hate, hahaha.


Matt Parrott went to the recent AmRen conference.


I’ve followed Kid Strangelove on Twitter for some time but never really read his blog til now, it’s a breddy good game blog that shows both the pros and cons of game. I found his ideas on Hipsters interesting, and especially his experience as an Engin Student at a Top-Tier Engin University. There were No Girls, but the guys built Real Camaraderie over Vidya

Games; disciplined selves against Instant Gratification of Hormones and Pornography, saying They’d Get Theirs when they Graduated and Got Good Jobs. 10 years later: got good jobs, “but” gave up dreams of Entrepreneurship for Comfort; never got the POY Girls they wanted and “settled down” with Avg Wimmin.

http://kidstrangelove.wordpress notlookingforatrackback .com/2013/04/22/the-revenge-of-the-nerds-never-happened/

[ ok too late, it DID track back. Listen Buddy, I KNOW Social Kenny would call me a Racist, and he’d be right! Anyway, I am NOT looking to Start A Dialogue, that’s why I try to Not Do Trackbacks, but oh well it still did.  FEEL FREE to delete my trackback from your page.

just sayin I liked your post, re STEM Education At An Elite STEM Skool Leading To Elite Top 5% STEM Careeeers, Vis-A-Vis:  No Girls During A Very Libidinous & Stressful Period in a Man’s Life, Instant Vs Delayed gratification; Being A Debt Slave vs Surviving Vs Thriving; Good Education Choices vs Bad Education Choices; so uh, just take the COMPLIMENT like a MAN, hahahahahahaha. Hope you’re makin good money too. As Mindweapon sez: BE SMART. WIN.]

I would argue that having a Good Stable Secure Well-Paying STEM job after going to a Top Stem Skool is GOOD ENOUGH, but I would hope You would never get so lonely and desperate and uncomfortable with Enjoying The Company Of Your Awesome Self, that you would Marry an Unsatisfactory Wimmin. However, I could understand Mating with a Physical 6 AS LONG AS she:

* is your Race

* is Great Moral Character (“Physical 6, But A Moral 10”)

* Great Mother Of Your Children Material

* Low Number. Prob less than 5….. I mean 3. 1 or 0 would be ok too.

* You Respect Her

* You Get Along With Her

* You wouldn’t mind seeing her every day, perhaps even Living With

* she is Young, in the POY

* Extra Credit: she lets you Chase POY Girls on the Side,  IF she is not attractive enough to fulfill approx 40% of your urges. Just not to a Decadent Extent. Assuming she is not POY herself. (Note: you should never shoot for 100%, that would be Decadent. I think 80% would be reasonable – not too decadent. That’s how I got that 40% – your “wife” (nonlegal) can be expected to fill half of your “needs” AKA WANTS. And if One Person can Satisfy at least Half Your Wants, then you should pay them the respect and gratitude of being Faithful to them. Assuming they are faithful to You! But that is covered in “superior moral character” stipulation above.)

Now this is mainly for MATING purposes: having healthy children. I would say Respect would be necessary and sufficient here, but not necess True Luv, and certainly not Decadent Perverted Pornographic Gaping Goatseing Anything Goes Whatever Feeeeeels Good Instant Gratification Revolving Door Disposeable Throwaway Dehumanizing Poisonous Cancerous Bestial J-Sex.

Pure Game does not seem to address these issues all that well, but Kid Strangelove, like Frost/Freedom25, digs a little Deeper. To the Deeeeeeeper Meeeeeaning behind the Decadent Chasing of Tail. More To Life Than. Not A Good Goal. Does Not BECOME a Healthy Man.

heh. back in the day, when I was a Young Man, I used to be more about Game than I was about Race. Now It’s less game, more Race. And Religion. Still a little game in there though.

OK this is becoming a Full Live Post. Have A Picture!


pretty sure I got that from 4 chon . net . So it’s not Purely White-Friendly, but there is a decent Pro-White contingent on the news board. Interesting News Source At This Moment. I guess for people who are sick of 4 chan news or pol

and here’s a good song for ya

I forgot how CHILL as well as BAD455 KRAFTWERK was. If you don’t like KRAFTWERK, GTFO.]

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or “soul.” just a Good Title Placeholder haha.

Wimminz have No Morals or No Morality. Their idea of “Moral Advice” is “The Key To A Good/Haaaaaaaaaaappy Life is: DO WHAT MAKES YOU FEEEEEEEEEEEL HAAAAAAAAAAAAPPY!!” and “it doesn’t really matter WHAT you believe, just be motivated and enthusiastic and 100% about it!!” These types of beliefs are so commonplace you don’t even really THINK about them, it’s Just What Wimminz SAY. But take a Minute and really THINK about it, and the HORRIFYING implications if they actually do BELIEVE this horsesh!t! The fact that so MANY Wimminz parrot this Claptrap, even if each Wimminz is not THAT Evil, if Most of em are even 50% that Evil, that’s a hella lotta evil which poses a SERIOUS threat to Western Society!

Why do Wimminz like to Cut You Off from Sex Immediately and sometimes Irrevocably, but then they also feel Entitled to Hang-Around you and have you be “cool” with their stupid decision? Is it because they’re THAT IGNORANT, or does at some point THAT much ignorance become less plausible than maybe they’re also a little EVIL too? That they just like Abusing Their Power, and then Twisting The Knife In?

Alphas don’t Get Dumped in the first place, they DO the dumping. Or at least they Revoke her Injunction and continue to Bang her afterwards. Being “COOL” about being Cut Off is being a Supplicating Beta, and the best solution here is to say, “You Screwed Me, and I’m NOT OKAY with that, so I’m not gonna be COOL to you, I don’t want to SEE you, I’m gonna go bang broads who APPRECIATE it. Have a nice LIFE. When you’re 35, remember I TOLD YA SO.”

MOONSORROW is so respectable because they do EPIC without sounding CORNY; AND they do 15-minute songs that REALLY NEED to be 15 minutes. There’s no FILLER or PADDING or Boring Overrepetition in these songs.

One of the Founding Members Henri Sorvali, is Such a Productive, Successful, Busy Alpha Male with his Bigboy Moneymaking Careeeeeeeeer in Sound/Music Production that he often does not play shows with the band, but has this other guy substitute for him. Now Henri still plays big one-off festival shows or at his convenience, but I’m guessing on Moonsorrow’s upcoming US TOUR (BE THERE!!!) Henri will not be going. Interesting system they got there. Best of both worlds really.

MOST Jobs that do not really require a College Degree, ie a STEMgineering degree to do very technical stuff, do not REALLY require Any College Degree at ALL. Teacher? Social Worker? Wimminz Work? Admin Assistant? Clerk? Teller? Okay there’s the stuff like Glorified Secretary/Receptionist which they now call ADMIN ASST and you have to have a College Degree and Unpaid Internships in order to get the job, BLATANT Overinflated Credentialization;

But stuff like Teachers and Social Workers and Librarians you say, well they’re a little more SKILLED, more Responsibility; I concede yes that’s true, but I Also Argue that they could LEARN those skills just by WATCHING a skilled practitioner, and not WASTE SIX YEARS in COLLEGE, graduate A HUNDRED GRAND in DEBT for JOBS THAT ARE DISAPPEARING and will take till you’re SIXTY to repay your STUDENT LOAN DEBT.

This isn’t BRAIN SURGERY. Instead of in a f4ggy classroom reading Marxist Bullcrap, just shadow a skilled practicioner for a few years, be a damn APPRENTICE, learn to do it yourself. It’s different if people’s LIVES are on the line.

“But they ARE! What if you get a Troubled Student or a Troubled Client who says he’s gonna Self-Harm or Harm others??”

Then you call the COPS. Doesn’t take a BRAIN SURGEON, ROCKET SCIENTIST, or other STEMgineer to figure that one out.

But this will involve not just STOPPING an ongoing trend, but pushing it BACK. Even many COPS have Bachelors Degrees.

New Sexual Social Study: Paramedics are Lower Vaisya / Upper Dalit: Roughneck Macho Men, (surprisingly usu without a Bachelor degree!) Doctors are High Brahmin, Rich, but also somewhat Macho Men, or can be. Nurses are all over the place: BSN’s and Nurse Practicioners are Upper Vaisya with their Science Education. LPN’s and Nurse Assistants are Lower Vaisya. What kind of Nurses chase the DOCTORS, and what kind of nurses chase the PARAMEDICS? Is there any difference at all? How can Paramedics OUTGAME the Doctors and appeal to Wimminz Hypergamy, ie have strong enough Charisma to outweigh Social Status & Wealth? (Either way the status of the Wimminz, high or low Vaisya, they still TIUTA like Vulgar Wh0rish Wimminz! But will they be Unintellectual or Pseudointellectual about it?)

Maybe 800 words is even better than 900!

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